The Cheerful Cold Girl
Chaptre 30. Playground

In the middle of the library, Sofie asks a very embarrassing question about whether I want to be a real couple for her.

We're speechless. There is no interaction with each other. I could see a wisp of air from Sofie's breath that looked irregular, her pupils widened as if waiting for a satisfactory answer from me and both convex cheeks gave off Vermilion's red color. The silence in the room is now filled with the sound of my heart beating and Sofie's.

My mouth was so hard to say anything, I realized that now my body was shaking and freezing at Sofie's question. Warmth surrounds the cheeks until the ears and heart do not want to stop beating.

I'm not stupid the point of Sofie's question of course I understand, this is nothing but an indirect statement of feeling.

"Sofie I—"

Before I finished speaking Sofie had covered my mouth with both of her small arms and from this close distance I could see Sofie's very blushing face, she was very adorable. If he doesn't shut my mouth maybe our distance is quite right for kiss— wait what I think.

"C-enough, hehe I'm just kidding.yeah, joking for the afternoon, hehehehe.."

He's a lousy liar. From his movements I knew very well this was a lie. Sofie took her hand out of my mouth, she turned around and walked away from me.

"What are you waiting for? Forget my stupid words and let's go!"

I pulled my words just now Sofie was smart enough to lie, she quickly changed her face to be full of smiles as if to say that it was not serious and a big problem.

I nodded and was forced to follow Sofie's wishes.

***

After walking a short distance, we finally reached the playground. Many visitors ranging from small children, teenagers, and some adults who have families are here some couples also seem to walk together very friendly.

Some rides, especially the giant roller coaster, were the center of attention even though from a distance I could hear screams from people riding it. The swivel comedy and the reanglala look very sturdy.

Not stopping there some hawker sellers also pass by creating an atmosphere more crowded, cotton candy is the most crowded food purchased.

I was still silent when I had just set foot, but I could already feel the overwhelming crowd.

Sofie who was standing at the side looked very amazed his black bead of eyes looked very sparkling. ‘oh, oh, I know what he's going to say after this’ He pulls my sleeve as if looking for attention.

“See that! Very big isn't it?”

Sofie points her finger at the roller coaster that is sliding, she looks amazed. The sparkles of his eyes continued to point to it even his lips raised to form a smile full of happiness.

“Sofie, is this your first time here?”

“B-it's not like that! Where maybe I never come here, right, I've been. sometimes.”.

Sofie snapped in a high tone refusing to accept the fact I said.

“Go with whom?”

“Tem-not me go here with my family!”

“Hee, is that true?”

I smiled full of ridicule. I honestly doubt this saying.

“I-that's really why should I lie?!”

Finished with gentleness he exhaled violently and threw away my gaze. He's very easy to read for sure what he said was a lie I'm sure this must be his first time going here. But it seemed that he was too embarrassed to say that this was a fact, so for this time I relented.

“ya yes, you have been here.”

“Can you give up more seriously? It's like mocking.”

I can only laugh at receiving all the babble from Sofie. Lately our relationship is arguably very good even though fighting like this is definitely in the end we made up.

From now on I ignore her babble and hold Sofie's hand. Her black bead opened wide in shock at my sudden action, but it only lasted a few seconds Sofie quickly smiled and let me hold her hand and take her somewhere.

We continued to join hands through several people who passed by and huddled. I stopped right where I thought it would be interesting.

“Sofie what if we ride it?”

I pointed a finger up that led to the roll coste I realized Sofie looked really amazed by this thing and I also knew it was Sofie's first day playing here so it didn't matter he played a lot of games.

“What are you serious about?” sofie asked, she looked at me with a face full of hope.

“Of course why not. but please try not to nausea okay," I said with a smile.

"Thank you, I'm really gonna remember this."

My lips once again lifted, we walked up to the roller coaster and sat there, the person who looked like the caretaker looking at us, giving us a smile and a suggestion for a seatbelt.

Of course we follow what the guy says. I don't want to die silly, it would be so funny to crash here. But roller coasters, huh? to be honest, this was my first time riding it, and Sofie was right on my right.

"Prepare yourself."

"One."

"Two."

I ignored the count from that person and my pupils pointed at Sofie. This girl seemed to be enjoying what was about to happen, constantly smiling, even a sign of indescribable fear.

Seeing Sofie who kept smiling made a strange feeling arise in my heart and suddenly Sofie's question a moment ago flashed.

The corner of my lips lifted. "Sofie I—"

After shouting, the roller coaster very quickly flashed leaving me shocked and frightened. I'm not even ready.

"Let'soooooo!"

Sofie seemed to be shouting, but this was not a cry of fear, but a cry of happiness.

"Great! Haha."

Damn, this roller coaster moved so fast creating the wind pressure that made everyone's hair sway. From here I could listen to some terrified screams and I was also among the ones screaming in fear. The only one who looks happy is Sofie.

The train rotates, goes up, and descends at high speed.

"Yuuu!" happy shouting from Sofie.

Shit, I'm not strong anymore. I could feel my face and stomach feeling very nauseous, I held my mouth trying to keep the vomit from coming out immediately.

And once again when I was scared, even Sofie seemed cheerful as if enjoying all this.

***

"Weeekk."

It may be disgusting, but now I'm spewing out everything in my stomach. Yep, I'm throwing up.

Sofie looked worried at leading me to the road and carrying in a long seat.

"Are you okay?" sofie asked looking worried, she stroked my shoulder.

"Sorry, you're so nauseous about following selfishness, I shouldn't have brought you here."

Sofie looked guilty as she lowered her head.

"It's okay anyway I'm offering to ride.. By the way what more rides do you want?"

"Eh? There's no need for you to push yourself" Sofie said, shaking her head.

"Sofie listen! I want you to be happy, seeing your smile makes me remember someone! I love your smile."

I made it clear that she would no longer argue exactly with the words that Sofie seemed to blush and we were both the center of attention of passers-by.

"you're really stubborn."

Sofie pointed her finger at something rides in the form of a large circle on the poles there is a cable car, yap. This is the Bianglala.

"Yes, that doesn't matter."

***

We are both riding the reanglala now, in contrast to the roller coaster, this is not too nauseating just from a height I can see the scenery, but my nauseous stomach makes me lazy to look from above.

I just sat weakly in the Bianglala, although it is true that now my condition is getting better I am not too nauseous, maybe because this vehicle is not moving fast.

Sofie smiled floweryly at me.

"How are you better?"

Very bright this girl let out a very sweet smile and she also seemed to understand my condition.

"Sofie don't tell me you chose the rides for me?" my many.

She turned her face away from the embarrassment, "yes, I'm bothered if Sebastian gets sick and also. Here there's only the two of us. So there's something I want to say."

"Hmm, what do you want to talk about?"

"It's about that novel you wrote, a-a-I'm just guessing if it's your real story."

Well, she's more sensitive than I thought, I never thought Sofie would come to my senses with a little thing like this, there seems to be no reason to hide it.

"Yes, that's true." I said without showing any doubt.

She looked even more awkward, "If her smile can make you stop being a delinquent...is that smile really beautiful?" He asked, but looked very doubtful even the voice was very soft.

"Yes very cute, a smile she couldn't possibly forget, a sweet smile from her that could even change me where I might forget that! Well, even in reality I forgot the girl's face."

For whatever reason, Sofie suddenly became a dead red, she was short on it. Sofie gulped, she looked at me with her red face.

"What if you meet him again?"

"Well, how is it? Honestly, I'd probably shoot him."

I said honestly, it's not a lie.

Sofie's breathing was getting messy, she looked very hesitant to look at me, but in the end she did that.

With a very cute shy blush face and a somehow messy breath she looked at me.

"Sebastian, that man is me.."