
Wicak running in the hallway of the campus. Next to her hand held a flower bucket, and the other hand put the phone to the ear, calling Syahdu who had not raised it. His heart was in turmoil after reading the message from Syahdu. One thing that Wicak did not find the answer was Syahdu who suddenly asked to break up.
Wicak called many times but there was no answer. Even Syahdu did not tell clearly what the reason was, why he asked to break up suddenly even though their relationship was very good. Really, Wicak hopes this incident is just a trap Syahdu only. He'd feel better if this was just a shahdu joke.
Wicak standing in front of his campus. He did not know where to go because the girl very rarely went to the house he had contracted for back then. Eventually, I chose the hospital. Who knows if Shahdu is there. The man ran towards where his motorcycle was parked.
"Gip. Went where? Not in class??" Shouted Cintya to him. The man only caught a glimpse and ran.
"Lho, why him?" Ask Imel.
"No idea, hurry up. Is there something, huh? Dump him? Tumbens."
Wicak really paid no heed to those two people. The center of his mind is only Syahdu. However, the main thing is to meet and ask what happened to Syahdu.
While riding his bike, Wicak thought hard. The girl never said a word of breaking up even in their 7 years of relationship. If this time Syahdu decides it, it means that there is something Syahdu does not like in him. Or all this time Syahdu maintained something that he did not really like about Wicak, and finally Syahdu gave up until breaking ties with him.
Many times Wicak shook his head, looking for possible reasons that made Syahdu ask to be separated from him. Although he does not know what happened, but Wicak believes the mistake must be from him.
Wicak has arrived at the hospital. He rushed to Grandma Syahdu's room. But there is no shahdu there. The one, the grandmother was eating was repeated by the nurse.
"Sweet, the shahdunya just came home."
"Pu-home?" Wicak's feet wanted to run again, but were restrained because Syahdu's grandmother still saw him from the top of the gurney.
"Yes. Just aja. You want to pick up Syahdu, right? At least still ahead."
Wicak teruhuh, Syahdu grandmother's speech signifies the girl has not told anything to her grandmother.
"If so, Wicak directly follow Syahdu aja." Say Grandma.
"Ah, yes, Grandma, Wizard, Grandma." The man slightly lowered his head in salute, and immediately ran towards the hospital lobby. Though he is from the same place why not meet Syahdu? His inner.
Wicak looking for Syahdu in the lobby, also in the direction of the exit but not visible as well. Long Wicak searched, until finally he decided to sit at the front stop of the hospital.
Wicak leaned his head, staring at the sky that was slowly turning dark. In his mind was full of Syahdu's face. He tried hard to remember his mistake, but he continued to fail.
"If you had told me what my fault was. For God's sake I'll fix it as long as you stay with me, Syahdu." It was in the middle of the noise of the city. Tortoise held back her tears. It was not time to cry because he had to try again to find Syahdu.
But where? During this time the girl always asked to transfer and pick up at different locations. Wicak chose to go back to college looking for a friend of Syahdu who might know where the girl usually is.
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In one corner of the room, Syahdu sat alone. The crowds and noise of the place did not make him forget the sadness. He thought coming to a place like this would make his mood improve. In fact not at all.
The clouds came half running. He was surprised when Syahdu told him to come to a club in the middle of the city. He thought hard why Syahdu strayed there. Is abis hypnotized? Her thought.
"Shahdu. Astaganaga. " The cloud sat next to the girl who was currently twisting her finger at the end of the glass filled with beer.
"Hey, look, hey." Clouds shake Shahdu's shoulders.
"is! What, hell!" The girl protest.
"Still conscious, right? Aaah, thank goodness." The clouds drew the beer in Syahdu's hands, keeping the girl from downing him.
"Why drink gini, anyway? Why lu? No more prank me, right? Your birthday is you." The Clouds again.
"That drinking can be stressful, right, Wan? I tried, not the stress that my head got dizzy with." Said the girl in a raucous voice.
The clouds watched Syahdu slowly shed tears. But he quickly removed it again.
"Du, why are you? Is there a problem, same Wicak? But I don't think it's. Wicak came to class with flowers. But you're not even coming."
"Decap? Not wrong?"
Syahdu shook his head. He looks so sad now. But that doesn't seem to make sense to the cloud. Because in the space of 7 years, it feels like the clouds have never heard them break up.
"But why? She cheated?" The cloud did not believe his own question.
Syahdu shook his head again. He looked at the clouds next to him. "I. I don't pantes for him."
The clouds furrowed his brows. He did not understand, but preferred to calm down the woman beside him.
"Udah, don't be sad. I'm taking you home, yok. I don't think it's a good place to know, Du."
Syahdu nodded again. He grabbed the glass that was near the Clouds, but the man moved the glass further away.
"Remove it.." whine Syahdu.
"Since when the hell, understand drinking kayak gini. I'll order some iced tea, okay?"
Syahdu instead drank the beer directly from the bottle, making the clouds shocked and immediately pulled the bottle from his mouth.
"Hey, hoi, hoi. Oh my goodness. This kid!"
Syahdu put his head on the table. She was crying with a shaken shoulder.
"Oh, this is how it's going to be." Clouds said while scratching his head.
He patted Syahdu's back. He did not understand how to calm the woman, but he would still accompany her instead of Syahdu doing the no-no.
"Du, it's dong."
Syahdu has not stopped his crying. He's sobbing in there. Fortunately the loud music did not make the sound of Syahdu heard in that place.
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Syahdu sat on the sidewalk. Water remains in his eyes. But he's better, even though the night wind makes him even more miserable.
Syahdu pulled out his vibrating phone. Arga called, and messages piled up from Wicak he hadn't read yet.
"Yes?"
'Where's lo?'
Syahdu did not answer. He took a long breath. One problem is not resolved and this man..does he ask to come to be served?
"I'm outside."
'Where? Let me pick it up.'
"Ngga. I went home alone. Just come back."
'Yes, if so.'
Syahdu hung up the phone and opened a message from Wicak. He read them one by one. The call from Wicak also missed. The man certainly did not accept the sudden decision of Syahdu.
Let it. It just happened and Wicak is not used to it. Later he would slowly accept and they could already live a separate path.
"Don't daydream. Nih." The clouds sat down and handed the mineral water to Syahdu. The girl accepted it and continued to look blankly ahead.