Snow In December
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After finishing talking to the owner, Aoyama finally invites Ren to enter Ryusei's room. They're gonna sleep three nights.

"Why would you tell Hinana's mom if I was dating? " ask Ren a little upset.

"What's wrong, you two are dating." Aoyama replied casually then picked up Ryusei's PS.

"It's true, but I'm not ready so soon." Ren murmured to himself and Aoyama just let it go.

"Sensei I want to eat your head." Ren said suddenly, somehow this time Ren's expression was very funny according to Aoyama.

Without saying anything Aoyama gave the game stick and invited him to play the game.

Shortly after Ryusei arrived, he was very happy because his room was crowded. Ryusei finally decided to join the game to fall asleep.

"Hinine." Call her mother when she sees Hinana in the kitchen. Hinana immediately approached her mother and had seen her father come home from work.

"Dad's home yet?" hinana asked to say hello to her father.

"Of course, what about the audition?"

"Walk good." Answer Hinana briefly.

"When will Aoyama return to Sapporo? I'll come and stay there for a while." Ask her mother who is still worried about Aoyama.

"I don't know yet either. Mom, Aoyama's grown up and there's no need to overdo it." Hinana answered who knew her mother's worries.

"Can't, you know Hinana. At that time Aoyama said he wanted to meet his mother. I can't let that happen, but I'll take care of her anyway. I feel guilty if Aoyama kills herself." Larisa starts to cry because she remembers the death of her mother Aoyama.

"Okaasan (mother) .."

"My wife, it's not your fault. Stop blaming yourself, Maira's death is not your fault. Maira decided it herself." Aoi hugged his wife to calm him down. Indeed, at that time if Aoi did not manage to find Aoyama who drowned, her best friend would have died with her son.

"Ookaasan (mother). Aoyama has grown up, Aoyama can definitely decide the best. Maybe Aoyama is still injured at the moment, but I'm sure Aoyama can stand up again. Believe it." Hinana hugged her mother and calmed her down. He also did not know whether his words were true or not.

Because Hinana also did not know what Aoyama was thinking. If anything happens to Aoyama, she will also be hurt because her mother must blame herself.

From a distance, Aoyama overhears all of her Aunt's conversations. He felt guilty because his life always troubled others, if only at that time he died. It would definitely not make the Hinana family bear its burden. Aoyama undoes her intention to take the water, she goes back to Ryusei's room and sleeps.

The next day Hinana's house is quiet. His mother and father had already gone to work, while Ryusei was still asleep due to staying up late playing the game. In accordance with the plan, Hinana invites Aoyama to eat together to take Arimura's departure. Whether this will make Aoyama better or worse, Hinana still does not know.

The three of them went to the restaurant together. Ren had already told Tsubaki to take her friends to the place she had ordered

"When are you going back to Saporrow?" ask Hinana who while driving starts a conversation with Aoyama.

"Just ask the person next to you." Aoyama answered briefly and still plays the game on her phone.

"My mom will come if you go back to Saporrow. Do you know how my mom worries about you? I hope you can be more mature." Hinana gave a little advice to Aoyama. Though he knows that he is younger than Aoyama.

Soon they arrived at the restaurant. Aoyama is still seen leaning back in Hinana's car.

"Aoyama come on." Take Ren but Aoyama is still reluctant to take off her seatbelt.

"You two eat by yourself, I wait in the car." Replied Aoyama who refused Hinana's invitation.

"Come down." Hinana pulls Aoyama out and Ren just looks at her. He did not want to interfere in their problems.

"No need." reject Aoyama once again.

"Aoyama come down." Hinana emphasized her words and looked at Aoyama sharply. If Hinana had been so unwilling or unwilling Aoyama to obey him. He gets out of the car and follows Ren and Hinana.

"Hinana chan is scary." Ren muttered that he noticed how his lover was threatening Aoyama.

"I'll do it to you if you're naughty." Hinana replied with a slight laugh.

"I... Naughty..? Where is it possible." Sahut Ren then follows Hinana and Aoyama from behind.

Aoyama was surprised to see that all her friends were there, including Arimura. His appetite was gone, he wanted to escape from this place. But Hinana held him firmly and pinched his arm.

The pinch from Hinana was not painful, because the pain had moved to his heart. Ren was still paying attention to Hinana's behavior, he thought that how painful Aoyama's feelings were to not feel Hinana's pinch that began to blush.

"Sensei." call Arimura slowly.

"Aoyama, I'm sorry to surprise you. Arimura is going back to Paris, he wants to say goodbye to all of us. Including you." Ren told Aoyama.

Aoyama was still speechless to say anything. Tsubaki was also next to Aoyama to calm her down. Aoyama can only obey Hinana's wishes, even though she has said goodbye to Arimura.

"We should eat first." Invite Tsubaki and everyone agrees, including Aoyama. They all enjoyed all the food without making a sound for fear of making a mistake. Hinana noticed Aoyama eating in her perfunctory manner, her eyes also saw Aoyama's arms flushed red as she pinched. But Aoyama felt no pain at all and blamed Hinana.

"Sensei, I want to say goodbye properly" Arimura said after finishing eating. At this time Arimura's eyes only look moist, I don't know how many tears are flowing.

Aoyama still silently refused to say anything. He also just looked down unable to see Arimura's face.

"I'm sorry if all this time I've made you suffer."

Hearing Arimura's words made Aoyama feel guilty. Why should Arimura apologize, all this was not his fault either. Arimura is also new if Tahara is the father of his womb.

"Sayounara (goodbye) Sensei, daisuki (i like you) ." Arimura slowly left Aoyama and his friends. Arumi and Emi who drove Arimura to the airport, they both also helped bring her things because Arimura's legs had not been fully healed.

Aoyama raised her head to look at Arimura one last time. The pain this time should be felt again.

"Sayounara, I can't love you. I don't love you Arimura." Aoyama said very slowly when Arimura had walked quite far.

Hinana could hear Aoyama's voice even though it was very slow.

"Finally you can say it. Aoyama kun, say it's not as bad as you think.

Hinana was relieved that Aoyama was finally able to speak again. When Aoyama was just silent, it was a sign that Aoyama wanted to end his life and bring all his burdens away. But with Aoyama saying the burden, the sign Aoyama can think clearly.

Somehow Sekan Arimura could hear Aoyama's voice was very slow and far away. Arimura looked back and smiled at Aoyama.

Ren embraces Aoyama and lets her cry, despite male abstinence from crying.