Rania
47. Dispart

Radit and the others arrived at Rania's place. It turns out that Rania is not far from the saung on the hill. There is a small field there. Like a training ground. Rania is punching a hanging samsak. He didn't even realize they were coming. Angga walked quickly towards Rania. He wants to stop Rania. Because he saw that Rania's hand had begun to bleed.

''Stop kak'' shouted Angga as he approached Rania. The side that saw Rania still punching the samsak with emotion immediately hugged her from behind.

''Already Ran, I beg'' said Sisi while crying. She could not bear to see Rania like that.

''Don't bother me Si'' replied Rania trying to release a hug from Sisi. But Sisi stayed as hard as he could. The angga who saw him continued to persuade Rania.

''Let it go'' Radit said as he and Davin arrived.

''I know you are in emotion. That's your way of venting it. Being detained is not good either. But when venting anger and resentment should also know when to stop. What with self-harm like this would make everything finished?'' radit said firmly. Rania stopped hearing Radit.

''Know what you are with the anger I feel?'' rania asked still facing toward Samsak.

''We don't know how angry you are right now. Because we can't get inside you. But what because of the one person who made you angry. Do you ignore the requests of those who love you so much? Look at them, how worried they are about you. Because you are hurt until you can hurt them?'' ask Radit sharply.

''True Radit said, You should be able to endure this ordeal. Do not let you hurt yourself and those who love you, Ran'' said Davin. Rania was silent. He let Sisi hold her.

'' Angry may be, but must know the limits. Do not have a kediri effect yourself'' said Radit again.

''I have to how? When I want to know everything I can't get it, the hyx. But when I no longer needed him he came, Rania cried while sitting on the ground. Remembering everything that happened, he felt devastated.

It is hard to know something suddenly. On one hand he lost a person whom he valued greatly. On the one hand he must know the truth about his father. Long Rania sat down crying. Radit told the others to let him calm down.

''Is there a P3K Vin box in your car?'' ask Radit.

''There let me take a moment'' Davin said as he walked away from the others.

Angga sees how Radit calms Rania down. He who initially dislikes Radit begins to sympathize with her. Maybe he's been misjudging Radit all along.

After Rania finished crying. Sisi invited him to sit in a nearby cottage. It wasn't long before Davin came with the P3K box. The side instantly treated Rania's bleeding hand. Radit and the others sat there.

While Rendra and Gunawan arrive at Retno's tomb. After showing Retno's tomb, Rendra returned home.

''I hope you come straight home after this. Do not try to meet Rania first, said Renda while leaving Gunawan.

Gunawan glued to see the soil of the tomb is still red. Her tears started to drip. He was eager to see Retno's tomb. Not because of sympathy, but because of hate. Now when he saw the tomb, he could not.

''You know that this regret cannot pay for all the pain and suffering you have been facing. Even to death. But the only thing I want to do is pay for everything through our son Rania. Even if it is only as big as a grain of dust mas will try'' said Gunawan stopped.

''You know Retno, when I met Rania for the first time there was a little hope that she was a child. Remembering the same name we wanted. If only I wasn't stupid to leave you and believe everything. Maybe the three of us will live happily. Now what do you have to do so that Rania can accept mas, Retno? Hiks'' Gunawan started crying again. It feels bad to remember all his mistakes.

''What mas must catch up with you first and then he forgives. God has punished us by not having children from our wives now. Now he is also punishing the mas with Rania''' hatred Gunawan said again. Rendra was still nearby. So he could hear all Gunawan said. He knew Gunawan was a good man. For twenty years they were with Rendra understanding his nature. It's just that Rendra still can not accept the suffering of his sister and nephew all this time. After that, Rendra returned to his house.

Lama Gunawan poured out his heart. He had no words to say anymore.

''Mas will visit you often. There is life mas, although mas know all looks free. But that's the only thing that can make you calm for now Gunawan said. After gazing at Retno's grave once again he set foot toward her car. For now he had to be patient waiting for Rania to forgive him. He will try hard to get the child's heart just like that.

Rania is calm. His hands have been treated Sisi. Now he just sits still.

''We are planning to leave for Jakarta this afternoon. Are you back in Jakarta with us or are you coming?'' ask Radit.

''I can't decide right now, sir. Will I return to Jakarta or stay here, replied Rania.

Radit and the others were shocked to hear Rania's reply. They did not expect Rania to decide like that.

''All decisions are in your hands. I just hope you want to return to Jakarta'' said Radit not eager.

''Yes Ran, Would you have the heart to let me alone again in the apartment?'' ask the sad side.

''Comein'that. I have to think about everything again. Especially if I go to Jakarta to risk what will happen. And I'm sure the man will continue to disturb Rania replied.

''All problems must be faced. Until when you can run. If it is not cleared, it will continue to be a burden, explained Radit.

'' Yes, I know. But for now I can't think about it Rania replied.

'' You are my toughest friend. I'm sure you can face everything'' comfort Sisi while hugging Rania.

''Hmmm. Whatever your decision we will always be supportive, Radit said softly. Rania looked at Radit. He did not expect the boss who had been indifferent would be so attentive to him. There was a warm feeling in his heart.

They're back home. There Rendra's uncle and Susi's aunt were sitting at the door waiting for Rania and the others to come home. In the afternoon Radit, Davin and Sisi returned to Jakarta. There is a sense of reluctance in Radit's heart to part with Rania. He hopes Rania will soon follow to Jakarta.