Rania
46. Rania's anger

''Your daughter has died with her mother'' Rania went in with anger. His cold gaze led the same way Gunawan. Radit and the others came in. He saw the other side of Gunawan. The person whom he had known so far was firm and wise did not expect to be such a pity. That day everything that happened in the past began to break down.

''No, you are my daughter Rania' said Gunawan with teary eyes. He tried to get closer to Rania standing up.

''Stop, you don't come any closer. I told you that your daughter has died with her mother'' cried Rania angry. Everyone is silent. They did not expect Rania to be that angry. Yesterday when her mother died she looked like a fragile girl. But now it looks the other side when it's angry. Even the friendly side was surprised. Because I've never seen Rania this angry.

''Forgive me, son. Maybe my mistakes are unforgivable. But please give it a chance'' please Gunawan.

''My father died before I was born. And when my mother died she also brought this soul. So don't you ever claim to be my father said Rania.

''You can be angry. But don't assume father doesn't exist Gunawan said.

'' Hahaha, funny'' Rania's laugh made people shudder.

''If you are my father. Where were you when everyone insulted me? Where were you when my mother needed me? Where were you when people were going to kill me? When the father of my friends came to school while for me it was just a dream.You know how I felt at that time? Teacher told me to make an essay about dad, I can't even write a single sentence. Trus where were you when we needed protection. None of it. Only he sacrificed for us. Yes he is my uncle who has always protected us with all his might. He is the one I deserve to call my father said Rania with teary eyes. Rendra stood still. While Angga who stood beside his father looked towards Rania and Gunawan. There are so many secrets about her sister.

Gunawan bowed to hear Rania's words. How much suffering he gave his wife and son. Just because of his stupidity.

''Sorry father son'' said Gunawan full of regrets.

''Well, sorry you said. If you are still alive, that word may still be acceptable. Although not completely. But now it's too late. All my mother's suffering can not be just with an apology'' said Rania firmly. Maybe because Gunawan's blood flows in his body. Rania's assertiveness is very similar to Gunawan when he is leading the company. Gunawan even sees himself in Rania.

''Trus father should how do you forgive?'' ask Gunawan again.

''If you can bring my mother back to life. I can forgive you, said Rania.

''That's impossible son. Dad was also devastated when he found out Retno died. Because my father also loved him very much Gunawan said again.

''Never say the word love in front of me. Because I don't believe in the word love. If it were not for the love of my mother I would not have suffered. If love why there is no sense of trust between them. You are too pondering your love which turns out to be just a mere word. All fakes are mere hypocrisy'' Rania taunts.

''No son, give me a chance to make amends for my mother's mistakes all this time through you'' said Gunawan.

''Hahaha'''Rania laughed again.

''Uncle tell him to get out of here. I don't want to see her again said Rania Rendra.

''But Rania, you have to calm down first'' said Rendra.

''Uncle doesn't have to feel sorry for him. It's enough sacrifice that uncle made for us. If it wasn't for him uncle wouldn't have lived like this said Rania. Rendra was silent. She knew how stubborn Rania was that was very similar to her mother.

''Why are you forcing me. What because he wants this said Rania while opening her glasses. Gunawan could not believe seeing Rania after opening her glasses. His face was very similar to Retno's when young, especially his eyes. Only Rania's nose is similar to her even though Rania's nose is smaller. Not only Gunawan, Davin who had only known Rania was wearing glasses did not think that Rania had such beautiful eyes. While Radit because he had seen so he was not too surprised.

''You are satisfied. Only because these eyes are similar to mother's. Until he forced me to wear glasses. Just because of this eye mom to the stress of thinking about me. He was always haunted by fear. I want to throw these eyes away. Let mother be happy. Now you go, get out of here'' cried Rania with emotion. But Gunawan just kept quiet and did not move.

''Ok, if you don't want to go let me go said Rania again while running out of the house.

''Rania wait'' Gunawan wanted to chase but arrested Rendra.

''I beg you, sir, do not pursue him. It was enough I saw Retno break her heart. I don't want to see Rania destroyed either. If you are reckless to pursue it do not blame me for doing more rude to you'' threatened uncle Rendra.

''But Ren...'' Gunawan is stubborn.

''It is better if Gunawan does not force Rania first. Because it will only worsen the atmosphere said Radit.

''Radit'' Gunawan surprised. He just realized that Radit and Davin were there.

''Why are you here?'' ask Gunawan

''We were the ones who drove Rania when her mother died. If you had seen him hit when his mother died. Maybe you will think twice to force Rania'' said Radit firmly.

''But om just want to make up for all the mistakes om so far'' said Gunawan.

'' If you want to make up for everything. It should be slow not forced as it is today. He was sad and angry. That will add his hate to me. Should have understood. If you don't want to lose it. Better to go home first. There is still plenty of time to try to approach him, Radit said

Gunawan began to understand Radit's words. He finally gave up.

''Okay, but can you take me to Retno Ren's grave? I want to apologize there Gunawan said.

''Yes'' replied Rendra. He won't make it difficult for Gunawan. Even if he's angry with Gunawan.

''Oh yes, Susi thank you for saving Retno during the fire. If only there were no you. Maybe I will also never meet my son said Gunawan sincerely.

''Yes sir, it's all my duty'' Susi replied nervously.

Then Rendra went to take Gunawan to Retno's tomb. While Radit, Davin, Sisi and Angga went to look for Rania. Angga knows where Rania is going. Because every time Rania is sad she'll be there.