Looking For Murder
Kiyoharu Yusa = Ren Takashi = Sota Fukushi 2
Sota who is aggressive and courageous personality, often makes Benjiro headache. Yusa's fickle attitude, sometimes calm, sometimes moody and sometimes like to destroy and throw things, led Benjiro to check his son to a pediatrician. By a doctor, Yusa is advised to see a psychiatrist. With a sense of compulsion Benjiro brought his son to see the psychiatrist. A young psychiatrist diagnoses Yusa with multiple personality or dissociative identity disorder*.
Doctors recommend therapy, both with drugs to reduce anxiety and therapy, namely cognitive therapy, family therapy, and psychotherapy. Of course Benjiro does not accept. The diagnosis was made by a psychiatrist who was far below him. Considering the family's good name would be at stake if people found out Yusa was in contact with a psychiatrist, Benjiro broke off his relationship with the mental health worker.
Over time, Yusa often faces difficulties because of the loss of time and events. So at the age of 17, Yusa ventured to see the psychiatrist who had diagnosed her, doctor Tamaki Saito. After several meetings, every meeting there was a time when Sota who replaced Yusa came to the psychiatrist. Sota who came wearing a sweatshirt with a black leather jacket. Combined with a white iron necklace around his neck. Wearing torn jeans on both knees with sneaker shoes as her footwear. Go into the doctor Saito's room in a casual style. In order to extract information from Sota, Saito's doctor had to be patient. Sota is aggressive and irritable, often slamming things in the doctor's room if he is asked to tell his feelings on that day.
There are times when Ren comes to see doctor Saito. Ren was the one who told a lot about the traumas experienced by Yusa. The difficulties Yusa faced in her life. With a hesitant attitude, pessimism and a sense of worthlessness in him.
From his attitude and speech, doctor Saito sees Ren as intelligent, polite, and full of confidence. Ren tells the doctor that he is the son of a learned man from Tokyo, who comes from a happy extended family. His father, mother, and brothers were numerous. He has not seen his family for years. He came to have a noble mission to help Yusa. Both of his parents were very supportive of what Ren was doing. His father and mother will pick him up if his task is done and they will be together again.
Ren described Sota as aggressive and destructive. Sota is a depiction of anger that is buried in Yusa for her disappointment in the family, especially her father and mother. The deep resentment towards the female figure caused by her mother who never reached out to caress and hug her.
At a meeting in the third month, doctor Tamaki Saito invited Yusa to meet with a private – others by means of hypnotherapy. In order for Yusa to get to know those who have often stolen her time. With that hypnotherapy as well, doctor Saito wanted to equalize the ages of the three of them. The new Sota comes when Yusa is 7 years old, and Ren who comes first when Yusa is 4 years old, with hypnotherapy can be the same age as Yusa.
With this hypnotherapy their memories, also become the memories of Yusa.
“Yusa I ask for your willingness to do hypnotherapy. I guess it would help a lot if we used hypnosis.”
“I'm willing.” Yusa answered calmly.
In a comfortable state. In doctor Tamaki Saito's safe mother's office, in the cradle of hypnotic influence, Yusa returns to the past. The other individuals move back, forward – forward in such a way that stage by stage they can reach the age of Yusa. Doctor Saito knows that unity will be easy to achieve if they are all Yusa-long. Their presence is so intertwined with past traumas and immaturity in the whole personality that it does not allow for unification. Saito's doctor naturally started from 11-year-old Sota.
“How are you?” ask the doctor after calling Sota in one of the first hypnotic shows. “You okay?”
“Ya”.
“You are 11 years old. Do you want to grow bigger?”
“Of course. I want to be an adult and be able to drive myself. “
“What will you do by driving yourself?”
“I want to take a walk wherever I want.”
“Good. Since you're going to start growing up, now is there anything you want to ask me before you get big?”
“Is after big I can get my own SIM?”
“Of course.”
“Is after big no one will hurt me again ?”
“Sure. After adulthood you will be able to defend yourself and grow into a strong and courageous man.” And in a voice full of pressure he added “ No one will hurt you.”
Then Doctor Saito calls Ren.
“Are we going to do it, Ren?”
There is only silence. The psychoanalyst** was thinking for a moment, then he tried another way.
“Ren. You're the only one who knows everything. You are the storehouse of positive power that exists in Yusa's mix of feelings. Shouldn't you be of the same age as him, for you have a memory of the events that have taken place over the years in Yusa, causing Yusa to age more than you. Isn't that fair?"
“Making your age equal to him, will greatly facilitate him.” Doctors explained. “We do?”
Ren replied slowly, “ You are the doctor”.
Then, while the patient was still under the influence of hypnosis, the doctor asked “ Are all present?”
“Sure.” Reply Sota.
“You will all be getting older. You will continue to age. 15 minutes from now you will all be 17 years and three months.” Then he continued the work that was part of the therapy. He repeats and repeats. His voice rhymed composing spells that exerted hypnotic influence. “ You are getting older, increasing, increasing. In 6 minutes you will be 17 years and three months.”
Seconds pass. Minutes pass. While waiting, doctor Saito did not know that the sudden change was a strong current that flowed the senses and nerves to the patient's 2 individuals.
The patient looked calm. Finally the doctor said, "You're all 17 years and three months old. No one can be younger. If you wake up, you are now 17 years and 3 months old. You'll all be the same age. Now you can wake up. One. You'll wake up, two, two, two now get up. Three.”
Yusa opened her eyes. He and the doctor looked at each other.
“How do you feel?”
“More quiet.” Yusa Whisper. Then he added. “ Now I can have a lot of time I can use and others can also use it."
“Accurate once. Now home. And you will have a great day. We'll see you in the morning."
Through the age increase made with hypnotic events, Saito's doctor hopes to be the foundation for building integrity. Opening up to the original Yusa and towards her healing.
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*dual Personality is a condition when a person has two or more different personalities. Multiple personality disorder is also called dissociative identity disorder. This condition is generally caused by traumatic experiences that occur repeatedly in childhood. Multiple personality or dissociative identity disorder (DID) is often equated with schizophrenia, when in fact these two conditions are different. Schizophrenia can cause symptoms that affect the thoughts, behaviors, and feelings of the sufferer, but do not have as much personality as those with DID.
The cause of multiple personalities is not known for certain. However, this condition is thought to occur as a result of repeated traumatic experiences in childhood. Traumatic experiences can include:
🥎 Emotional abuse in verbal or physical form.
🥎 Sexual harassment or violence.
🥎 Parental parenting patterns that make children feel afraid.
🥎 Certain events, such as natural disasters or wars.
🥎 Kidnapping or torture.
🥎 Multiple personalities are prone to occur in people whose families have a history of personality.
Traumatic experiences, so that the self-defense mechanism (defense mechanism) forms new individuals to protect the original individual.
Defense Mechanism is a form of response that is unconsciously done, used to protect yourself from feelings of anxiety, and, used to increase self-esteem (self-esteem) and things they don't want to think about or handle.
**psychoanalysis generally means a view of man, in which unconsciousness plays a central role. Psychoanalysis views the human psyche as an expression of the impulse that causes conflict. Conflict arises from conflicting impulses, either from conscious or unconscious impulses.