LIFE (Han, Ian, Dina, Ute & Pras)
Ep. 28 (part 4) Promises (H., I., D. & Pras)
...~ PRAS ~...
For days without meeting with the lover of the heart, this longing feeling is getting worse. I don't know why Dina seemed to avoid the places we would normally meet without an agreement. Even Dina had several times refused to meet and only returned wa sober, not as pleasant as usual.
The results of consultation with some friends who are more “pakar” in dating fellow citizens, there are 3 main causes of this can happen in a relationship, among others: the first is boredom, among others, signs that a relationship is coming to an end, the second, the, that there is a principled mistake made by one of the parties which must be resolved by a sincere apology from the guilty party and the third is the existence of a pent-up desire that is trying to be masked from the one of the parties is related to the relationship.
After I ponder, it seems like the relationship I and Dina have just established is unlikely to be as easy as it will end. Although this heart had also hesitated, because Dina's previous relationship with Ka’Han was also relatively very short, even quickly Dina could also accept my love. Inevitably, this heart hesitated a little.
When it comes to mistakes, nothing seems to have happened in recent times. Last time we were with us was still friendly and even Dina let my lips kiss sweetly behind Ian's house. Rare occasions can occur and are always remembered whenever these eyes are closed. The taste of Dina's lips as if it were still eternally imprinted on my lips, like opium. Or maybe it was the kiss that made Dina angry at me? Maybe I was judged to have been a little impudent to him? I don't know, because my feeling is that Dina is enjoying our affection as well.
Related to the pent-up desire that is trying to be covered, this should be me who feels it the most. As a normal man, I always tried to restrain myself from touching and satisfying my passion for Dina. I want to honor him with all my self. On the other hand, a shy and always polite Dina feels impossible to have a pent-up desire that is trying to be covered. right?
The more thought, the more dizzy this head became. Want to clarify to Dina is also very difficult because of its existence that somehow can disappear from the circulation of this eye.
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And finally the opportunity came.
After a while I stood in front of the Darul Ma’arif Mosque inside this Ksatrian, the sweet figure with cheeks that I missed so much was seen coming out with some of his classmates.
“Why is it so difficult some time to meet you yes Dina?” tanyaku blocked his steps that seemed to rush to enter the Madya line in front of the Mosque.
I stretched out my hands while looking at Dina's delicate reddened face with her adorable dimples. Dina had a chance to look at me at a glance and towards the line of her friends who began to walk away, but she immediately lowered her head back with a reddened face.
After a moment of silence, he said softly: “Not why-why it looks like Kak, just maybe not the time we just met.”
“Well now we've met, can we talk for a minute?” please finally. Actually full of longing and the desire to kiss the cheeks and lips that increasingly look blushing and adorable.
Dina looked back at my face at a glance and looked at Balairung who began to fade because the day had indeed passed from late afternoon to evening, then said softly: “Hm, maybe there?”
I nodded in agreement and walked in the direction Dina pointed at, but after a few steps her figure did not also place herself beside me, I turned my head and again saw Dina looking at my body and as if surprised to see my gaze, she walked quickly ahead to Balairung.
Unknowingly, I shook my head inexplicably with his attitude and actions, which seemed to be making mistakes that I did not know and understand. While dispelling the negative thoughts, I sped up the pace to be able to walk by his side.
We ended up sitting in the hallway of Balairung against the mosque.
Both were silent for a while and because I could not help myself I finally said carefully: “Dina My Dina face looked back reddened and in my heart I was again worried about her reaction.
“I'm not a mind reader and you too I think so. If there is a mistake I made, please be told what my fault is, so I can fix it. Frankly I am confused and please don't let me get further immersed in this misunderstanding!” as gently as possible I said worried about offending her delicate and sensitive feelings.
“Dina, please say something.” my door again in an increasingly clear tone.
“Sorry Ka’Pras.. Dina shy..” she replied slowly a moment later.
There is anger going through this self. I subconsciously clenched the knuckles that Dina briefly saw with a worried look. Then I again ventured to ask: “You are ashamed of our relationship Dina? Shame to be my partner? Indeed I am not as cool as Ka’Han or as rich as Ian or Ute, but.” the sentence I will say is cut off with Dina's hand stretched out covering my mouth.
Dina quickly pulled back her hands and said: “I am ashamed to meet Ka’Pras. same shame ourselves. On the night of our last meeting, I had a strange dream Sister..” slowly the sentence came out of his mouth while looking back hiding a sweet face with adorable dimples hers.
“What strange dream is Din?” my question does not understand.
Dina just kept quiet and lowered her face more embarrassed while squeezing the face that had been dropped accidentally when going to close my mouth.
“Come on the story, you don't have to be ashamed. I will be able to understand as long as you love the understanding of dear Dina.” persuade me again while holding both hands courageously.
Suddenly a beam of light illuminated my mind and I could not help but pull his hand towards the quiet room beside Balairung.
After checking that no eyes were watching us, I brought my face closer to hers which could no longer retreat because the back of her head was already attached to the wall and I kissed her lips.
Uncommanded, my right hand stroked her hair and stopped behind her neck, my left hand was unwilling to lose, moving to her slim waist and pulling her, making both of our bodies draw closer, tightly attached, close together, our lips were also sticky in a deep kiss. I******* her lips are with unstoppable intensity, trying to quench this long-held thirst.
“This is your dream Dina?” tanyaku panting, paying attention to both eyelids Dina who is now closed tightly and her breath is also no less fast.
Dina just nodded weakly and I again inhaled the intoxicating scent from her neck that was now the target of my kiss.
Feeling hindered, my hand took the initiative to unbutton PDH Dina, revealing two beautiful hills that poked coyly covered with her underwear. A sight that feels inadequate if only described as an essential beauty. My lips could not resist the fierce pull towards the two hills. Feel the subtlety and suppleness of the intoxicating texture of God's creation more than any addictive substance.
Dina's hand that was originally on my chest, as if to try to withstand the pressure of my body, had already shifted to my waist, already, pulling my PDH shirt out of my pants and groping my back muscles timidly got down. My hands are getting wild trying to open the whole PDH button and the smooth skin is getting bristled due to my touches.
Then the sound of footsteps resuscitated the madness of both of us.
Looks like there's a group of Muda Praja who will train tonight using Balairung.
We both stayed away and improved our performances. Dina hastily buttoned up her PDH shirt and I put the underside of the shirt back in my PDH pants. We both noticed each other's tidiness with a smile and my hands stretched out tidying up her hair that I seemed to have unconsciously squeezed in the middle of our madness.
Then we walked out of the side room together, again sitting in the side hallway, where we had sat before, holding our happy smiles. Not forgetting we nodded to some of the sisters who passed in front of us and gave PPM.
“Ka’Pras, it seems we should not meet too often.” Said Dina to surprise me a moment later.
“Why?” I asked spontaneously, again surprised by the way he thought.
“Because our physical attraction is too big Brother. I don't want this madness to happen again at this Ksatrian. What if someone sees it? What's worse if there's a nanny who's picking us up? We can both be issued Kak.” replied Dina with a worried face but still sumringah, a red tinge visible above her beautiful dimples.
Somehow, Dina gets more beautiful every time I look at her face.
“So we have to often cruise with dunks yes.if less vitamin kiss than you, can be unhappy yourself this. What is the point of living if you can no longer be happy?” I said again with a blink of an eye, teasing him.
“Ish whatan seh Ka'Pras inih.. But really we have to start frugally. I want us to be able to come together to visit our families on Rate Hike Leave or Year End Leave. I do not want our relationship is only limited to the gate of PKD Kak. Ka'Pras should be responsible for everything we've done.” Dina again said firmly but a little shy.
“I also want it so Dina. But a cruise together does not have to be wasteful as well. If we can't make out at the Ksatrian, then we have to find a place outside to do it, right? Like Ian's house for example?” I said I still did not want to long not meet and make out with Dina.
“Apaan seh Ka’Pras neh? Kog being a pervert now? All I thought about was making out?” dina asked while pinching my waist in a fit of anxiety.
“Well, now you're in charge of Dina. I'm like your country and I'm just the same pervert you are Dina, can dunks ya baby?” I asked again teasing him, feeling very happy to see his face that re-encounter red, until he could hope time can be stopped in the moment.
But life goes on. We who live must continue to live it well.
“By the way about frugality, if Ka’Pras there is a long time, you can follow Dina private lecturers, because Dina also began to be overwhelmed because more and more joined. Like ga kepenggatan and monitor its development all in the end.” Dina again said, maybe trying to shift the direction of our conversation.
“Bolek also tuh Dina, later we promise yes, ngajarnya must be together, because I do not want if there is no you there. You are the encouragement of my life Dina. Don't ever think to stay away let alone be ashamed of me huh Dina!” tegakku later.
That night we parted with happy smiles and a promise to save and work hard for a future together.
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