LIFE (Han, Ian, Dina, Ute & Pras)
Ep. 27 (part 4) Night Inauguration (H., I., D. & Ute)
...~ UTE ~...
A wonderful cruise day has passed.
Ka’Han finally agreed to install his family in Ian's family home ahead of the inauguration of his Purna Praja later, he said, on condition that Ian needs to make sure his family will not be disturbed by the presence of the Ka’Han family and Ka’Han will pay for all food/beverage expenses that will be used during his family stay at the Ian house.
I didn't expect to actually be with a Ka’Han.
And even we had a chance to make out (in the real sense) in a car parked in the BIP car parking basement this afternoon.
It is still clear in these memories, how the excitement and the overflow of desire overpowered both of us. Every palpation and kiss felt fitting, blurring our consciousness both like a powerful opium.
Fortunately, the explosion of passion with a fiery red aura was able to burn me and jerk my consciousness at that time, if not somehow we had the wrong way earlier.
Along the way home, Ka’Han seemed to hold himself back often. The grip of his hand remained warm and dark blue aura as if he wanted to master as usual, but it felt soothing and fitting for me.
We had time to steal a kiss in the corner of Ian's house and the pagutan lips Ka’Han again felt drowning. But with gentelmen Ka’Han can hold himself back and I increasingly admire the self-control he shows.
Suddenly I felt a vibration of HP, a sign of wa entering:
...“D rain makes all things beautiful,...
...d grass and flowers too....
...If rain makes all things beautiful,...
...how long does it rain on u?...
...U r so beautiful...
...I can’t take away my eyes from u.”...
(translation \= Rain makes all things beautiful, grass and flowers too. If rain really beautifies something, how long does it rain on you? Because you're so beautiful and I can't take my eyes off your eyes.).
‘Gombal..’ My inner self is happy to read wa from Ka’Han. Then I typed:
...“Roses r red, violets r blue....
...Monkeys like u should be kept in zoo....
...Don't feel so angry u will find me there 2....
...Not in cage but laughing at u.”...
To avenge that fight.
(translation \= The rose is red and the violet flower is blue. Apes like you should be kept in a zoo. Don't get angry because you'll find me there too. Not in a cage like you but laughing at you.)
Not long after, enter again wa reply from Ka’Han:
...“God saw me hungry, He created pizza....
...He saw me thirsty, He created Pepsi....
...He saw me in dark, He created light....
...He saw me without problems, He created U. (*_*)”...
(translation \= God saw me starving and He created pizza. He saw me thirsty, he invented pepsi. He saw me in the dark, He created light. He saw me without problems and He created you.)
‘Hey, now that I'm your problem huh?’ my mind began to mengkel although still unable to release this smile from the cheeks. And then reply:
...“When ur life is in d problems of darkness,...
...Pray 2 God ask Him 2 free from darkness....
...And if after u pray & u r still in darkness,...
...Please pay ur ELECTRICITY BILL.”...
(translation \= when your life is full of darkness, pray to God to free you from that darkness. And if after you pray but remain in the dark, please pay your electricity bill.)
After a long time, finally entered again a reply from Ka’Han:
...“I wrote ur name on sand, it got washed...
...I wrote ur name in air, it was blown away, then.....
...I wrote ur name on my heart n I got heart attack.. ♥”...
(translation \= I wrote your name in the sand, but soon erased the waves. I wrote your name in the sky, but it was soon blown away by the wind. I wrote your name on my heart and I had a heart attack.)
‘Rese also neh Ka’Han.’ my inner and reply again:
...U should know what u r....
...And once u know what u r,...
...Mental hospital is not so far....
...Udah ah Ka’Han, sleepy neh,...
...mau keep the foyer in 2 hours,...
...don't bother again ya!”...
(translation \= The twinkling stars, you must know what you are. And when you have understood yourself, the Soul Hospital is not too far away.)
Not long later enter again wa short of Ka’Han:
...“Okey my love.have a rest.. I love u..”...
Sweet banged, right? But I finally closed the HP without replying again. Trying to carry out parental advice, “Do not reply, let God alone reply.” ;p
...***...
The days passed very quickly.
It didn't feel like the actual night of the inauguration I was worried about was coming soon. How not to worry, later I will accompany Ka’Han in the official event of the seniors to release his status as Wasana Praja to Purna Praja (the term for this Ksatrian alumnus).
Of course in the ceremony, we will be surrounded by Wasana Praja throughout Ka’Han. The male one will certainly tease me all out, while the female one will make calculations with me, of course, using the cruel gaze typical of seniors to juniors.
I started to feel nauseous as soon as I walked out of this boutique locker room. A bright purple aura full of admiration, which emanated purely from a Ka’Han even, could only slightly relieve this nausea turmoil.
And when we had been in the car heading to the Ksatrian for the title of the inauguration night together, I was pretty sure I was going to throw up.
But somehow, I managed to hold this entrails where they should be, even when entering the Ksatrian, my heart was filled with a million gripping anxieties.
‘No, this is not just anxiety, this is doom.’ my inner nelangsa.
As a companion of a Ka’Han who has many fans, I might enter the Balairung room accompanied by many envious gazes full of curiosity. Envy because of how a junior can conquer a Ka’Han and of course curiosity about the way I soften the heart of Ka’Han which has always been cold and stiff.
If only the sharp point of view of a person could kill, perhaps my body would be torn into shapeless shreds before it reached our bench.
“Amat is very bad.” mumbamku girih enter the room Balairung which has been transformed into a magnificent dance room surrounded by round tables and chairs that surround it.
“Did you say something my dear?” tanya Ka’Han slightly lowered his head to be able to precisely whisper in my ear.
“Eh it, Ka’Han is a very cruel person!” I replied with a tone and a defiant look.
Ka’Han chuckled and somehow I actually knew that he would chuckle in response to my blasphemy, but his reaction still irritated me not a bitch.
Ka’Han had promised that he would always accompany me and would never leave me alone. With a knight attitude he led me to sit at our table with some of his close friends. He introduced me as his lover and asked them to also take care of me in case anyone tried to hurt me, which made my feelings even more shriveled because they were considered weak and could not defend myself.
But then the thought that this incident will pass and maybe this is the last time I will meet these seniors, calms myself a little.
Then I started to enjoy the atmosphere.
Many seniors spread an aura of friendship pink and light blue that implies sadness for a breakup that is already in sight. They will return to their respective regions and may slightly/many begin to yearn for the experience of togetherness in this Ksatrian. An experience that is certainly beautiful to remember but will taste bitter if it must be repeated.
“What makes you smile?” suddenly the voice of baritone Ka’Han was heard whispering but aga demanded in my ear.
“I am planning a punishment that is appropriate for Ka’Han.” I replied no less slowly without feeling the need to look at him.
Ka’Han must be grinning, I don't need to look at it to know it. It is clearly visible from its aura that emits an amused greenish tinge of young orange. I don't like my own sensitivity to every mood Ka’Han. Especially since I suspected Ka’Han also seemed to be able to feel almost exactly the same way towards me.
“At least the punishment was definitely comforting.” said Ka’Han again with his pink aura.
“What's entertaining?” askaku while trying to enjoy the performance of the Katulistiwa Band that plays songs tempoe doeloe memories.
“Punishment for me of course.” replied Ka’Han with a ignorant smile and his green-covered pink aura that implied a tingling sense of freshness, then added with a whisper that felt closer to my ear: “If you want to punish me, you might have fun doing it, because God knows I'll have fun accepting your punishment.”
With a bit of surprise and a sense of heat on this cheek I finally said: “Ka’Han crazy ish!”
“It could be.” replied Ka’Han raising his shoulders with indifference, even though it was contrary to the aura of love and freshness that was still emanating from him, before he finally leaned back on his seat without forgetting to pull my hand to hold it tightly and added: “After all, I have managed to get your heart and attention, which quite qualifies as the craziest thing I've ever done and the craziest feeling I've ever had.”
‘Well this crazy night I have to go through. Enjoy it!’ my inner command is finally.
While sighing resignedly, I no longer refused the grasp of his hand.
“Truly beautiful and intelligent girl who is very attractive.. Lucky I am..” muttered Ka’Han, maybe he unconsciously praised me, which adds a sense of heat on my face.
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