
"Actually I don't care if Victor won't accept Bervan, brother. I just wish he could heal. That was enough for me!", Bella turned from before her sister to face the other way.
He was trying to speak as calmly as possible at this moment. Although it was actually his clenched hand in the air it was trembling in front of his chest. The same is true with his pursed lips holding a cry that he deliberately held in his throat.
True, that was his only hope after hearing the news that had struck his heart. The name of the man he kept in his heart, though separated by distance and time, he hoped that he would be happy in his life. Without having to know that he has a son with himself. He just wishes that person were happy.
But after hearing how the man's life was so poor all this time, especially with the severe illness he had suffered, Bella so much thought. Could it be, at the time of their meeting that Victor deliberately did not want Bella to expect more from him, because the man already knew the disease?! Could it be that the man did it for the sake of Bella's own happiness?!
Really after hearing the news from her brother, until this moment, her feelings were still very chaotic. It's too messy in there. There was a glimpse of happiness because after this long wait, his stubborn brother finally wanted to allow him to meet Victor again. He even allowed Bergan to go with him. Of course his heart was very happy.
But the next piece of news was the one that hit his heart so hard. Direct heart pain after hearing the news about the disease that is being suffered by the person. His heart was like squeezing when he heard that.
So right now, the most important thing for Bella is Victor's recovery. Hopefully with Bervan, that person can recover from his severe illness.
Victor's problem will accept Bervan or not, Bella can think again after that. Or, for example, Victor does not accept Bervan, as long as the man is cured, after which Bella will return with her son to her country.
The woman knew enough herself, who could take reality for granted when suddenly a woman came and said that the child she was carrying was her son. In this position, Bella quite understands that. After all, he was used to being alone with his vows.
"I'm sorry Brother, Bella!", Baz who was behind him could not bear to see his sister who was holding back too much. Or maybe, his sister had been used to holding back his feelings all this time, and it was because of her own actions.
"I'm sorry Big Brother who at that time was too stubborn and wouldn't listen to you! Forgive Brother for taking away your happiness and Bervan all this time! Forgive Brother, Bella! Forgive Brother!", the man could not stand the big ball that was still lodged in his chest. He pulled his sister's hand. Then he closed the body of his beloved sister so tightly.
"No, Brother! No!", Bella shook her head in her brother's arms.
The brothers were crying together. Inside their own chaotic feelings. Baz with his overwhelming guilt he felt until almost a little to not want to live again. And also Bella, with mixed feelings that continue to prop up her heart until now.
But, he never blamed his brother in the slightest for the decision that his brother took at that time. He also shouted how his brother's wrath after being told the truth about the death of their father which is a slander for Victor actually. But he could not prevent his brother's anger because he had no evidence at all to prove Victor's innocence.
So he followed all the decisions his brother took with a heavy heart. Although for many years her brother's life was only covered by grudges, but to her and also Bervan, her brother always had a lot of affection. So even Bervan has not lacked attention all this time. There are also things he should be grateful for
"Sister just didn't know clearly at the time! Big Brother's eyes just hadn't opened so wide back then! Don't blame yourself anymore, yeah! Big Brother's task now is to reveal all the truths that have been tightly sealed. Reply to all those who have made father no!", Bella let go of the embrace. He wiped away the trail of tears that made his sister's face wet.
He also calmed himself. But there were tears on her cheeks as well. So with attention Baz also rubbed his sister's cheek until it dried. The two can smile together. And Baz nodded in agreement. Right, Mr. Ergy and all his henchmen must feel the destruction of life as he has experienced.
"Ah yes, just like Big Brother, Victor also has a little sister!", now it's Baz's turn to face the other way back to his sister. Bella nodded in agreement as she had heard of it.
"His name is Rose!", the man's face turned bright as he mentioned the woman's name.
"What a beautiful name!", Bella commented.
"Yes, as beautiful as his face and heart!", the man muttered softly as he imagined his encounter with Rose a few days ago there.
An unexpected encounter, in which he is instead helped by someone who should hate him. I don't know because Rose doesn't know that. But clearly, Baz knew if the woman's heart was in harmony with the beautiful face she had.
"I heard what?! Is it not wrong?! My brother who had never praised a woman other than his own sister, was now praising another woman?! Come on tell me, does Brother like her?!", Bella still hears her brother's soft words. He became so excited that he turned his brother's body to face him.
"Son didn't say anything! Look, she's Victor's sister, her name's Rose! Rose is a nice and pleasant person. I think you'll be at home because he'll be with you and Bervan later when you're there. So now don't think anymore?! Remember, she was his sister Victor, the aunt of Bervan!", Baz snorted softly as he seemed to have to give an explanation that made his often curious sister satisfied.
"If she's Victor's sister, why?! Wouldn't it be more exciting so we'll instantly have two partners in our family! I don't have to bother anymore looking for a sister-in-law that's suitable for my sister!", Bella let go of Baz's hand grip on her shoulder. He felt confident in his current thinking. It seemed that the woman was forgetting her sadness for a moment.
"Hey, what are you talking about?! Don't think anymore! Let's get ready there!", the man could not stand the mouth of his sister who was starting to be pretentious and chatty. So he pushed his sister in another direction so that he could avoid her immediately.
"Bose seems to already have a lover. And I know that guy! He is not a worthy opponent for Brother! It seems like we are not meant to be a match!", again Baz muttered softly. With a lethargic face he looked in any direction.
"Unfortunately this Brother God, can know one's destiny! After all it was just lovers, right, they haven't, "" and then a little boy's voice called out to him, so he had to stop his chat just now.
"Mama!", Bervan's hoarse voice called out to him from above the bed. It seems he was looking for his mother's whereabouts.
"Well, it's my fault!", Bella admitted her mistake while twitching her shoulders. The woman shook her head inexhaustibly. How could he blame his stubborn brother!
While walking up to his nephew on the bed, Baz was relieved. Because their conversation was finally over. He was finally spared from the words of his sister who continued to press. After all, it was not just who the competitors were to face. No matter who it was, as long as they had not been bound in marriage, Baz was sure that it would be able to win the woman's heart. But there's a deeper problem behind all of this. There was a wrong grudge and a guilt so great that he himself felt he had no face to meet the woman again.
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The sunlight that was still timid was already making the originally dark dawn sky, slowly starting to light up. Rose stretched her body after feeling she had enough sleep. He felt that tonight the bolster pillow that used to accompany him to sleep felt somewhat different. It feels bigger than usual. And it feels more, hard. Because of his favorite bolster pillow it usually feels very soft and tender.
Still not much thought because his life had not been hit all, he only concluded if it was just his feelings. The woman even rubbed her forehead into the object that she felt was still her pillow bolster. While holding her tightly and smiling. Though what was rubbed his forehead was the chest of a field of a man who since last night continued to hold him.
But in line with his life that was accumulating, his mind was working more and more correctly. There was a strange thing indeed with the bolster that he was hugging at the moment. There is something different. His eyes are hard to open. So his hands alone worked to make sure of it.
His hand began to fumble at the thing he was currently hugging. Rose's hand began to palpate the first part that was currently on the edge of her hand. And that's the man's broad back. His brows slowly began to wrinkle while continuing to make sure. His palm continued to move, rubbing the wide and warm back until it continued to touch the arm that was on the side of the man's body.
Strange, Rose thought of course! The yes-year of his favorite bolster is like branching, like having other smaller parts. Rose made sure again by squeezing the man's arm. And it still felt tender so Rose still thought that it was still a roll for her.
His hands moved again, this time the man's chest he touched. There is something strange again, the time of his favorite bolsters is pounding. It was like a human being, its bolster was like having a heart in it. In fact, the woman smiled because she had thought the object she touched was like the chest of her sinister master field. With great pleasure, Rose continued to wipe the chest until it rose to the top.
It's strange! he murmured again in his own heart. Why is it getting weird the shape of the roll now. The one he touched moved up and down. Like there's a little blunt thing moving in it. Right now Rose's hand was on Ben's neck, and it was touching the man's jaw. Things that add to the masculine value of a man.
"It's really weird!", now he was actually muttering.
"Why does my pillow feel so warm?! And the shape felt different too!", the woman's hand went back down to Ben's chest. Gently rub it again.
Rose had been lulled with her curiosity now. He had to replace it directly with his own eyes so that his curiosity disappeared. Slowly his eyes blinked until a faint shadow appeared before his face.
"Aaaaakkhhh! A ghost! Please there is a ghost!", Rose immediately screamed when she saw this figure before her.
The man's face was indeed basically white, then there was a large black girth around his eyes. It seemed like last night was indeed a torture to him, so he could not close his eyes at all. The man's face was so withered with black eyes, it really looked like a ghost figure.
Rose was shocked in her surprise. He sat himself down and hugged the pillow tightly. Similarly to Ben, he also sat himself limp. It felt like he had fought all out last night, so there was no more power he had. So he had not been able to respond to Rose's cry at all.
"You, why are you here!", he accused right in front of Ben's face, after he realized who was in front of him now.
"I,, ", Ben's weak voice had not finished saying the explanation, but Rose had already shouted again.
"Aaaaaaaakkhhh!", and this time it was even louder than the one before.
Rose went pale after seeing her innocent, unclothed body. This what really happened?! Why is she half naked like this?! Where was the clothes he had worn before. Rose still kept the pillow away from his body, his eyes finally managed to catch the location of the shirt he had previously worn was already under his bed.
"This how can it be?!", Rose hugged the pillow again with a frustrated face. Her lips curled down feeling very sad.
How could this happen to him?! Even though he loved this man in front of him. But he was not ready to give up everything to the man. His heart is not ready.
But wait a minute! Why does it feel like something is weird again! The man's face instead of fresh even looked very withered like a plant that had not been watered for a very long time. Then the man's clothes are also still fully used all. Only he was not wearing clothes. So what exactly happened?!
But it felt like the man was also too weak to speak. I think he just wants to sleep. I think he just wants to rest himself. Although not doing anything at all, but it feels like tonight has drained all his energy and energy.
"Miss! Missis! What the hell's going on? Is there anything I can help you with? Why did Miss scream so loudly?", not to mention they solved the problem. Another problem arises. Uncle Alex knocked on his bedroom door repeatedly in a voice that worried him deeply.
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