
Ben also stopped his footsteps and positioned himself next to the woman. His eyes moved in the direction where the woman's eyes were.
The expanse of the star and also the moonlight that was more beautiful because of the sparkle, they were both washed away in the power of God is very beautiful. Several times Rose breathed her heavy breath. His feelings that had been chaotic and chaotic in front, now present again filled his chest that had originally expanded. The tip of his eyes began to get wet, his lashes began to decorate the tear at the end.
All the events that happened to him, it felt very heavy for him to accept. That's what his heart really feels. It's just that no one knows about it including his own family. Don't ask his father, Mr. Benneth it looks like he hasn't cared about him all this time. His brother, what should he expect again. Even his own brother is bearing the severe burden of the disease he suffered. Especially, don't talk about the two damn women who have broken into his family and have tried to ruin his life. It felt like Rose wanted to punish the two while recalling their final smile when Rose was taken away by Mr. Rogh which ended in an attempt to harass her.
Rose is still a human being, she is not a god. Who says he doesn't feel depressed, who says he easily forgets everything that happened. That's not at all. Rose also has a strong memory. And automatically all those bitter memories are still recorded clearly in his brain. But what he really did was not to be a burden to others. Rose did not want to trouble others, so she was used to keeping everything alone.
"You crying?", the question made Rose have to stop her daydreaming. He was stunned for a moment when he learned that his cheeks had been flooded with tears. Then he took a quick glance and saw that Ben was looking at him and was looking at him carefully.
"Ah no! I was just flickering!", with a quick movement he swept his tears with his clean palms while chuckling a little.
"It looks like you're flickering a rock, so your tears are coming out so much" Ben quipped coldly. He clearly saw the woman shed a lot of tears as her eyes closed.
"Hey, Master!", Rose protested as she pursed her lips.
"Hey, you!", Ben called out his name but his face was now facing forward again.
"Yes!", he answered casually and looked straight ahead again. Looking at the dim ocean that decorated the moonlight.
"How many masks do you have?", asked Ben without looking at him.
"Yes?", Rose was puzzled by the intent of the question that Ben asked until he turned his head and furrowed his brows deeply.
"How many masks do you have to cover all the bitter memories you have with your cheerful smile?", this time Ben turned his head and gave a deep look at Rose.
"To what extent is the pain that you can endure alone?", again the question arises from the mouth of a man who is usually famous for his indifference.
"What do you mean, I don't understand!", Rose smiled bitterly as she threw her gaze in the other direction. He avoids the man's eyes so that Ben can't read his lying eyes at the moment. Rose actually knows the direction of this conversation, where Ben aims to say the questions that stifle his heart. But he was tepis and he avoided it because he himself was reluctant to discuss this to the surface. For what reason, the effect will only make him more sad. He would rather keep it to himself.
"I know everything that happened to you!", Ben's exclamation then made Rose's face that was still relaxed now become tense even his eyeballs are now enlarged. His heart rate was forced to stop. And his chest suddenly became tight. All of? All that means all his stories in his home country, right. His chest rose and fell rapidly trying to pump as much oxygen into his crowded chest cavity.
The woman's rational mind began to work. His face was not as stiff as before, he also blinked his eyes several times. Rose is calmer now. Yes, it is natural for a Master beside him to know all about him. He forgot, if this man is not a random man. He was a big person, so to find information about him that was nobody must have been very easy for him. It's just that there is an uncomfortable feeling in the woman when she knows there are other people who also know what has happened to her.
"What happened to me, sir?! You're being too serious. Everything was just a small matter, wasn't it?!", Rose tried to laugh to cover up her feelings.
"Little problem?! Then why are you crying so hard and delirious like that? Wh why? Say why?! Isn't it because you were so scared because of the abuse they did to you, right?!", Ben overflowed his emotions when he heard that woman was still denying with her feelings.
"Various?! Share with whom, Sir?! Ever since that woman and her child were present in my family, this self has been used to bearing everything alone. Even when brother left and father ignored me, then to whom else should I share?! All this suffering, everything I've been through, I've gotten used to keeping all my own feelings. Then for all that I have been through and for the depraved actions of that rotten old man, do I also have to tell my older brother who is of age somehow?! Do I also have to increase his burden again after what he suffered?! Say, Master! Say it! So who should I share it with? If I can, then I want to. But in this world who else is this sincere to me?! After everything I've faced, I can't just trust someone right now. Everyone has their own intentions, so I can only take care of myself, keep my own feelings", Rose's emotions overflowed suddenly. His mind seemed to have been provoked by the persuasion that Ben gave. All the complaints he spilled while looking at Ben with anger. Why would this man even provoke himself to say all this? Wh why?
"Yes, you're right! You want to but you feel impossible! Then what about me? Can you trust me?", Ben took one step closer to where Rose was standing.
From the beginning, Ben's purpose in saying these words was so that the woman would share the burdens and feelings she had suffered with him. Ever since he felt the pills when the woman cried, his mind always thrashed eagerly to protect this woman. His heart was moved to want to feel everything that the woman had experienced so far.
"You?!", Rose did not reverse her steps. He stared inside the man's jet-black bead of eyes. That question he asked himself. Can he trust this guy? Or more accurately, can he be trusted for this? In what order did this indifferent and cold man ask him to share the burden he had suffered so far? Rose looked at Ben with a scrabbling look.
"Yes, me! Can you trust me to share your burden with me?! Hey, I know you won't be that strong to be able to bear all your wounds for a long time" Ben asked as he stared fixedly at Rose's eyes.
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