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The glass window broke as a result of a man's hand deliberately hitting it. Ben, an eccentric man who has harbored his feelings for an Ana who is none other than the daughter of the former mafia boss before, now he is venting his anger because of the news he just heard. The photos are scattered on the floor, it's photos of Ana from the moment she first met Ken, at the minimarket, at the nightclub, and, on the road when Ken tailed Ana until finally they were close and officially became lovers.
Which heart is not hurt to see the person he loves is even close to another man. As hard as Ben had, he was still a human being, pain and soreness were completely engulfing inside there. Destroyed were all hopes and plans to build a relationship with the woman he had loved since she was a teenager.
Blood splattered on the floor and some photos of Ana. The tough guy, although it looks stamina excellent, but it is very visible that now he is very fragile. His eyes filled with deep pain. During this time the woman who came in her life, just for the fulfillment of her biological needs. Ben is a normal guy, of course. But his heart, his heart was always full of Ana's figure. No woman has ever stopped in her heart.
He was suffering from a dilemma he had to face. There's no way that Ben would destroy Ana's happiness in her eyes. Since long ago, ever since Lord Danu decided to leave the White Tiger, Ben also decided to keep Ana from afar. He loved Ana very much and as an alibi, he always said that Ana was like his own sister. Ana is very happy at the moment, as she also knows that Ken is the first man she loves. Ben destroys Ken's life by flicking his finger, then snatches Ana to his side. But that was impossible for him to do, due to his excessive affection for Ana. He didn't want Ana to hate him.
"Master!", Relly, his loyal assistant, touched one of Ben's shoulders with the intention of resuscitating his master to stop hurting himself like this. Relly is a witness to how much Ben loves Ana. And at this time, he bore witness to how much his master was crushed by a broken heart. This dashing man who usually always destroys others, in fact is being defeated by something called love.
"That's enough, sir!", he rebuked again when he felt he had not received an answer from his master.
"Shut up!" ben was full of anger.
"Leave me alone!", he ordered softly.
"But sir,,,," Relly was still worried that her master would continue to hurt himself, putting his life at risk. Clearly it was very visible from the look of Relly's eyes that were filled with worry.
"I don't want to die, Relly!", Ben warns Relly to just obey what he tells her to do. Ben himself knew what he had to do. Right now he wanted to spill all his emotions. He did not want to see Ana again, even the woman he loved that became an outlet of his anger at this time. Ben loves Ana very much, no matter what.
"All right! I'll wait outside, if you need anything you can call me right away", Relly said goodbye then walked out of the room.
It's been two hours that Ben has struggled with his own feelings. More precisely he was muffling his feelings at this moment. After he felt quite calm, Ben opened the door of the room and immediately found that Relly was standing there. Ben is not surprised, he knows that in addition to being loyal, Relly is also one of the people who care most about him.
"Bring me the medicine box!", Ben commands her with a flat expression.
With swift Relly left and returned again in a time that is not up to five minutes. His performance was really efficient, that's what Ben likes about him. Relly entered the room that had been ravaged, her eyes widened but she did not want to comment.
"What is so great a person's anger if it's broken heart?!", muttered Relly in the heart.
Ben was already sitting on a long, torn sofa here and there. Both hands he stretched forward to lead to Relly. Both backs of his hands were bleeding profusely, but the expression that Ben showed was as if he had only suffered a meaningless scratch. Relly had already opened the medicine box and was about to start cleaning the wounds on her hands.
"It's gonna hurt, sir!", Relly warned her master that the wound was not small.
"Ehmmm", Ben just growled in agreement with a face like nothing had happened before.
Relly painstakingly treated her master's wound, then wrapped it in a bandage. Ben moved his two hands that had been wrapped in white cloth while muttering indistinctly.
"Remain the bandage! Why don't you make ribbons in both my hands! Maybe I'll be so cute!", grumbled Ben while watching his right and left hands.
"I'll let go! But before that I have to make sure first what kind of person will accompany my sister!" ben said again when Relly was still chuckling with Ben's previous remarks. Hearing that, Relly's face turned serious again.
"I will prepare everything!", Relly nodded in understanding what to do after this.
As the chairman of a large mafia gang, Ben's presence is always hidden. They rarely come to public places. More often he meets directly with his clients in a random place, or they simply communicate via telephone. If many eyes know the identity of Ben as the head of the White Tiger gang, of course it will endanger the lives of himself and those who are nearby. It also makes him reluctant to know women, he does not want to feel loss. Because according to one of the blogs he once read, loss is the source of life's destruction if you can't bear it. So with that sentence ringing in his mind, Ben prefers to keep Ana from a distance. He also does not want Ana, the innocent woman who is loved by his father is involved in his cruel and dark world.
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Two days passed, now the night had passed to the early hours. The roar of a car enters a luxurious mansion that Ben now rents as his temporary residence while he monitors Ana in the city. Usually Ben will move around because he does not want to be detected by anyone. This time, for some time he chose this luxurious mansion to see from a distance how happy Ana was.
Ben confirmed the position of his cowboy hat as he exited his car. His face was flat, but after a long time with his boss, Relly understood a little what was really in the look of his eyes. Sadness, hurt, but there is also relief there. As usual, Kelly refused to ask. He'll listen if his boss starts talking. But if the boss hasn't opened his mouth yet, then Relly will also keep her mouth shut.
Ben continued to walk through the dining room, then climbed the stairs and walked towards his room. So loyal, Relly continued to follow him behind. Just as Ben stopped his steps to open the doorknob, Relly bumped his back in the back.
"Sorry Mister!", please Relly while lowering her head.
"Ah, I forgot! It turns out you're still alive apparently!", Ben pinched his little forehead.
"Sorry sir, I don't see the way" Relly lowered her head briefly as a sign of apology.
"I want to take a shower! Why did you follow me here?! Do you want to take a shower with me?", asked Ben with a very relaxed face.
"What kind of question is this boss?! I am obviously normal! I'd better take a bath with a she-goat!", muttered Relly inwardly.
Ben had just visited Ana at her nightclub. His intention is only to meet Ana, but it turns out he can at once meet Ken, the man he loves. Ben had witnessed for himself how the two people loved each other. He can finally breathe a sigh of relief for having entrusted Ana to the right person. Ben never misjudged people, let alone seen from the look of his eyes on Ana, Ben can judge that Ken is not playing around in loving his sister. But still, his heart was still torn to witness firsthand the intimacy of the woman he loved with other men. Soon Ben realized, he indeed had to recover his heart immediately.
Relly nodded in understanding, she understood what her master was thinking at the moment. Whose feelings of heartbreak could bear it willingly? Even strong men can be weak. That's how his master is at the moment, but Ben clearly doesn't want to show anyone this side of him. Even to Kelly.
He was still waiting for the door to be closed, then he could move to his own room which was not far from the stairs.
"So you want to take a shower with me?", Ben pulled out his head, just his head. Throwing a small question made Relly raise his head.
"Of course not, Mister!", Relly immediately flicked her hand in front of the chest. Rejecting Ben's question raw.
"Then why are you still there?", Ben hinted with his chin so that Relly would immediately leave from before him.
"Well, sir!", Relly immediately lifted his foot from there without looking back.
"Why is he in such a hurry? I seriously asked. If he goes how do I rub my body?! Does he not know if my hand is still sick!", gritted himself with a spoiled expression while sitting on the edge of the bed.
"The base is insensitive!", he said again to Relly who knew nothing at all. It sounded more like Ben was swearing at his lover, not his assistant.
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Time just passed by, a lot of things have happened lately. Starting with the accident that befell Mr. Danu and his secretary Risa. Until the most shaking him is when Ana had an accident and had a coma. Ben was almost destroyed when he realized Ana had not been alive for a few days. And when Ana awakens, the first person she seeks is still the Ken she loves. He took a gulp of his own heartache, but he also would not let Ana fall into a deeper hole. His determination to make Ana happy is very strong, especially before he has also promised Mr. Danu to protect and protect her.
A few days after Ana lives with him, Ana's health improves. It's just that Ana's face continues to be moody, because she misses her lover so much. Then suddenly they heard that Mr. Danu had died. When the world realizes that Ana has died before, it is now Ben who will protect her temporarily. Ben really saw the pain in Ana's heart. He could no longer see the sadness that came to drag on his beloved sister. Then Ben has decided to do whatever it takes to help Ana get her revenge.
Then when he helps Ana meet Ken secretly. The man did not know the shame, suddenly made a request that made them gap. At first the man does not approve Ana to avenge him with the plan they have arranged, but Ken finally agrees to one condition, which is married to Ana the next day. Fate feels neatly arranged for these lovers. Ben was used to suppress his own feelings towards Ana. Right now the most important thing is the happiness of his beloved sister.
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On Ana's wedding day, the bouquet she held made her think for a moment while sipping a drink in her glass. He had been sitting in a lounge chair while enjoying a pair of newlyweds who were joking around in the hall.
"I also want to be as happy as Ana" he muttered to himself inwardly.
"I know you love her so much, right?!", the voice of the middle-aged man next to her made her turn her head.
"Your eyes are very clear as you look at Ana, hehe!", Mr. Reymond sipped his drink and chuckled cheerfully.
"Ana's happy, man! Look at! Now is the time for you to seek your own happiness", suggested Mr. Reymond, looking straight ahead. It doesn't know anything. Apart from being a lawyer for Mr. Danu's family, he is also his best friend. Mr. Reymond knows about Ben who has liked Ana for a long time. But he has no right to interfere in this matter. He is just a parent who can give as wise advice as possible to the young people of their future successors.
"Yes, I think so!", replied Ben briefly. Slightly curved lips then disguised by the movement of the glass that will stick to his lips.
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**Sorry, I just updated you,,
Yesterday author's weekend was rather busy, once again apologize yes friends & co-op
Okay, now it's time for the spirit update again. But sorry for this one chapter, the author is still flashback about Ben and Ana. But for the next chapter the author has started presenting stories about Ben and Rose, wait for continuation yes friends 😉
For those who are curious, or have not read the story about Ana, you can read in my first novel whose title is "first woman president", you can find in my profile..
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