Hey You, I Love You !
Blaming themselves

In a small ship that was crossing the ocean, Rose's body trembled violently even though she had been wrapped in a long cloth. His hands continued to clench firmly, his knuckles were until they turned white. Cold sweat continued to pour like a waterfall all over his body.

The beggar mother continued to watch Rose with a concerned look. Also the same with his son who finally looked at each other with himself. Really they were both very worried about the state of the lady beside them. But what causes it, they don't know it at all.

Judging from this position, it seemed that the young master who brought them was unaware of Rose's apprehensive condition. The beggar's mother pursed her lips, hesitating to tell the master or not. He turned to Robi, asking for his son's opinion. And the little boy nodded quickly, agreeing to what his mother would do.

"Master!", called out to him even though his voice was still somewhat doubtful. He opened a frozen silence in the midst of the waves.

"Yes!", Eric turned his head as he scrunched his forehead.

"Looks like Miss is sick! Her body had been trembling ever since!", the beggar's mother told as she set her eyes on Rose.

"Rose!", the man turned his back to face the front of the boat. Actually, the position was originally facing forward, side by side with the person who runs the boat.

"Are you okay?", Eric took the woman's hand for her to hold. Meant attention while checking Rose's body temperature which may be fever.

"I'm fine!", the woman smiled blandly as she brushed away Eric's hand. He did not want his condition to be known to anyone at this time. Only his sinister master can know this. Rose still hopes that the panic attack that is now sweeping her is fleeting. And he can control his body and mind again.

"Are you sure?", the man made sure. When he accidentally touched Rose's clenched hand, he could feel her hand cold. Maybe because it was in the middle of the ocean so it was natural if Rose's hands were cold. Eric was grateful that she had no fever.

Rose nodded while smiling again. He must be smart to hide what is happening to his body at this time. Eric returned to his position after feeling reassured. Then Rose turned to the beggar's mother and Robi, she shook her head slowly as she thinned her lips. Don't tell that guy anymore. While nodding he said that he was currently fine. Robi and her mother then nodded, they tried to understand even though they continued to hesitate.

The edge of the pier is already visible in the distance. They were only a few hundred meters away. Robi and her mother's heart was instantly relieved. Finally they are in spite of the danger that they do not know.

"We'll be there soon!", exclaimed Eric happily. His efforts to save Rose were not in vain.

Rose was silent. Still enjoying the pain in the heart that penetrated into his entire body soul. The closer to the pier, the clearer the shadow of his past with Mr. Rogh. In fact, the woman had been at war with herself to get rid of the bad memory from her mind. Honey, his subconscious still remembers clearly and keeps making his mental fall.

"Come down!", take Eric to all of them as soon as they get to the edge of the dock. He extended his hand to Rose to help her down.

"Come!", the man moved his palm that was still open waiting to be greeted by Rose. While investigating what emotions the woman had.

Rose watched the palm for a moment. His facial expression was flat as he greeted Eric's helping hand. The man smiled because Rose responded. But then her smile faded as Rose began to lift her body and instantly collapsed forward, unconscious. The woman staggered forward directly leaning against Eric's body.

"Rose!".

"Miss!".

The three of them compactly exclaimed in a tone of shock. Their faces were immediately filled with worry.

***

Eric is currently sitting in a room all white and smelling typical disinfectant. His eyes were directed straight at the face of a pale-faced woman. Until now, he was reminiscing about what the doctor told him after an examination of the woman in front of him.

The beggar's mother and Robi had him sent somewhere worthy of their stay. He also promised a job that could support their lives later. Now her mind was only focused by Rose's deathly pale face.

Earlier, Eric immediately took her to the nearest hospital so that Rose could be treated immediately. Once there, the woman was aware and underwent the examination process along with a doctor. The man stood by her from beginning to end.

Eric still remembers what the doctor said, if Rose had a panic attack due to the trauma she had. The coldness of the woman's hand turned out to spread throughout her body, Rose was so agitated that the woman fainted Eric could only realize it. The man was so concerned to know that the Rose he knew could have had a bad experience that made him come this way.

When meeting with a psychology doctor, Rose began to want to open her voice about what was residing in her so that she could experience this panic attack. The bitter past was told again while shaking and shedding tears. And from there Eric learned of the depraved behavior his father had done to Rose that night.

Regrets spring up in the depths of his heart. If only that night he had taken the woman away without waiting any longer, at least he could have prevented that from happening. The Rose he knew cheerfully was able to get through that misfortune so boldly, it was incredible.

However, seeing his current condition, guilt then took root within him. Although he was not the one who did it, but he was the son of that person. There's Mr. Rogh's blood running inside him. While looking at Rose who was doing the consultation, Eric felt disgusted towards himself.

Return to the time when the woman is resting now. Rose fell asleep after taking the medicine and was tired of crying earlier. There was a little peace on his face. Even so his hand on the side still gripped the blanket he was wearing. What feelings did he have right now actually?! Eric blames himself very much right now.