Back To the Beginning
The Place Where Everything Started

Indra today was really strange, this morning he seemed to care about Bima and now he really invited me to the mall to buy some toys.

"sadly bring the basket here, this is also good Bima must like the word of his salesperson this latest output" Indra enthusiastic with the toys he holds now, Indra, and a basket full of toys we paid for and left the store immediately.

"indra let's eat first, laper.." said I hold the stomach. "let's find a rather quiet one, because if Sunday must be the same place to eat" indra answered that I know he was avoiding the crowd.Maybe he did not want anyone to recognize him.

after finding a place to eat that is not so crowded I and Indra immediately ordered food, this time we choose udon for lunch. yes our favorite Japanese food.on the sidelines eat "ndra you had a drink last night??" ask me to hesitate, "yes a little, I'm sorry.Yes last night's promise was the last" while stroking the back of my hand Indra smiled. I was relieved for some questions that many in my head had answered even then and with an apology.

"where else are you going? I have to go to a friend's place now we go straight home..!"

"you if there is a need first aja ndra, I can take a taxi online later.... there is still something I have to buy" I replied disappointed, why Indra suddenly there is an event? my mind is full of questions, usually Indra always story where to go and meet with whom.

"what is it? I also suddenly this.. sorry, be careful to go home and immediately tell me to arrive at the apartment later yaa"

"okay you be careful" I said

I saw Indra smile before she finally disappeared in the crowd, when I now myself came up with the idea to go to the clinic to buy the contraceptive pill, the pregnancy-delaying drug that I now need to protect myself and my heart, for the worst possibility that will happen will slowly face me.

finished from the clinic I went home to the apartment, before long my phone rang I saw Almira my best friend called "hallo. bi where are you? same Indra?" the voice from across the phone, "duh Al used to greet this cake directly, slowly speaking!" I replied annoyed. "hehe sorry bi duh reply deh you same Indra?".. "so right now he did not go to his friend's place, why the hell?"

"bi..I saw Indra at restaurant X as her mother and. one more girl" replied Almira hesitated. deg, everything that I was afraid of all this time happened.I hung up the phone and laid my body on the sofa and cried again.

I fell asleep long enough that I didn't realize it was dark, I stood up carefully and turned on the lights, I said the clock is at 7 Indra not yet home I decided to take a few and cook dinner, two hours passed and there was no sign of the return of my senses to tell me either! there's what?! *you're in my heart

tonight I can not sleep my heart crumpled, the food that I had cooked was reluctant to touch. I chose to sleep and blanket on the living room sofa while changing the tv channel lazily, it was 03:00 in the morning and I couldn't sleep at all. Then I picked up the bag I was wearing this afternoon, took the Pill I didn't buy, took one and tried to close my eyes.

morning passed without me noticing the sound of water, Indra must be bathing.kulirik hour, I was in a hurry to get Indra's work clothes and make a sandwich for her breakfast.

"dear you saw my car keys?" the question is confusion

"don't know where you keep it??"

"forgetting last night go home straight to sleep, hehe"

"are you drunk so you don't know anything, what did you promise me yesterday?! evil you ndra.. tomorrow-tomorrow if you want to get drunk again do not have to go home and tell you first let me not wait for you to make dinner!!" I said half-screaming, relieved to be able to take out a little

Indra quietly did not answer and then took her briefcase and headed for the door....

"it could be okay if there's nothing don't run, go and disappear! why do I always think gini". This time I really scream

"you're so early in the morning!" Indra then opened the door, slammed the door and left.

deg... Indra why I think gini, he's changed....