Back To the Beginning

Back To the Beginning
Messier


Indra rushed down from the car and clasped my hand roughly.


"yesterday I want to explain all to you do not you give the opportunity, it turns out this reason is yes? is there a replacement for me? is he more powerful than me? just deserve you and I think gini, let people be tempted to look for new victims? indra said full of emotion while looking at my appearance from top to bottom.


"you don't want to go in first we chat inside" asked me not to provoke the neighbors to hear our commotion.


"no, why are you ashamed? people know what you're like? you're avoiding me because you have a change, right?" the emotions of Indra became more unstoppable.


"no, can we say okay? don't yell like this, and I'll talk first!" I said no less emotion.


"you are no different from those who have been deketin me, it turns out for dong material now even looking for new prey!!"


"INDRA ADITYA GIBRAN ROYAL!!! enough yes, you accuse me of all sorts I am silent.. Even though my status is a widow but I have self-esteem, try to remember again what I have not returned? money, cars, apartments? all I didn't bring, I came back here to reimagine my life, just as if you came to insult me!! you have no rights, you will never have! don't you ever bother me again! good night!! " i said, then I went in and slammed the door.


I peeked at the window Indra has not yet moved from where he stood, I let it go. However Indra has gone too far, I have to move on ! I must be strong ! my mind cheered myself up even though tears did not stop wetting my cheeks.I took a guitar and started playing a sad song that represented my current mood.


Let it go - Raisa


It ends, forced to remember


End of, perfect story


Which we try to defend


But it ends


Right or wrong


Now it means nothing, let it be


Powerful


Time will continue to pass


Without a chance, he waited


Whatever your heart


It will end


Right or wrong


Now it means nothing, let it be


Powerful


No winner


You and I can only survive


As powerful as you can, you have to take it off


Relieve everything that has ended


Won't change what's ever been engraved


Even though tears flow


Right or wrong


Now it means nothing, let it be


Powerful


No winner


You and I can only survive


As powerful as you can, you have to take it off


Whatever your heart


It will end....


soon I heard the sound of Indra's car lit up and left, relieved that she didn't do anything stupid in front of my house, I decided to make instant noodles and then eat them.


the sound of the phone rings.... sign WhatsApp from Candra number *tomorrow lunch with yuk want? I picked you up at your office, see u (emoticon smile).


I'm not replying to her I hope Candra understands that it's a sign of disapproval from me, I'm not trying to get in touch with any man. My life is more than exciting right now so I don't think I need a man... nye! I spoke in front of the mirror and smiled wickedly.


tonight I sleep with a heart that still hurts, I force my eyes closed so that tomorrow is not too late to the office, hopefully tomorrow there will be something happy for me.