Back To the Beginning
Enlightened

I've been through a few weeks without any more interference from Candra, my phone no longer rings except calls from the office or mom's number... I felt a little lost to the point that in the office I was often reprimanded for being often daydreaming and unfocused.

Candra was lost as well as the senses, two bullies suddenly disappeared from my life, I don't know who I miss who obviously I feel lonely.

this afternoon after coming home from work I decided to take a short walk to one of the malls, maybe buying some lipstick would be nice.

until my steps stopped when I caught a familiar figure, Candra .. she walked alone and then walked into a restaurant in the mall, our position passed by and the mall was not crowded so there was no way he would not see me, or he pretended not to see? maybe he did avoid me, let there might have been someone waiting for him in the resto *I said softly in my heart

after buying some of my belongings, I rushed home.Riding my beloved motorbike I walked slowly while humming softly, not feeling my tears fall...

pathetic, this lonely woman has always been acting strong-willed and rejecting the love that comes, now after all away I miss her !!! maki I'm in my heart.

the night was quiet for me, I looked at the phone that no longer rang, no more short messages that made me smile after reading it, maybe Candra was really gone... but what exactly am I? has my heart opened to her??

the sound of my phone rang I hope from Candra but when it turns out the new number, I decided to pick it up.

"hallo bianda..." deg...this is Indra's voice, why forget the new number that always calls Indra* number upset me.

"hallo? sorry I can't say long I'm busy" I replied wanting to turn off the phone but the voice from across the phone prevented.

"please bi, I want to talk seriously, can I? are you going to the apartment or am I going to your house?" ask Indra.

I was silent for a long time, confused as to how.

"bi...hello??"

"oohh yaa hello. I'm the only one there mumpung not yet night, I close yaa"

I immediately closed it and rushed away, deliberately choosing to meet in his apartment because I did not want Indra to behave recklessly as he had been.

I hesitated before I actually knocked on the door, and Indra opened it.

"had arrived? sit down... what do you want to drink?" bargained for

"don't take me long, you said you want to talk?"

Indra then sat beside me and gave me a big box, no matter what it was.

"this is yours..be left behind!"

"i don't think I left anything for a second" I opened the box and it turned out that it contained the car keys along with the letters, apartment ownership certificates, our anniversary gift necklace and my savings book.

"it's not mine, sorry, but I can't accept this.."

"i used to love this you are not to be returned, this is your right bi... take it?!" persuade indra.

I stood up and walked to the door.

"sorry I can't, I say ndra is already night" I haven't had time to reach Indra's door algae immediately pulled me in his arms.

"i miss bi.. I'm really sorry, give me one more chance" I felt clear tears falling on my shoulder, why did Indra cry???

"i'm tormented without you, every day I miss you and regret all my attitude towards you. Please help me bi.." Indra's hoarse voice became stammering.

an Indra Adhitya Gibran Diradja is crying because of a woman like me.