Amnesia Of Love
47. With You I'm Happy

The atmosphere in Max's nursery was filled with silence. Whether because of awkwardness or confusion to say what? What is clear is that two different human children are in Max's nursery, just the two of them. Yeah, just the two of you, but please don't think things through. They didn't do anything. Max was just lying in bed because his condition was still weak, so he could not afford to just sit back, while Clara just sat quietly beside Max while looking down. I don't know what this girl in front of Max is thinking? Max could only smile at her. Please, don't think Max is crazy for his own smile. This is called love. Seeing the idol in front of him makes him happy.

“Kok, quiet? Is it true that I continue?” max asked to break the silence.

Clara looked up and shook her head slowly. Max kept smiling at her. Clara thought Max overdosed on drugs, making Max smile like this, but when she heard Max talk, she seemed to have mistaken him.

“If not, why silence? Disposable show down all, again?” max's asking is more like a real claim. Although Max's face is sad, it does not show a demanding impression.

“So I thought you overdosed so smile yourself,” Clara said slowly.

Max laughed at hearing that. Not something he imagined. She thought she would hear romantic words from Clara or words of rejection from Clara, but it turned out that was all Clara said. Max chuckles. His limp hands moved rubbing Clara's head slowly while smiling warmly towards Clara. Clara fell silent. Again he was fascinated to see a warm smile as warm as the sun that always adorned Max's face.

“Funny. Don't lose the funny thing, huh?”

Clara scrunched her forehead confused as she did not understand Max's words.

“Whatever happens, don't change, huh? Must keep smiling, stay happy, keep laughing and keep funny.”

Max chuckled softly at his own words. While Clara was just listening, she had no intention of interrupting Max's words.

“If you refuse, I accept, really. Its alright. No need to feel guilty. I will not force. Enough to be friends and not stay away from me, I'm happy. I'll be happy as long as you see you happy, Ra. Sorry, yes. I've disappointed you. You still want to, will you be friends with me until I have to leave this world? You ma---“

GREPP!!

Max blinked his eyes in shock. He was shocked when Clara suddenly hugged him tightly. Real tight. Even now he felt his shoulders wet. Clara sobbed violently in her arms. Max who had been digesting what had happened finally returned Clara's embrace and rubbed Clara's back slowly.

“Why, why cry? Don't cry, I don't like to see you cry. I, I told you I wanted to see you happy instead of me-“

“Shut!” clara cuts off Max's speech.

“Stupid basis! Don't slur! Don't talk about the no-no! Who said you were going, huh?! Who?!” angry continues.

“Ta .. pi, right I sa--“

“Say silent! Hykshiks. When you leave me again? When you could see me alone? I've been looking for you for years, you idiot! Armed with just your stupid initials! M is just M. What name is that?! You crazy man!”

Max looked at Clara flatly. Been fooled many times plus lotus crazy people too. Destroyed Max's image as the most wanted in school. Lucky darling. If the one who said it was someone else, it was certain that his limp body would be strong to kick people out of his nursery. But this is Clara. So he accepted with a chest.

“You must endure! Don't go again!”

Max paused for a moment, trying to digest what Clara said. Suddenly his smile expands.

“You mean? You .... no longer angry with me?”

Clara shook her head slowly.

“You're not disappointed in me?”

Clara smiled and let go of her embrace.

“I'm not mad at you. I'm not disappointed in you. Maybe I was disappointed in you, but that was before I knew the facts from you,” Clara said.

Max developed his smile. He held Clara's hand slowly.

“Thank you. Thank you, Ra.”

Clara nodded her head slowly.

“Keep, why did you get to the hospital again? What ... because of me, yes?” ask Clara slowly.

Max shook his head slowly. He couldn't possibly have said that he was in the hospital thinking about Clara, right? That's not possible. Clara would blame herself and Max wouldn't want that to happen.

“Not. It's common. My pain makes me tired. So, yeah like this. Direct collapse, keep in the hospital, deh.”

Clara. It hurts, hearing Max say it all lightly.

“You're my girlfriend, aren't you?” ask Max suddenly.

Clara looked up at him. He looked at Max's sad eyes, staring at him sincerely.

“I know. I'm ill. I definitely can't make you happy. Maybe I'll just make you cry, but I'll try to make you as happy as I can. I ... Love you, Ra. I love you the same. From then until now, my feelings were still the same. Maybe I forgot you yesterday, but just so you know my love is not lost even though my memory is lost.”

Clara fell silent. It feels happy, but stifling. Max's heart made him cramped. Oxygen is moving away from him.

“I know, I don't deserve you, Ra. You can get a better man than me, healthier than me, but honestly I still hope you want to be my girlfriend.”

Clara was still speechless holding back the tightness that felt. He looked at Max inside. Max breathed slowly.

“Sorry, I'm selfish, Ra. Sorry, yes.”

Max lowered. He regretted talking like that. He should be unselfish and force Clara like this. How could Clara accept a sick person like her? Her thought.

“I want,” replied Clara slowly.

Max looked up in disbelief. He still had doubts about what he heard.

“Means?” tanyanya.

Clara snorted hearing it.

“Ya. I want to,” he replied suddenly became upset when asked Max like that.

Max scrunched his forehead confused.

“You what?” max asked with his face.

Clara was getting upset.

“Ihh!! Max!! Time does not understand! You are insensitive! Piss off, huh! Never mind, I'm home!”

Clara was just about to get up from her seat. However, Clara's hand was held by Max. Not tight because Max is still limp, but enough to make Clara undo his intentions and return to sit next to Max with a bent face. Max who saw it just smiled ignorantly at Clara.

“Women are so, huh? Full prestige. Just tell me you want to be my girlfriend. Just like that, bothered?”

Clara was getting her face. Max chuckles then pulls Clara's nose slowly.

“Do not get angry. I will add more love. Overdose love later me,” joked Max.

“Garing!” ketus Clara's.

“I love you too,” says Max.

PLAKK!!

“Aww! Pain, Ra. I'm weak again like this, time hit, anyway?”

“Home. Don't upset. I love you. I love you a lot,” goda Max.

Max clasped Clara's hand intently to ask for an answer.

“Yes the same,” Clara replied.

“What's the same, hmm?” max asked with a wicked smile.

“Ya same much!”

Max chuckles. It was great to kill Clara. Makes him really happy. It was as if the pain had just disappeared.

“What's the same thing? The eating? I don't, Ra. I'm having a hard time eating, nih.”

Clara grunts. It feels really annoying. It was very desirable for Clara to hit Max on the head. However, he realizes that Max is currently ill.

“Again can still make people emotional! Wonderful,” annoyed Clara.

Max nodded his head with a smile.

“Iya, I know I'm handsome. Thank you, the praise.”

Clara glared sharply.

“Who said that?!” angry Clara.

It's finished. His emotions were completely played with. Come on, doesn't Max understand how a woman feels?

“Many. Who said I was handsome was a lot. I, right most wanted in school,” proud Max.

Clara rolled her eyes lazily.

“Already, I just go home!”

Clara stood up from her seat. Max held Clara's hand slowly.

“Do not get angry later I collapse again.”

Clara glared sharply at Max and then hit Max's hand in annoyance. Not tight, but enough to make Max grimace.

“Anyway by the way! Don't be weird, huh! I don't like ...” said Clara sounding soft at the end of the sentence.

Max smiled and told Clara to sit with her eyes. Clara said and sat back down.

“Eat him don't stay away from me. No, yes, don't be angry. Yuk, here I kiss,” goda Max.

Clara looked at Max horror.

“How dare you kiss me, we break up!” threaten Clara's.

Max pursed his lips. Cowering like a child.

“Not even an hour soan, the time has been broken,” great-grandson Max.

“Yes, so don't be weird! Sin, know!” snapped Clara.

Max nodded his head funny.

“Iya, know. That's why I like you. You are beautiful, kind, intelligent, understand religion, have self-esteem, again. That's what makes me even more sure, that you're the right choice. So, want to hurry halal continue to be your imam. Just love more, deh.”

Clara cleared her throat. Her cheeks feel hot. Ah, tell me Clara's weak. Max's flutter that's not how much it's been making it hot cold like this.

“Already, don't flounder continue. People will hear later, it's shame.”

Max chuckled softly then smiled widely.

“Thank you. Thank you very much. I'm happy, Ra. Very happy,” Max said with a genuine smile.

Clara fell silent. Max's smile was beautiful, bright. The sun that shines upon the world. Ah, no, but shine a light on a Clara.

“I love you, Ra.”

Clara.

“I love you too,” replied Clara slowly. It's almost inaudible. Max could still hear.

Max smiled broadly at it. Only this time did he feel truly grateful for his collapse, because thanks to that, he could feel his happiness when the idol accepted his love. Although he had to declare love in the room smelled of this medicine.

“It's okay, am I selfish for a moment? I want to feel love like a human being in general and forget for a moment the pain I feel and maybe Clara will feel too? I'm sorry,” Inner Max.

Clara shook Max's arm slowly, making Max blink his eyes slowly.

“Do not daydream. What do you think I am a mosquito repellent? Needed but not considered,” said Clara annoyed.

Not really upset. She was worried about Max.

“Do not compose. I'm enough. That's my part. Your part is being combinated. Understand?”

Clara rolled her eyes lazily.

“Don't kegeeran. I'm not flailing. I'm just explaining. Remember that,” argued Clara.

“An amnesiac, told to remember. Difficult it,” said Max.

“But school lessons, how do you remember?” wonder Clara.

“Ya, his name is also Max. Max is a smart kid, right?” saith.

Clara grunts.

“Serah, basic bocil!” grunts Clara.

“Sesama bocil don't insult each other. Live bocil!” max said excitedly as he clenched his hands upwards.

Clara chuckles. He smiled widely.

“Thank you God. M I'm back. My max's back. I'm very happy. Take care of him, heal him because he's the man I love, his inner”.”

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