Amnesia Of Love
24. Panic Attacks

"Hhhhhh.."

Breath continues to be heard from the mouth of a doctor named Abdi. If it counts how many times he sighed. His fingers knocked on the table many times. Then slowly he opened his drawer and saw a figura in which there was a photo of a woman who never escaped his memory. He took the figura and looked at the picture. Soon he breathed his coarse breath and immediately put it back in the drawer and closed the drawer tightly.

"Auliah.."

The woman's name was finally spoken out of Abdi's mouth. He then put his head on the table.

"May I hope.."

He paused his speech for a moment.

"Wish you.."

"Being my wife back.."

His words were really slow and inaudible due to being muffled by the table, only sounding like a mutter.

Two minutes passed, he raised his head after he had forgotten his duties as a doctor.

"Wake In. Wakes up. If the soul is not going anywhere. The lost may come back." he muttered then got up from his seat and walked out of the room.

Abdi hummed slowly to eliminate the fatigue that continues to inhabit him. Suddenly the sound of a gurney clashing with the hospital floor makes him immediately divert his attention. His two eyes were festering in harmony with the movements of his feet that ran rapidly towards the gurney.

"What is this?!" the question is in teenage children who look very chaotic and panic.

"Please Max doc! Please Max!"

"Rio didn't find his pulse doc! There's nothing!"

Racuan for the sake of racauan echoed. His figure looks really desperate no different from the other two teenage figures but of course the brother feels more pain.

"Silence Yo. Calm. Om will try to save your sister. Remember your brother is strong. Max strong. He never gives up easily. Pray!" abdi said while helping push the gurney and immediately entered the ICCU room along with other nurses leaving three teenagers who looked very chaotic.

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PRAKK!

Aulia dropped her phone on the floor, her body squeezing instantly after she received a message from Jonathan. Yes, Jonathan did send a message to her on the way to the hospital earlier.

"Max.hikshiks.."

Her tears were flowing completely unstoppable. His world feels collapsed. His chest felt tight and painful as if there was a rope that tied his chest tightly.

THE CKLEKK!

The sound of the door opening sounded.

"Aul?"

Aulia who heard the arrival of her husband immediately turned around and immediately approached her husband and poured into the arms of the husband. He was crying so hard. The shocked Harry immediately returned his wife's embrace and clutched her tightly. He also rubbed his wife's back to calm her down despite thousands of questions popping up in his mind. But there is one thing that he always remembers, the wife will be very hysterical if something happens to her twin sons, especially to the youngest who was never okay.

"Max.hikshiks..Maxs..Ry..Max.entrance to the hospital again.hikshiks.i'm afraid.hikshiks.I'm afraid of Ry.."

It was true that what was in Harry's mind, something had happened to his youngest son.

"You calm down. We're going to the hospital now. We're going to the hospital. Max is fine. Our son is fine. You have to be sure of that. Our son is strong. Okay." said Harry then kissed Aulia's head and tightened their arms.

Aulia nodded in Harry's arms while sobbing violently.

"We're getting ready. Put in all the stuff we have to carry." said Harry.

Aulia and Harry immediately put in their belongings which were mostly files. Before long everything he had to carry was ready.

"Come." take Harry while holding Aulia's hand and they immediately go to the hospital.

Meanwhile in the hospital in front of the ICCU room, the three teenagers look very chaotic. The aura of the hospital was gripping. Jonathan continued to walk to and fro in front of the ICCU room while continuing to wipe his tears that never stopped flowing soaked his cheeks and occasionally he also bit the tip of his nails if panic dominated while Hayden that figure looks increasingly cold. Sitting still without a sound while squatting his hands until whitening even though his gaze never separated from the door of the ICCU room. Mario, don't ask me again. He was the hardest hit compared to the others. He was the one who was currently the most frightened even his fear had already crept into his mind. His face looks pale now. His mind had even wandered about, an event that had just happened until the events of a few days ago kept spinning repeatedly in his memory like a cassette tape that kept playing back. This incident where his twin sister fell unconscious with a nose that continues to bleed, he said, the breath that is irregular to the one thing that makes Mario lose his footing even until he feels difficulty to just breathe is that he can not rediscover his sister's pulse. His world is collapsing. He was really scared. He squeezed his hands tightly. Suppose that. Had he been able to stop Rey from speaking, perhaps this would never have happened. Why, why was he never able to protect his sister? Why could he never be of use to his sister? Why would he only hurt his brother? Why?! His mind was completely disordered making him completely unreasonable.

"Stupid! You fool Rio!! Why are you useless! Why can't you protect Max! Why can you only hurt him!! You idiot!" mario shouted while pulling his hair tight.

"Stupid! You idiot!! Stupid!!"

Mario then hit his head with his hand and hit his head against the padlock which made Hayden and Jonathan immediately approached Mario and calmed him down.

"Yo stop Yo! Stop that!! Don't act stupid!!" shouted Jonathan.

"I am a fool! I'm stupid Jo! Why can't I ever be of any use to my sister?! Why can I just hurt him?! Why can't I protect her! Why?!!!" yelled Mario frustrated.

"Stop Yo! Stopit! It's not your fault!"

Jonathan continues to try to calm Mario who continues to rebel.

"It's my fault Jo! It's my fault!!!"

Mario remained silent, and Jonathan's eyes were wide in disbelief at what Hayden had done.

"You fool! You are stupid!" hayden shouted after he slapped Mario.

"If you know you're stupid, don't add to your stupidity!"

Mario silently lowered his head while holding his cheek which now felt hot.

"You really think if you hurt yourself then Max will be fine, huh?! There's just that if he sees you like this then Max won't wake up again!" angry Hayden.

Mario is getting dipped.

"All you know Yo, Max loves you so much! He would never be willing if something happened to you! Seeing you sad she can't, let alone seeing you hurt yourself because of her! Put your brain on before you act!!"

Hayden's breath hunting along with the heightened emotions but not for long, he immediately lowered his tone.

"I know your sister more, Yo.even know her better than you do her brother.. "

JEREBB!

Spicy insinuations thrown by Hayden made Mario speechless. He knew he was not a good brother. During this time, Hayden was the one who was always there to accompany his sister both in joy and sorrow. Hayden is the one who always accompanies Max when Max struggles between life and death. While he at that time actually hated and stayed away from his sister just because of ego alone.

"For so long.he always blames himself if something happens to you even though it is not his fault even.he will also blame himself when he sees you hate him and try to avoid him for no reason. He also once said.."

Hayden paused for a moment.

" It's better that he's gone. If his existence just makes you unhappy..."

Mario who from earlier looked down immediately looked up with a surprised look.

"A.p.a..?"

Hayden looked straight at Mario's eyes.

"Max even chose to give up when he knew his condition was getting worse.he said.."

"You can be happy without it.."

Mario shook his head noisily.

"No.hikshiks.no..Max..hikshiks.pardon brother.." said Mario softly as he sobbed.

"Don't do anything stupid again Yo, if you want Max to be happy.."

Mario is sobbing more and more, his body even looks vibrating. He sat on the cold floor leaning against the wall.

TAP TAP TAP!!!

The sound of footsteps echoing shifted their attention all. The footsteps were the footsteps of Aulia and Harry who came hastily toward the three of them.

"Rome!!" Call Aulia with hunting breath because she is tired of running.

Mario immediately stood up and immediately ran into Aulia's embrace.

"Max bun's..Max.hikshiks.."

"I'm sorry Rio bun.sorry.hikshiks..Rio can't keep Max.it's all Rio bun's fault. If Rio could stop Rey maybe Max wouldn't be like this.hikshiks."

Aulia rubbed Mario's back slowly. He was just as scared as Mario. His tears flowed just as hard as Mario. The heart of the mother who will not hurt to see her child is always in pain.

"Don't blame yourself, son, Max won't like it..We pray for Max..Max is strong, son, your sister is strong." said Aulia who held back her stuffing.

Harry hugged the two tightly.

"We also have to be strong" he said trying to calm down.

Shortly thereafter the door of the ICCU room was opened along with Abdi who also came out. All immediately approached Abdi but Abdi's focus was split in two. He glanced at Harry's hand which was tightly holding Aulia's.

"Abdi..how is Max Di? Max is okay, right? How's he doing?" tanya Aulia.

Abdi gasped in shock and regained his senses from his daydream. He breathed his breath slowly.

"Max.."

BRUKK!!

The sudden loud bang made them turn their heads with shocked eyes.

"Richoooo!!!!!"

SERIATE..