Amnesia Of Love
3. Lost Without a Trace

The last day of training arrived. Clara still continues to train with the hat boy but this time they are both accompanied by Cassie and Alca.

"Yak hold the spirit of Clara!!! The spirit!!!" cassie yelled cheering.

"Good good Clara!!" yelled Alca cheering along.

"Hehhhh.hhhh.hhh.you are getting better Clara.." the kid in the hat gasped for breath and sat himself on the sidelines.

Clara smiled while panting as well, she also sat down next to the hat child.

"It's thanks to you M, but you I can't possibly do it. Thank you very much. You're very kind. I owe you a debt of gratitude." Clara said with a smile.

The boy in the hat shook his head.

"It's all thanks to your own efforts, I'm just a little help. So no word of debt okay. Emmm.but you can.." The kid in the hat hung up his words.

"Can what?" ask Clara curiously.

"Curious?" ask the kid in the hat while chuckling.

"Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. You're this! Say it!"

"You can give me your love." teased the boy in the hat as he blinked one eye.

Clara's eyes are breaking.

"You are!! I seriously know!!" annoyed Clara then hit the arm of the child in the hat repeatedly but the child in the hat only responded with a laugh but soon the child in the hat held Clara's hand and looked at Clara lekat.

"i'm serious. I'm serious Clara. I love you so much. Since I first saw you I've liked you. Perhaps this is called love at first sight as people say."

Clara looked at the two hat child's eyes. There were no lies he found there.

"Eitherway. I don't know why this is happening but I'm always happy when I see you smiling, joking and laughing happily."

Clara was stunned to hear that.

"You don't know if I've been secretly watching you?" ask the kid in the hat.

Clara shook her head slowly. He doesn't know about that at all.

"I know for sure that's the answer. You didn't even think I was seventh grade like you. But it's okay. It's not that important to me. The most important thing for me is to see you always happy that's enough."

Clara fleshed. He was really touched to hear it.

"So from that I can't just be quiet when something happens to you. I can't watch you continue to grieve, I can't let you in trouble much less until you cry. No. gabe. I can't. So I try to help you as much as I can. I know it's nothing but it's all I can do for you."

Clara wants to cry right now. Somehow the words spoken by the hat child made him happy and sad. I don't know Clara doesn't know how to describe it.

"Therefore, you must always smile, always laugh, never give up,the point is you must always be enthusiastic because you must remember how much trouble that confronts you God will certainly provide convenience so you can certainly overcome it. Youunderstand?"

Clara nodded. His eyes were already glazed over now but he was trying to hold him back so that the child in the hat did not notice.

"good. Smart kid." praise the kid in the hat while rubbing Clara's head slowly.

Clara smiled happily. For him the simple treatment that the hat child did already made him very happy.

I don't feel like time goes by so quickly that the bells go home and ring. Cassie and Alc came to them both.

"Let's get ready to go home" Cassie tells Clara and the hat-boy that Alca is carrying.

Clara nodded and then glanced at the child in the hat who was silent down.

"M'S?" call Clara.

The child in the hat then took a slow breath and looked up and smiled.

"Alright, it's time yes." said the child in the hat was ambiguous.

Clara, Cassie and Alca frowned confusedly.

"I'm so happy to be close to you Clara. I'm also glad to know you Cassie and you're Alca. I hope we can meet again.hhh.."

Again and again the boy in the hat threw his breath away.

"alright. I'm first yeah. Take good care of yourself especially you Clara, remember my words yes. The spirit!"

The boy in the hat left while waving his hand. Clara, Cassie and Alcapun replied by waving their hands. After the hat child left and was not seen again from the sight of the three of them the atmosphere turned silent, no one left there. I don't know, they felt that something was missing let alone hearing the words that came out of the hat child's mouth. Feels weird. Alcapun.

"Ekhm. Then let's go home before the gate closes."

Cassie nodded.

"Come on Clara." take Cassie with him while pulling Clara's hand which just silently follows her from behind.

****

Clara kept pacing back and forth while squeezing both her hands tightly. Cassie who saw him became dizzy herself.

"Clara can you stop? I'm dizzy to see it." Cassie said more impressed by the orders, actually.

"Yes, don't look. Just bother." said Clara.

Cassie rolled her eyes lazily. Talking to Clara who was nervous was indeed free will not produce anything.

Today is the badminton practice exam for Clara's class. The day that Clarapun had been waiting for arrived, in fact he preferred if this exam was abolished of course but of course it was impossible because all seventh grade students had to do it. All the seventh grade had their turn from seventh grade one to seventh grade ten and today was Clara's turn grade which was seventh grade three.

"Come on Clara you can do it!!" cassie yelled cheering.

Clara looked around but the person she was looking for was nowhere to be seen from her nose.

"Where are you?" clara wondered. Clar refocused his mind.

"Bismillah." Clara prayed in her heart that she could pass the practice exam this time.

Clara was finally able to do well as the hat child had taught her. The bel rest reads. Clara and Cassie went straight to the cafeteria and now they're done eating.

"Cassie today there are no hours of lessons?" ask Clara.

Cassie nodded.

"Yes. Why why?" ask Cassie back.

"Emmm..help me find M class huh?" said Clara.

Cassie scrunched her forehead confused.

"But do we not know where the class is and we also only know his nickname while the full name we do not know?"

Clara was silent while thinking.

"We'll just ask Alca. Yesterday I saw Alca was so familiar with M and I also saw Alca chatting with M's friend who was taking M home. So let's just ask him, how?" clara asked for approval.

Cassie nodded in agreement. Finally they search for Alca first and it just so happens that they find Alca chatting with M's friend who was taking M home.

"Abrica!!!" call Clara and Cassie at the same time as they approach the two.

"Eh? Cassie,Claras. What's up?" ask Alca but Clara instead approached the person who was beside Alca.

"You're M's friend that time? You know where Class M is?" clara asked but the man did not care that he just stepped foot with a flat face.

"I don't know" he said briefly and coldly and left them.

"Eh?! You haven't answered my question?!" call Clara but not at all hounded by the guy.

"What the hell is that!! It's cold to be human. You ice man!" cassie then turns to Alca.

"You know him, right?" ask Cassie.

Alca nodded.

"Yes. His name is Hayden, I had a class with him in Elementary School" Alca replied.

"So you know where Class M is?" ask Clara.

"I don't know. I only knew him yesterday when he trained you but all I know is that he's Hayden's neighbor. You're looking for M class, aren't you?" alca asked who was answered nodding by Clara.

"What if we're Hayden's class, who knows M's Hayden's class?" alca motion.

Clara and Cassie nodded. The three of them went to seventh grade one where it was Hayden class. Alca approached one of the male students who was standing at the door of the seventh grade one.

"It's seventh grade, right?" ask Alca base stale.

"Do you know where Hayden is?" ask Alca.

"Don't know. He went out somewhere and hasn't come back" replied the boy.

"You know M? do you know where he is?" ask Clara.

"I don't know." replied the boy.

"really? but he was always with Hayden. "clara said again.

"Where do I know. Am I ready? Her mother? not kan!" replied the boy.

" It's normal. No need to be angry." said Cassie annoyed.

Clara went in class and asked the female student who was there.

"Excuse me, do you know that boy named M, he always wears a hat at school and he's Hayden's friend?" ask Clara.

"Sorry we don't know. There's no such child here."

Clara frowned confusedly.

"But.." Clara had not finished speaking, they had already left the classroom.

"Let's find it again" Cassie said with a smile. He didn't like to see Clara sad like this.

"Yes come. I helped find it." said Alca.

They continued to search throughout the classroom but all the students said they did not know the boy in the hat and Hayden. They didn't realize that Hayden was watching them. Hayden then took the phone out of his pants pocket and called someone there.

"They keep looking for you. I feel sorry for them but you take it easy, all the students here have been told to keep their mouths shut" Hayden said.

"Thank you." replied someone there quietly.

"But you shouldn't be so straightforward with them. I'm not done." Hayden's not done talking. The guy over there cut his talk.

"No.I can't tell them.I don't want them to know..You already know the reason. I hope you understand Hayden.." explains the man.

Hayden nodded, though he realized the person across the phone wouldn't be able to see it.

"Hmm I understand.have you not thought about it again.all is fine here." Hayden said.

"Thank you." replied the person across the phone slowly and disconnected his phone.

PIP !

****

Day after day had passed even the announcement of the grade grade of the practice grade of the grade increase had come out. Clara was finally able to get a pretty good score of eighty. Cassie and Alca who know the struggle Clara so far would be very happy to hear it, even so but her happiness felt less without the presence of people who have contributed to her.

"You still think about him?" ask Cassie.

Clara nodded.

"Hhhhhhhhhhhh, forget about him. He and Hayden are mysterious creatures that disappeared from the earth so forget about them, it can be crazy if we think about them continue." Cassie explained.

Clara shook her head.

"can't. It's not that easy Cassie..hhh Is M an angel who transformed into a human who came to help me huh?" said Clara.

"Egg! He was not an angel but an alien who eventually returned to another planet leaving Earth. That's a fact."

Clara nodded at hearing that.

****

TAP TAP TAP !!!!

The sound of a boy's footsteps echoed in the hospital hallway. He continued to run no matter the people around him who were disturbed by his actions. He stopped when he saw someone he knew sitting there crying.

"Hehhh.hhh.. Mother..what has..happened..? How's things going? hhh.hhhh.." asked the boy who was already covered in sweat.

A thirty-five year old woman turned to her son who looked very messy. She smiled at her son, though the tears never stopped and wet her cheeks.

"So.he had another nosebleed.the mother immediately took him to the hospital.hikshiks.but.he fainted during the trip.hikshiks.." the woman took oxygen for a while as she felt the tightness of her chest and continued her speech.

"It is critical.we must immediately take him to Singapore to perform the operation.hikshiks. "

DEG DEG DEG

The boy shook the noise.

"No..No bun! I don't want to! I am not ready to be forgotten! I'm not ready mother.hikshiks."

Break everything up. The cry he was trying to endure finally fell down as well.

"Mother isn't ready either but.hikshiks this is better than we have to lose it right..? hykshiks.."

The child and the mother hugged each other.

****

The wind blew against the body of Clara who was sitting in her backyard alone. He stared blankly ahead at the thought of someone who had come into his life.

"Where are you..?"

"Why do you have to come if to go.."

"You must be responsible M. You made me like this.hikshiks."

"Is all this just an illusion? Is all this just my hallucination? Am I dreaming? hykshiks."

"What...are you not human? Are you really an angel? hykshiks."

"Are you an alien like Cassie said?" Clara chuckled as she said that even though her tears never stopped.

"I hate it like this. I hate! I hate it when I have to admit that you've filled my heart M. Hikshiks."

"Claras.."

Sayup I heard a voice that he knew calling out to him.

Degs..

"M'S? Are you that?" call Clara and get up and walk around looking for that voice but there's nothing there.

"M??" Call him, but because he did not look into the path of his feet stumbled upon a stone and he fell.

BRUK!

"Argh.."

Knee's bleeding. Clara was crying more and more, she did not intend to rise from there..

"Hiks.hiks..you where.hikshiks.I crave you M. I like you.come back.hikshiks please.."

"You are my first love M.hikshiks.come back to me.please.."

But there is no sahutan only the sound of wind that is heard makes the atmosphere no longer calm.

SERIATE..