ABOUT YOU

ABOUT YOU
Bickering


I took my foot to the school gate after the bell came home. Since the incident a few days ago, I still haven't contacted Arfan or seen him. When I meet him, I always stay away from him.


I do need time to myself, it takes time to think clearly with the problems that lately make me know more about the real person of Arfan.


However, just as I was about to wait for the angkot, suddenly a tall and beautiful woman came to me. He looked at me from top to bottom, he also smiled sinisterly when he saw my face. I thought, I know who this woman is. Because it looks like I saw his face a few days ago.


“Elo Karisa her boyfriend Arfan?” tanyanya cynic.


“Iya, elo must be Asti, right?” I said who immediately returned his cynical gaze.


“Arfan's camera turned out low as well. After he broke up with me, he was looking for a woman whose level was below mine. Didn't expect me!”


Whahuh? Low? It felt, I was anxious to tear off his sharp mouth and pierce both of his annoying eyeballs.


“Not back, well?” I replied to make the woman immediately glare sharply.


“What do you mean by rich talk, huh?” he shouted while pushing my body, to make some people who passed by look at the two of us.


“Why? I didn't miss talking, did I? Arfan chose me because I'm better than you. If you don't know Arfan, Arfan where probably dating me now.”


“Heh, it should be ngaca, dong. Who the fuck is that talking to? If I want too, Arfan I can take from lo and he will bend my knees to beg me to be able to reciprocate again with me,” he said that looks confident.


“Elo is beautiful, Asti. But, unfortunately your heart is not as beautiful as your face. I may not be as beautiful as you and I may not be as rich as you. But, I have a sincere heart and have good attitude ,” I said answer to make Asti almost slapped me. But, I directly held her hand so as not to land smoothly on my right cheek.


“Now I understand. Arfan does not fit in. He can even choose a woman who is much better than you or me. I also know, elo who deliberately spread your personal photos while still dating Arfan?”


Asti speechless. He took my hand off his wrist.


“Elo himself knows it's my doing. You should realize dong, Arfan is happier with whom and more suitable with whom. Uda, break up Arfan, you must be disappointed with her weight right now?”


“Elo wrong big, Asti. In fact, I want to say thank you to you because you have spread your personal photos. Thanks to you, now I know my love for Arfan was as big as what. I don't care about all of Arfan's past with you or at his school just yet.


“Everyone must have had a bleak past even very bitter. Disappointment is certain, but everyone can definitely change in a better direction. Jealousy is also natural, it is a sign that we love the same people we care about. I love Arfan and I love Arfan. It is because of my affection for Arfan that I want to fight for my relationship with him. I just want to love Arfan as sincerely as I do, because I also deserve to be happy with him.”


After saying those words, I immediately rushed off. But, Asti did not stay silent just like that. He pulled my hand so violently that it almost made me fall because of it.


“What did you say? Be happy? With you happy with Arfan, Arfan will be happy with lo?”


“That happiness can happen only with us making ourselves happy. I can't guarantee that Arfan will always be happy with me. But, I will try my best to make her always happy!” my conscious scream made everyone now really look at the two of us with curious faces.


“Trusted believe you until you think that you can make him happy?” ask her with both eyes that have started to turn red.


“That happy feeling is only we can feel it ourselves. If I break up with Arfan, Arfan will come back the same? Had he returned the same lo, would Arfan be happy? Are you able to make him happy too when the person you like already likes someone else?”


Asti was silent and did not answer. He seemed to be trying to hold back his emotions so as not to enslave.


“Do not force your feelings for Arfan, Asti. You yourself know that Arfan does not like you anymore. If you continue to impose your will, the elo itself will be injured. I said it like this not just because I won against Arfan's feelings. But we both liked each other and it was true. If we don't like each other, why do we stay at this stage?


“That's because of the love that shackles our hearts. So, stop acting like you want. Because in the end, only you yourself are injured and swallow disappointment without satisfactory results.”


I decided to end my conversation with Asti. I also did not care about Asti's response after I said that sentence. All I care about now is Arfan. I wanted to meet him, I wanted to meet him and I really missed him.


After deciding to leave Asti, I stared at my phone screen. I've been looking at photos of my time with Arfan. Ah, I miss him.


Arfan, I miss.