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Behind the Swing

"Yes. He often gave me pocket money. But at the same time, I rejected it firmly. Because I don't need the money. Nyokap still able to give me pocket money,” my story to Risa when she asked about my gossip which she said likes the same way red-lip aunt.

“Wait a minute, elo know the aunt from where?” risa is confused.

I went back to being quiet and breathed quite a long sigh. It's not really worth telling me. But, Risa must know the truth about the aunt. I don't want any secrets between the two of us. So, I decided to tell this secret to Risa. It's actually hard for me to tell.

“Tante-tante's my older brother, Ris,” said I replied later.

“What?” her screams came back that looked so syock as soon as she heard my answer.

“He's my first brother. Name's Sarah. My parents have four children, one boy and 3 girls.”

“But, why is it like that, Fan?”

I stared at the sky covered with thousands of stars. It's hard to tell all this. It's my dark story, my family's disgrace. But, I should be able to tell this all to Risa. Because Risa is my girlfriend, the girl I love right now.

“Sarah's relationship with my family has been bad for the past 5 years. He never returned home, even often quarreled with the deceased bokap and also nyokap. I still remember her screams when she decided to get out of the house. He prefers that jerk over his own family.

“The deceased was furious when the incident happened, even sobbing to tears and looking desperate. Bokap will emphatically cross Sarah's name off the family list if she stays out of the house and follows her asshole lover.

"That son of a bitch destroyed my brother, Ris. Ever since I met that jerk, my brother has come home late at night, drunk, almost drug-trapped. And, even worse, her appearance was now that of a seductive woman.

“Gue doesn't know where my brother knows the jerk from. But, ever since I knew that man my brother was a bad guy. My brother ruined the family name. He did not even attend the funeral of the deceased. He wasn't even there at his last moment.

"But suddenly one year ago he met me at my old school, trying to meet me and Arini. Disturbing my life back and making me dizzy myself when faced with it.

“That's why I want to forgive my brother and come back the way I used to be. But, if you remember nyokap often cry because of his actions, I do not want to forgive him.”

Now, I'm so embarrassed myself to look at Risa's face. Risa comes from a good family, her family is also quite located. I feel small in front of Risa when I tell this dark story.

“Arfan.”

Risa called my name and clasped both my hands tightly. When I saw him, he smiled. Her hair that was wet from the rain, did not fade her beauty. He knelt down and stared at my face so deeply as I was sitting on a swing.

“Everyone has their own life problems. I know, the problems you face are quite heavy. But with this incident I want to thank you very much. Because you want to tell this story to me. That means you believe in me. Thank you, because you have entrusted this story to me.

“Gue may not be able to do much about your problem. But, if you need someone to accompany you, listen to your story, I'm ready to be that someone. Kan, elo told myself that I was your boyfriend. So, don't be your secret healer alone anymore, Dad? Share the difficulty with me, because at least I can also feel what you feel so far.”

I smiled thinly. I returned Risa's hand and looked at her with a look full of love and warmth.

“Thank you very much, Karisa Aghata Princess.”

“Sama-sama, Arfan Aldebaran Hamizan.”

We both throw smiles. I held her head gently and clenched her body so as not to get cold.

“Let's not cool.”

“Mode well so it can curl?” said insinuating.

“Slightly,” answered me which made Karisa laugh to hear it.