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My advice is to calm me down

Since yesterday's incident at school, I tried to think about this matter with a cold head. I shouldn't be mad at Arfan, because Arfan himself has explained everything to me. But, I'm too syock with this matter. Because I have not been used to this kind of problem before. The problem was simple, but somehow I was very disappointed with Arfan's attitude in the past.

This morning, Arfan came home to pick me up. But, I asked the aunt to tell Arfan that I wanted to go with my father to school. Arfan left with a face that looked so disappointed. I could clearly see the expression on Arfan's face that was so disappointed in me from behind my window. Perhaps, my indifference is cruel. But, for now I just want to be alone and detached from Arfan's shadow.

“You fought Arfan, Son?” I asked my father when I was driving to take me to school. “Why? Try the same story dad.”

“Well, if you fight in a relationship can not, anyway? ”manyu while staring at father's face carefully.

“Attributable? Naturally, the name of dating is not always smooth. There will always be a trial.”

“Then, when did you go out with your mom like to fight too?” manya curious.

“Almost every day,” fast father replied.

“How to do it again?”

He smiled and held my head gently. “It turns out, dad's son is now an adult, yeah? You can already experience things like this.”

I smiled shyly. I thought, I'll never need a father for my love affairs. Turns out I was wrong. In fact, in an incident like this, I need a father figure to give me his advice. Because I know, dad's experience is much more than mine.

“Risa, any problem that comes your way. You must be able to take a wise attitude whatever your decision will be. Face your problems with a cold head, do not follow your emotions. Momentary emotions are natural, because you are in a period of growth. But, do not always make decisions in an emotional state, later you will regret it in the end.”

“Sorry?”

I nodded and concentrated on driving.

“You should be able to control your ego and emotions, Nak.”

“How?” askaku.

“Think of things that make you happy. Don't bother with your problem. Always be calm and patient. Talking may be easy, son. Practice must be very difficult. But, being patient and being calm is wonderful, son. You are not stressed yourself. Think about your good times with Arfan. Narrow down that anger space in your heart. Also think about the reason for the consequences if you make a decision later.

“Dad knows what your character looks like. Maybe, right now you need some time alone to think about all this. So, many take ablution water, evening prayer, pray and think about all these problems with a calm heart. Insha Allah, you can solve your problems quickly.”

I smiled broadly and hugged my father from the side. Great dad, amazing dad, cool dad and wise dad. Whenever I talk to my father, my heart is always calm and peaceful. I am lucky to have a father like my father.

“Thanks a lot, Dad.”

“Sama-sama beautiful.”

After driving me to the front of the school, I waved my hand as soon as Dad's car passed. I rushed in and headed straight for my class. As soon as I got to the front of the class, I had a chance to catch up with Arfan. We looked at each other for a long time, but this is not the time for me to greet him. Just wait for Arfan, I still need time to think.

I just smiled at him and then went into my class. I had a glance at Arfan, he seemed to be very disappointed with my disregarding attitude. I didn't mean to be like that to her either, but every time I saw Arfan's face, the image of Arfan's self kissing Asti always pissed me off.

So, I better stay away from Arfan for a while now until my emotions start to stabilize. During the break, I met Arfan in the cafeteria again. I ignored her again and went with Jeni and Dhea. The image was still too strong in my mind. So, I'd rather just walk away than I emotion myself when I see her face.

“Still fighting you?” ask Jeni.

“You till when?” ask Dhea, who asked this time.

“Until my emotions are stable.”

Jeni and Dhea fell silent. Because both of us were silent, the atmosphere between us became very awkward.

“Ris, there is kang Abi,” said Jeni who made me look directly at the kang Abi who approached me.

“We go first to class well, Ris,” said Dhea who immediately pulled Jeni's hand to go to make me stare cynically at kang Abi.

“Ris,” says kang Abi slowly.

“Why?” many cold.

I am still upset by the words of Abizar kang yesterday who asked me to sever my relationship with Arfan unilaterally. Who is he? Why should she interfere in my love affairs? I've never interfered in her love affairs with Tita tea.

“You're still mad about yesterday?”

“If you already know, why still ask? Why would Kang Abi want to see me? Want to take a chance in narrowness?” tanyaku.

“I'm not that shortsighted, Risa. I'm here to apologize to you.”

“Sorry to receive,” I said quickly then leave.

“Risa, wait!” he said that he immediately pulled my hand until it stopped my steps.

“What else?”

“I love you, Ris.”

“I know, kang Abi has told you that time was the same I,” said I replied by putting on a cold expression and also jutek.

“If only you had never dated Arfan, would we still be able to date, Ris?’

I smiled thinly. I took Abi's hand off my wrist slowly.

“The answer is still no. Even if I never dated Arfan, I would never date Abi.” kang

“Why?” he asked me who could not believe my answer.

“Because maybe, I'll fall in love with another man. And, that guy could be Arfan.”

After finishing my sentence, I immediately left kang Abi who was still standing in his place while looking at me with her pushy eyes. My decision was already unanimous, I really should stay away from Kang Abi.

Not because of anything, I just want to appreciate Arfan who is still my girlfriend. I don't want to hurt her feelings anymore. Although I know that Arfan's personal photos are widely shared and hurt my feelings, I don't want to reciprocate them in the same way.