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Jealousy
Arfan looked nervous and panicked as well. Obviously he was nervous, the guy I was the one who picked up the phone from Asti from his phone. While Arfan was ordering food, Arfan's phone shook with an incoming call. I was not going to lift it. But, the vibration was so disturbing that it forced me to lift it.
As soon as I accepted, it turned out that there was a female voice telling me. I asked who, he said Asti. Then I asked Asti who, she answered her future boyfriend Arfan. For some reason, hearing that I felt irritated, emotional, angry and my chest felt tight.
I don't know what that means, but I don't like that woman's answer. If Asti says he's Arfan's girlfriend, then who am I?
“My horror first, Ris. I can clear it. Elo don't misunderstand the same phone earlier.”
“Neither misunderstand how, clearly he said he was your boyfriend candidate. Then, if he's your boyfriend, who am I?” I shouted with emotion.
“Ris, that's why I was horrified.”
“Dengerin, Rice. Later, this snail is stressed!” taunting the Mbul to make other friends laugh again.
“Whisper lo, macibau!” exclamation Arfan mocked his friend, “Ris, horrified my explanation first.”
“Yes I've been horrified,” I said nyolot.
Arfan glanced at his friends. It seems they understand, they moved and made us just stay alone to solve this problem.
“Asti was my ex-boyfriend during my old school days. I never dated him 1 year, but we broke up because he cheated.”
“Terus?” manya curious.
“Night he came to my house, he told me he had broken up with his girlfriend and invited me back.”
Hearing that, I somehow got annoyed myself. In fact, my reflexes hit the table to make some people look at our table.
“Why girls night-night to a guy's house? She is so special yah up nyamperin lo?”
I was really ignited by the fire, the emotions of the body and it felt like I really wanted to tear the face of the Asti who was said to be her ex-boyfriend Arfan.
“Gue don't know, Ris. But I swear to God, I'm not turning back Asti. Kan, I already have lo. Where may I live, I love you. Really, deh!”
“Long!”
“Yes Allah, if I do not love you same why I know you same mother and also Arini. Why am I tired of this clarity all the same lo?”
“Yes, maybe elo is quibbling. Could be, right?”
“Ris, elo believe not the same me?”
The question this time really made me go silent. Not because of anything, we used to discuss 4 main conditions where a couple can last if they meet the 4 conditions. And one of those conditions is trust.
Can I trust him?
“Ris, why diem?”
“Gue . . . I believe ko same lo.”
“Terus?”
“Yes, don't keep going either. Was the parking attendant constantly,” I said answering who seemed to have been contaminated with Arfan's jokes.
“Eh, but wait a minute, deh.”
“Ke . . Why?” many nervous.
“Elo jealous of Asti?” arfan asked suddenly which made me nervous and also panicked.
“What? Of jealousy? Yeah, nope. Also I am jealous of Asti.”
“Do not lie. Lying is a sin, Ris. If you are angry that's a sign you are jealous,” he accused.
“Ngak, ko. I'm not jealous, I'm not really jealous with Asti,” my elak who I just realized. It turns out I'm jealous.
Maybe I am jealous?
“Then again jealous you are very funny, deh. So the more dear,” he said while holding my head to make both my cheeks flushed with embarrassment.
“Tau ah, to class first.”
I immediately rushed off and left Arfan in the canteen. I held my chest nervously. Maybe I am really jealous? If I'm jealous, is that my sign?
“Risa!!” call someone who makes me turn my head around.
“Kang Abizar?” I was so excited to see Abizar, my upperclassman who was the former head of Osis last year.
“What's up, Kang?”
“I'm not on Osis, Kang. Can't be the same dad, he said afraid to disturb my school.”
“Ko, so? Would you like to help me talk to your father?”
I shook my head quickly and smiled knottyly.
“Not done, Kang. After all, I'm not interested in Osis anymore. Osis turned out to make me tired, I can not if I have to go home at night if there are activities in Osis.”
“But, it's not every day to go home at night. Osis also came home at night if there are activities equally close. It's a pity that you're not nerusin, Ris.”
I smiled and did not answer back. This Abizar is the kindest senior I know. In the past, we were both quite close and also familiar. I also had a crush on Abizar.
She's smart, nice, handsome, just an idol and kind of me, really. I want to go to Osis too because there is Abizar not because of his own Osis.
There are so many who like the Abizar kang, so that people who like the Abizar kang are struggling to use the anarchist way. Yes, understand, he's a school idol.
But, ever since kang Abizar was dating tea Tita who was the former vice chairman of Osisnya first, I became a little away from him.
Actually, it's not that I'm out of Osis either. I'm just lazy to meet Tita tea with Abi kang if again friendly in the room Osis.
So, I better just give up and forget about it. But, ever since I was dating Arfan, I've gotten a little over Kang Abi. In fact, I used to really praise him and confide in him about Jeni and Dhea.
“If you still want to enter Osis say the same I well, Ris,” he said back.
“Iya, Kang. Then I go to class first,” my farewell.
“Eh, Risa!” he said back to calling.
“Yes, Kang?”
“You're actually dating Arfan the transfer student?” ask her by putting on a serious facial expression.
I was silent for a moment. Then, I smiled faintly and nodded slowly.
“Introduction, Kang.”
I still can't admit Arfan as my lover to anyone other than Jeni and Dhea. Not out of shame, but I still doubt myself, do I really like it or not? But, hearing that Asti invited Arfan to turn it back, it felt like I was not willing.
“Where?” jeni asked when she saw me just getting into class.
“What's the way?”
“Iya, same problem Arfan about Astilah.”
“Regular aja. There is no problem,” I replied lightly while removing a notebook for his next subject.
“Ko, normal, anyway?” ask Jeni again.
“Ya keep me to how, Jen?”
“Salto,” reply Dhea origin.
“Narang lo!”
“Ris, elo not angry so or ask Asti who is Arfan?” jeni asked back who made Dhea the mangosteen sign agree with Jeni's statement just now.
“Udah, ko. I asked Arfan.”
“What does he say?” ask Dhea and Jeni together.
“Asti is Arfan's ex-girlfriend. Asti is calling Arfan back. But the Arfan doesn't want to. Kan, he already has me.”
“Elo believe?” jeni asked which made me nod as soon as I heard her question.
“Terus, regular elo?” ask Dhea.
I nodded back to make Jeni as well as Dhea seem surprised by my answer just now.
“Why, anyway?”
“Great. Elo so a really good girlfriend, Ris,” said Dhea and Jeni together.
“Yes, how should I go?”
“Increase, Son!” jeni exclaimed as she patted my shoulder.
I glanced at Dhea. Dhea just kept quiet and smiled at me. Did I say it wrong, Dad? Why are Dhea and Jeni like people who are upset when I tell the story in the cafeteria? Know ah, dizziness.