
Today it feels mixed. My mind is screwed up for some reason. I sat in a coffee shop near Tatang's house. I remembered the incident earlier, when I saw another man who drove Risa home.
Last afternoon, Risa whatsssapp me. He said he wanted to go home with his friends. I agreed because he hadn't been home with his friends for a long time. However, just as she was about to go home, Asti suddenly came to school and hugged me without permission.
I was hugged like that, spontaneously just let go. Honestly, I have no taste for him.
“Elo why use all the hugs in front of my school?” sewot I'm fierce.
“Gue kangen same lo, Fan,” he said reply.
“Yes, but don't hug it too, right? Oh yeah, why did you call me? Pake told my boyfriend-to-be all over again. What does it mean?” ask me impatiently.
“Whose phone was you picking up? Lo's girlfriend?” tanyanya diverted the conversation.
“Iya, my girlfriend. Why?” ask me back.
“So, do you have a boyfriend? She's prettier than me?” tanyanya.
“He is better 100 times than lo,” replied I'm cynical.
“Elo nyesel dating me, Fan?”
“Iya. Should, from the first I dated Risa not the same lo,” answered me quickly without thinking long.
“Fan?” he said call
“Udah, I want to go back. Don't ever come to my school again. Know lo?”
Without saying goodbye, I immediately left Asti who still looks at me. I am really sorry if I have met Asti like this, it feels like I want to kick him far from my life. If it's like this, I feel like I want to meet Risa. I also decided to visit her house.
However, unfortunately I even saw Risa delivered by a tall man. The guy's a handsome guy, like he's a upperclassman. And, I don't know who that is because Risa never told me the same story. I don't know why I don't like that guy. Risa also looks very comfortable with the man. He smiled warmly as he often showed me.
Now, there is someone else who can make her smile like that besides me. It hurts. I seem to be jealous of that guy. But, what can I do? I felt small from the man and I decided to leave Risa's house.
“Why? Jealousy?” ask Tatang who saw I was not excited after telling what happened earlier.
If it's about feelings and women, I prefer to confide in Tatang. He is better to tell stories and discuss. The solution also sometimes produces, he can also keep a secret. Speaking of Tatang, I knew him when I was in my old school. I knew Tatang when he accidentally hit my arch-enemy's man in school.
Sakti, he was my arch-enemy from the beginning I entered my previous school. For some reason, he always makes me emotional. Starting from him who often bullies Arini and mocks him, almost snatch Asti from me and the worst he almost kissed Arini's lips because he continues to tease her.
He really abused my beloved sister. He also caused me to be expelled from school. After a fight between me and him that caused him to faint and rushed to the hospital, I just knew everything from Seno, my schoolmate first.
Turns out, Sakti was pretending to faint and said use the event of a concussion all so that I was out of school. I heard him directly emotion, especially he attacked the child of people and Malakin the Tatang. I am more emotional and since then I have been close friends with Tatang.
Previously, I wanted to exact revenge on the Sakti because it had made me expelled from school and on the stamp of the most problematic man everywhere. Pake nyebarin gossip my mistress aunty all over again. Kan, it's the Milky Way! But, Tatang said he had nothing to reply to. And, I just followed her words.
“The jealousy turned out to be unpleasant, Tang.”
“Yes, it's okay. Jealousy is natural.”
“Originally don't be too late. Stress me later.”
“Udah looks stress.”
“Masa, anyway?” ask me I don't believe.
“Elo very dear same, Risa?” ask Tatang suddenly.
“The power is like that, Tang.”
“Ko, kaya?”
“No idea, Tang. I love him so suddenly. Can't be explained with words, baby there's no reason whatsoever.”
“Means you sincerely love Risa,” she said back which made me speechless. “Lo's affection for Risa is greater than your affection for Asti. Moreover, you say right, if Risa starts to get close to your family. Elo right, most seneng if your girlfriend is close to your family, especially Arini.”
I'm speechless. Arini is everything to me. Although I fight a lot, I fight also to protect Arini's self-esteem.
“If you really love Risa, you must be ready no matter what happens in your relationship later. The name of the relationship, there will definitely be a storm. Perhaps, now the storm is coming to test the loyalty of your love. Think about what makes you happy, what is grim is not to think about. Don't make yourself dizzy.”