The Eternity: The Colour of Fate
Chapter 4

Chapter 4: Dreams and Emotions

Ughhhh..

Chilling..

It's chilly..

Be ill..

Why is this sick?

Darkened..

L'm..

Fearful..

I'm afraid to be alone..

'I. cold. Mom's dad... Where are you.. Why don't you help me? Why aren't you looking for me? Fathering.. Help me... What should I do? my body really hurts. I. will die. Mom. I'm cold. I need your hug. please hug me. I don't want to fight alone anymore.. don't leave me again..'

My eyes are blurred, my body is numb, I am really weak..

at that moment I heard,

"hey, aren't you so stupid?is not life without death better? You can tell where your parents are. when... what they are like.. and how. but it would only be wishful thinking if you die... wouldn't it?" said a mysterious voice that echoed in my ear.

I was silent hearing a foreign voice echoing in my head.

"Hey. shouldn't you be angry? Know it? I think helping you a little bit is okay, after all I think you're a pretty interesting person.. Raka.." said the mysterious voice endlessly.

" No. I don't care anymore.."

"oh? Did ya? Well I guess you don't care. You say with you like this. I somehow feel you're amazing.."

"Whoever are you, can you shut up?! I'm sleepy! .."

"fufufufu. You're a really interesting human being! The raka! the weak will always be down, trampled, they can only look up and see the powerful waiting for rations to be trampled! Those who are strong always step on, looking at the weak like little ants who deserve to die.. Young man... are you sure? you don't need my powers?"

"Enough! You've talked enough, haven't you? Be quiet! please silence!"

"heh, young man don't you regret it later? I am your strength in this world, my strength is the greatest, if you do not want to live in my power so great, then let me take over this body... Ra. ka.." he said non-stop.

'Tch sounds shitty!! be quiet! ugh.. My only regret is that I can't fulfill your wishes, Father mother..'

slowly my land of consciousness was gone, my head was dizzy for a moment, unconsciously I was sinking deeper and deeper, my body was really cold, numb! I couldn't hear or say a word for why my body was so heavy.

'in this darkness, all I see is the moon and the water..'

I don't know since when my ears stopped buzzing, well, I guess that annoying raucous voice started to disappear! more precisely he began to control my body, slowly but surely a deep black shadow entered my body! it felt like the blood I had spewed was forcing its way back into my body..

I kept falling, falling, and falling inward and deeper. Right now, even though my body was feeling pain, somehow my mind was flowing so quietly.

at that time my body felt very light, my heart was really calm, I did not know if I was still alive or dead.

So many questions started popping up in my head..

My consciousness is blurring,

Me, asleep in the dark.

I opened my eyes, a dark room with unfamiliar familiar sights presented before me.

'Collapse, and calmness'

That's what I was thinking at the time.

I pensively for a moment.

'This..what's with this feeling? This place makes me a lot calmer.'

I looked around me, so dark.

After I had settled my heart, I started to step up.

A step changes that dimension.

The same view is in front of me.

A dimension full of starry skies as if welcoming my arrival.

The dimension was truly vast, just as I remembered it back then somewhere I vaguely remembered.

My eyes looked around, a black corner again caught my attention.

'Is it there?' I said in my heart.

The deg!

My heart is back beating. At the same time I lost my footing and fell into a cold pool.

Ughhhh..

I could not breathe, the shock reaction caused me to panic and lose my way for a moment.

I closed my eyes and calmed my mind for a moment.

'Relax Raka! Calm down!' My words encouraged myself.

A moment later I managed to handle the panic attack.

'Cold, cold as usual, but he's so calm'

I kept falling deeper and deeper, though a calmness was present in my soul.

The deeper, the colder and darker the atmosphere. Without realizing it, the blood that had penetrated into my body turned pitch-black.

'Dark, it's really dark'

The deg!

My heart was pounding harder and harder.

Keugh!

I endured the pain, my little hand kept squeezing my heart that kept throbbing.

Red blood gushed out from my mouth.

I closed my eyes as I endured the pain that kept raining down my heart.

Until, a touch dawned on me.