SAWMILL
58. I SLEEP?
The bathroom door was never open….
Even though I had opened it, it would definitely be closed again, but why now could it be wide open?
Ah no need to look for strange answers, which is certain that the door is open could be because of strong winds and heavy rain that previously flushed.
All I have to do for now is look for kerosene…
In order for the petromak lamp to burn again, so that there is no scary thing in this house because of the pitch-black circumstances.
Maybe it's time I should be able to start finishing what's here, including what happened between Mr. Wandi, Solikin and Burhan, and even the late Mamad.
The flashlight is still illuminated to the bathroom door that is wide open….
Why is the bathroom door hinge on the right, not on the left, I can not easily see the inside of the bathroom because the encel is on the right.
I have to go through the door to see the inside, try if the bathroom door hinge is on the left, so I can easily see the inside of the bathroom!
I have to be reckless….
But actually my intention was to just take the kerosene that was located near there, why should I see the chart in the bathroom
But the problem is to take kerosene jerry cans also have to pass through the bathroom.
Flashlights flashlight around the kitchen and the back before I walk towards it, again I try to trace if there is anything suspicious.
But still nothing suspicious.
There's nothing here, I'm sure I'm all safe, I need to quickly turn on the petromak lights!
I was still standing in front of the room without daring to move a single step towards the kitchen section or the one close to the bathroom….
The bathroom door remained wide open, there was no movement behind it…
I looked back at the living room door…
Just as there is nothing terrible just the fog that is outside now starting more and more into the house.
As a result of the entry of fog, it makes the air inside the house increasingly cold.
Turn the flashlight into the kitchen again…..
It turns out that nothing has changed at all , everything remains the same, the bathroom door was …
The bathroom door remained open.
“Should be safe!” muttered
“I have to take that kerosene-filled jerrycan!”
I shifted my body towards the kitchen, should now also grab the jerry can to light the petromak lamp, or I would be terrified continuing in a state of complete darkness like this.
Slowly I moved forward.
It might not be five meters from where I was standing, but it felt so bad, that even my steps towards the kitchen felt heavy, as if a large stone was tied to my pair of legs.
The bathroom door was within reach, I had to go through the open door to see the inside of the bathroom, because the side of the door clearly blocked me….
But this feeling of fear grew - so when I was about to pass through the open door…
The feeling of fear accompanied by the hair of the nape that began to bristle…
My heart rate is pounding even more.My head feels like a balloon because my head feels turned bigger and smaller along with the rhythm of my heartbeat.
I stood by to reduce the fear that was becoming so, I had to be able to fight it…
After a moment I stood up, I was finally able to fight fear, slowly the land of fear was reduced.
I took a deep breath through my nose, then I exhaled through my mouth, I did so many times until all this fear.
I started to move. I pushed the bathroom door so I could pass by the reverse side.
The flashlight is directed forward, until the flashlight illuminates the door behind the house.I have not dared to direct the flashlight towards the bathroom.
After a while I held the bathroom door, I could only feel that most likely this bathroom was nothing scary.
I didn't go into the bathroom, I just stood in the bathroom doorway…
I'm sure nothing will happen if I see what's in the bathroom!...
Bismillah…
Thank God there was nothing in the bathroom….
My heart was pounding again, my head was pulsing.
I turned my head to the right, towards the closet bounded by the wall…
At first glance there was nothing, everything looked reasonable even though I did not direct the flashlight towards the toilet…
I just look at the bottom of the closet, and the situation here is safe, nothing suspicious.
But why do I feel like saying something else, why do I feel like I have to look up!
No. I have to fight the feeling that sometimes makes a mess of circumstances that are safe, but can not match my little heart.
My little heart kept telling me to look up…..
I forced to refuse my little heart's order.I can't follow her orders to see something I don't want!
I kept wrestling with my heart, but eventually my heart won.
Without being illuminated with a flashlight, I slowly turned my head…
There is nothing visible, there is only darkness, there is neither white nor something frightening.
“Alhamdulilah... I am relieved.. but..”.
But I had to look at it again with flashlight lighting, so I could see what was in there, well just to make sure everything was safe.
I'm still in the bathroom doorway, but to check what's in there I have to go inside…
I looked back, towards the kitchen, it turned out that there was no one, there was only fog from outside that started to enter the house.
Frankly I don't dare to light up the bathroom, it's enough to be content with seeing in the dark that there's nothing in here.
But my heart told me to go in and check what was in there….
To get into the bathroom position our body slightly bent because the frame and the bathroom door is rather low, so our head will be bumped if not bent.
I bent my body slightly to get into the bathroom. Once inside I stood as before….
“ADUUUH.... what is this that hit my head!!!”
I lighted the flashlight and turned it up, I was curious about something that hit my head hard.
“ASTAGFIRULLAHALADZIM........!”.
*****
“Pak.... pack. wake up pack.”.
I heard the voice of someone I knew developing me …
I opened my eyes….
“Iya. yes mas, briefly mas..”.
“Pak Agus sleeps in front of the bathroom like gini pak”
My eyes widened, I got up and sat on the kitchen floor…
“Pak Agus must have a dream last night while walking yes, be careful you sir, can the danger hehehe” said Burhan while helping me stand from a sitting position
I can't answer Burhan's question…
I was just following her when Burhan told me to sit in the living room chair…
“After sir, I will make a warm drink first sir, I don't need to tell you first what you dreamt of”
“Sit easy first sir, and don't confuse”
I see through the window….
It turned out that it was morning, there was already the morning sun that began to enter the house, the sound of birds squeaking also sounded earthy.
I just kept quiet, I still clearly remember what happened to me last night!
I still clearly remember everything that happened to me, I still remember something that made me faint….
I fainted.. I didn't fall asleep, but fainted!
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