SAWMILL
103. BACK TO THE SAWMILL

“Mbak Tina. see that Burhan, she seems to know how to open the gate of Tina” house

“Mas..

“Tina tau mas Agus suspicious of Tina kan”

“And mas Agus did not believe Tina's talk that Tina had never met Burhan” at all

I didn't respond at all to Tina's words, I felt that Tina tricked me…

But why should I be angry, is not that I'm not what he is, and I have no special relationship with him.

I am jealous?. Is this what is called jealousy?...

Why when I'm with my girlfriend I never feel anything like this…

Why do I feel like I have Tina?

But I haven't said that I love him….

I also did not react when Tina tried to seduce me in various ways and reasons.

But why am I jealous now.

“Mas..answer Tina mas's talk, don't leave Tina like this...”.

“What the hell mbak, I was looking at Burhan who still tried to open the gate of the house mbak Tina”

“No mas Agus.. Tina tau mas agus jealous!..”

“But for God's sake Tina never met Burhan, let alone did anything with Burhan”

“Iya.iya mbak…. I'll see Burhan again mbak, it's been.see the fence of the house mbak Tina want to climb Burhan”.

“Let him climb up and get into Tina's house... Tina doesn't care!”

“Tina mas's talk show. “.

“I have to answer what mbak, it is indeed true.The Burhan seems to have been used to come home mbak Tina kan”.

I saw the way Burhan started to climb the fence of Tina's house…

But now that my feelings are getting worse, I feel like Tina was once in a relationship with that reckless bastard.

I shouldn't be like this, I shouldn't be jealous of Tina…

But... ah already !

“Mas..!”

“Iya... what is mbak?”

“Tina ask mas Agus trust with Tina!”

“Tina was not a good woman before mas..”

“But after Tina met with mas Agus.. everything changed..”

“Tina felt a very meaningful change!”

“Tina feels like a reborn woman and needed..”.

“Then I have to say what else?”

“Tone talk mas Agus it..”

“Mas Agus it seems if he does not like Tina, mas Agus suspected if Tina ever had a relationship with Burhan”

“Ok mas.. will Tina prove.”

“At 03:00, soon there will be a night watchman passing by here, and that night watchman will hit the power pole three times in front of Tina's house”

“Asal mas Agus know, why if mas Agus is at home Tina no one mggerebeg, no one told to go home and no sirik. later mas Agus just look at”

“Later to mas Agus see yourself”

I kept quiet and kept muddling with my feeling that Tina was playing with Burhan…

But he just said that he seems to be going to prove to me that what I'm thinking right now is wrong.

03:00 has started…. Burhan is still trying to climb onto the fence of Tina's fairly tall house with a sharp tip.

But suddenly from the direction of the village appeared two people using bicycles.they carried a flashlight and a long iron..

“HEY.. WHAT ARE YOU DOING!.. MALING...!” yelled at one of the people

The two men rushed to put down his bike and hit to fall Burhan who was already at the top of the fence of the house mbak Tina with a long iron.

Burhan fell because he didn't think he'd be caught by the night watchman…

The long iron that one of the night's guards carried was then struck again at Burhan's feet violently..

“Ampun paaak, my friend Tinaaaaaa toduuuhh” Burhan's voice is really comforting

“No friends mbak Tina like you”

The man once again smashed the long iron into Burhan's shins until Burhan, who was about to stand, fell down again.

The two night guards seemed professional, he hit the leg so Burhan wouldn't be able to move and stand.

As the burhan was about to stand, the night watchman struck the long, crowbar-like iron into Burhan's thighs and legs, causing Burhan to fall down again.

The night watchman did not yell at the propeller as my camp people usually do, he said,

Maybe they didn't want to disturb the surrounding residents with that burrowing cry.

“Jaga baling this Mr. Mul. I want to go to the house of RT sir to call polis” said one of the people then ran towards the house of RT sir

When his friend was running to the house of RT sir, Burhan who was already in a state of slump was trying to stand.

But the iron punch in the legs of the phaha and the bottom of the snore hit again.

“I am a friend of Tina paaaak, there is something left in there, and because I do not want to disturb Tina, so I just climb this fence pak”

“Hehehe.. ghoblok basic.. Mbak Tina is not a stupid woman, she will contact the security officer if there are friends who come or stay here”.

“And you are not the characteristics of the person mentioned by Tina during this”

Burhan tried to stand up, but once again the long iron punch hit his leg, once again he fell down.

Not long after the friend of the night guard who had picked up Mr. RT came.

But they came with some young men who were ready to do sports greetings to Burhan.

“This is RT.... he tried to get on the fence and tried to get into Tina's house..” said the night guard who was with Burhan.

“Hmm yes already.take it to the village hall, we continue there, it is not good if we do here”

“Motor just leave it there first.. later one of you take the motor to the village hall after this useless person to sana” said the person called the RT sir.

They took Burhan with them..

The butut motor belonging to the sawmill house is temporarily abandoned in front of Tina's house.

I who was still agitated to see what had happened with Burhan became amazed by the security in this village, they worked quietly and without the need to scream..

“Now mas Agus can see what just happened was kan”

“So the origin of Agus tau, Tina always cooperates with security officers here“

“Tina gave them money so as not to disturb Mas Agus time at Tina's house, and no one tried to raid Tina's house when there was mas Agus here”

“So if there are guests whose characteristics are not in accordance with what Tina mentioned, then they will expel him”

“Burhan has not been here so far, Burhan's body characteristics have never been mentioned to the village guards, so they will expel Burhan if he desperate to come to the house Tina”

“Iya...”.

“Sorry earlier I had a bad thought to mbak Tina.”

“Mas Agus..Tina want to ask something mas..”.

“Mas Agus... frankly, mas Agus was jealous right mas?”

“Eh .. little... tapiii..

“Iya what..”

“Iya I am jealous... do not know my feelings about mbak Tina now different”.

“Different how mas...”

“I... I.. I feel I.. can not leave Tina's mother goods a second of”.

“Means mas Agus love Tina?”

“Eh is not that .. I just can not leave Mbak Tina goods for a second just”

“Hehehe mas Agus love same Tina.?”

“Ah I mbak.. I just like that mbak”.

I was a little relieved after the shocking incident, the incident where Burhan was arrested because he tried to get into the house Tina.

I felt more relieved that Tina did tell the security guard when I came to her house, so I was safe in her house.

“Mas Agus kok even silent gini anyway mas, let's get out of here mas”

“I'm not silent, but my brain is trying to think what will happen to Burhan, and what will happen to Tina when Burhan is free later”

“Iya mas.. but about that, later Tina will ask for help to the guard here to see more often Tina mas” house

“This morning mas Agus better go back to the sawmill house only, because Burhan will definitely not come in one or two days this mas”

“Iya mbak, I will go home, but I ride what mbak?”

“Gini only mas, now Tina will intersect mas Agus to the terminal, from there mas Agus can take ojek up to the sawmill” house

“Do not go to the mbak terminal, it is better to base the morning ojek only, it is near the entrance of this village”

“Oh yes there mas, Anyway this morning mas Agus should be at the sawmill” house

“Iya...”

“But home is locked mbak”

“Begini mas.. instead of Burhan rarely lock the door, he will always leave all the doors unlocked”

“Although the door is locked, mas Agus can wait for Mr. Solikin to come, who knows he has the key to enter the house”

Out of the empty house in front of Tina's wartel house, I and Tina headed towards the side of the outer village that was towards the city.

I know exactly there is an ojek base that is usually used by villagers to go to the city to shop for something.

*****

Morning before the workers came and after the ojek I was riding back towards the city.

In front of the fence I was a bit hesitant to enter the house, after all the events that happened to me and Tina here last night.

But in this house I'm the one in charge, so at least I should go in and check the state of the house.

I looked at the sawing house with a different feeling, not to mention behind me was a fairly dense forest…

It was as if I was between two moods that gave each other dangerous circumstances, circumstances where I could not hide between the two.

I should try to get into the house according to what Tina told me…

The gate I pushed in…..

“It turns out this fence is unlocked..”

This cool morning forest air made me daze, because from last night I did not sleep at all.

I walked to the front door of the house…

But I stopped for a moment in the middle of the courtyard…

I hesitated to step forward to the door. I don't know what caused me to hesitate to step into the door.

The sound of tree leaves exposed to the morning wind had shocked me, not knowing why it feels like my confidence is getting reduced.

I also couldn't concentrate anymore…

All I think about is something that's inside this house, between fear and worry being one.

“Jangkrek.. It's early morning, why am I so scared!”

Instead of me confused, I better wait for Solikin sir to come…

Frankly I was very, very hesitant when I had to go inside the house, when two nights I had a terrible experience.

I took a few steps back before I turned my body and walked towards the side of the house to wait for the workers to arrive.

I don't know why I'm so surprised right now.

Just the rustling sound of tree leaves due to being hit by a rather strong wind alone can make me shocked.

Never mind.I better go to the side of the house…

Immediately without thinking much I walked towards the side of the house that leads to the river behind the house while waiting for Mr. Solikin and other workers to come.

Walking beside the house in this state is torture for me, but usually I also do not matter.

But I don't know why this morning it was just fear and worry in my head.

It's not like I always stay calm around this house..

“Ah not straight..”.

I walked straight down the fence at the back of the sawhouse.

When it was near the banyan tree that was very shady.I think something told me to sit there while waiting for Mr. Solikin and others to come.

I stopped for a moment to see the view in the morning across the river in the form of a bush that rarely has trees.

Then I compare it with those around me who are shady and cool because of the banyan tree above me.

For a moment I looked at the bridge…

Apparently, he has not seen Solikin and other workers.

“Ya please. I just wait here while sitting and taking a short break...”.

I sat leaning against the back fence of the sawhouse…

I did not feel comfortable with the breeze for a long time…

*****

“Mas... wake up mas..”.

“Come wake up mas...”.

“Iya mbak Tina.. bentar, I still sleepy once mbak”.

“Let's wake up mas.. I'm not Tina mas”.

I slowly opened my eyes…

It was actually very difficult to open my eyes in a very sleepy state, but still I was forced to wake up, because there was someone who was waking me up.

When I forced my eyes to open….

“Lho... Where am I?”

Next to me was a pure white, long-haired black girl with an oval face smiling sweetly.

But what makes me interested in looking at him is his narrow eyes.