SAWMILL

SAWMILL
291. AGUSTA WITH MR. DIRAN'S FAMILY


Good morning afternoon….


Alhamdulillah on Tuesday night has been done appendectomy smoothly, only I have not been able to perform activities normally due to some restrictions related to post-surgery.


After a few days I had to rest, not do strenuous activities, finally with the permission of a very forced and heavy husband, I wrote again to continue this novel.


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Three days after my wife went to her ancestors.


Today we have to decide who lives with us and who we have to separate.


According to the conversation between my wife and her ancestors about who our son is and who our child's guardian is, all of it can be seen from one who cares about the other.


So said my wife's ancestor, the nature of the guard protects, so that as much as I and my wife Tina can see the behavior of our two children. Which behaviors are protected and which ones are protective will be seen by accident.


“Mas... already three days we observe Agusta and Agustin, according to which mas Agus is our son mas?”


“Until now that looks new Agusta yank. Agusta's behavior is different when Gustin cry for milk or Gustin is having trouble with the toy he is holding”.


“Iya…. If we see Gusta more mature than Gustin, even though they are only three months old, but from their behavior they can both look mas”


“So the conclusion is Gusta is a guard, while Gustin is guarded?”


“At this time yes mas, try to see three days today, or when the mas again godain Gustin, surely Gusta will react right, different when the mas Agus godain Gusta, and, Gustin was careless and did not care mas?”


“Iya yank, all I can see anyway like that yank…. For three days I tried to distinguish the nature and character of both of them, and my conclusion is Gusta is the keeper”


“But mas, uh if the nature comes from their gender how mas, usually women are guarded by their brothers?”


“Heheheh doesn't have to yank. The proof is that you often keep me yank, especially when I was sick in the hospital when I was accidentally hit by solikin at that time?”


“Iya anyway mas.. but we are currently adult sudan, already know which is good and bad, while our two children are currently only three months old mas.”.


“Ya already yank, we agreed to separate Gusta huh?”


“Hufff, Tina could not bear…. But how else”


"It should be as soon as possible yank, mumpung both of them are still this age, so they will not remember when they both we separated”


“Eh but are we sure Pak Diran family will accept our baby mas?”


“And we've talked about earlier yank, let alone the cost of milk and other equipment later right from all of us, Diran pack family just keep our children kan”


“Iya mas..eh are we talking to Pak Diran again aja mas, just to make sure if Pak Diran is ready to receive our child?”


“I think Pak Diran has agreed kok yank, his wife will have us talk also two days ago right. But what I have not been able to accept is one condition from your rather heavy ancestor that”


“Terms where we can not visit our child when he has not been akil baliq, so that there is no inner connection between the child and his parents Yank”


“So so that the Gusta feels that his parents are a family of Siran”


The conditions given by my wife's ancestors are very heavy, besides we have to separate children, also children who have been separated do not let us know that we are her legal parents.


Anyway must be separated and forgotten until my wife and I do not feel there is any more relationship or family ties with my son that I entrust to Pak Diran.


Sometimes a child will feel there is an inner bond when the parents of the child always show his face when visiting.


All must be cut off tus tus.. no inner sense and taste of any…!


“Later tonight sir Diran will I send here yank?”


“Iya mas, later tonight sir Diran just tell here, we talk again and we turn off what will be our duty and pack Diran”


But still there are workers who are sick from medical diseases and non-medical diseases, even sometimes there are strange and unreasonable events in the project.


And I can suppose that the events of the project were the result of the energy emanating from my two sons Gusta and Gustin.


“Goodnight Mr. Agus..” greet Sir Diran who is visiting our house before Pak Diran heading to the project.


“Where is Siran?”


“Well that's so Mr. Agus, there are still strange strange events in the project, still there is something disturbing, although not to the point of causing a victim”


“Where is Mr Agus, do we want to talk about?” ask Sir Diran


“Iya sir, we have decided about our son Pak Diran, although heavy, but it must be like that yes it must be lived pak”


“Eh like this Sir Diran, the child that I will leave to Sir Diran is our boy… my wife has agreed with the decision that our son will be entrusted to Sir Diran”


“And for all its requirements according to the agreement, we will fulfill all the pack. Oh yes, what about Pak Diran's wife?”


“No problem Mr. Agus, my wife will happen to be alone at home, my son is already married and lives in the next village, he said, so it does not matter if there is one baby who will enliven our home” said Pak Diran with a smiling face


“So when can I hand over my son Pak Diran?”


“Tomorrow morning Mr. Agus, tomorrow morning after I return home from the night watch here, we together head to my home course”


Baby care is approved on both sides….


How do I feel and my wife's feelings?. It's definitely not karu-kuliklah, but all this will have a purpose, not just we separate our twin babies right.


*****


The morning after the sun began to appear from the eastern horizon…


Mr. Diran came to our house to be together using a car to go to the house Pak Diran, to deliver or leave our baby boy named Agusta.


All baby supplies ranging from milk to clothes have been prepared by my wife, all without exception including boxes and baby toys.


Coincidentally my twins are no longer drinking breast milk, they both have been drinking formula, so it can be easier to separate from the mother.


My wife was so strong that she did not cry when we went to Diran's house, in the back seat of my car my wife was sitting with my two babies in a position, they can both sit well in the back seat of the car.


Mr. Diran's wife greeted us while I was parking the car in front of Mr. Diran's house. Actually husband and wife Pak Diran is not so old, maybe they both got married when they were young.


Unlike me and my sister, Tina, who has just had a baby. Maybe my age and the age of Siran is only a few years difference hehehe.


“Yes Allah, very handsome Gusta ini” said the wife of Siran who was carrying Gusta


“Iya ma'am, she seems to be comfortable in the sling mother” said Tina my wife in a voice that was strengthened


“Father... take a look at this baby.. she did not cry when I carried” Pak Diran's wife told her husband.


*****


 We were on our way home, my wife was sitting next to me holding Gustin, she just looked ahead without saying a word.


I know he must be sad when it comes to removing Gusta at Pak Diran's house.


“Udah yank, don't be sad, the important thing is Gusta got a quiet shelter with family pack Diran”


“I'm sure Pak Diran and his wife can take care of Gusta as well as well”


“Iya mas... well her name is also a mother, who would leave her child to others mas, but Tina believes kok same family pack Diran”