SAWMILL
21.MAMMA?
I did not get out of bed, my body felt stiff to use moving, the silence and the sound of knocking on the door really made my body stiff.
“Open mas door, I'm Mamad maass...”
That hoarse voice was now beside my room, it was behind the bedroom window!
I'm keeping the body out of the window after I can deliver it.
Then I sat on the floor, in the middle of the room, in the middle of the room I lowered my head and closed my ears until everything became quiet.
A while later after I was sure it was over I turned my head and saw the ceiling and tried hard to hear something again.
It became quiet, there was no crickets, no knocking on the front door, no sound calling me. Everything became silent, only my heartbeat that was beating so fast that I could hear.
I stood up from a sitting position on the floor, and returning to bed, I threw myself down with a stingy breath.
But suddenly my ears heard a familiar voice.like the sound of a door handle trying to be opened from the outside.My eyes opened wide to make sure what sound was heard.
…KLEK….CKLEK..”Up to several times the sound was heard.
“YA Allah is the front door handle!, fortunately I installed the slot key!” I murmured while sitting on the bedside
“CKLEK….CKLEK...”.
After a while the voice went away on its own, but I couldn't believe that in a moment there must be something that would bother me again.
Cold sweat soaked my body until this shirt I was wearing was soaked.
I was still sitting on the edge of my bed until I was sure that the disturbance was over, and then I saw a clock curled around my wrist.
“Appeared only at 01.25, still a few hours away to the morning”
I took another cigarette, I used to smoke quickly to get rid of the fear, but I felt like I had smoked two cigarettes in no more than 10 minutes.
Sitting quietly on the edge of the bed while listening when there are strange sounds that might be heard again.
For a few minutes there was nothing, and then I threw myself down again, but my eyes and ears remained watchful.
Until a few minutes nothing happened, I started to sleep and I ended up falling asleep.
*****
The morning sunlight hit my face through the ventilation gap around the room, I opened my eyes slowly.
“Alhamdulillah is morning, Thank God I am still alive”
Actually I want to laze today, but today the workers should not return to work, he said it could be up to two or three days in case of death with workers who are here.
Long enough also I was in bed without moving from the room at all, it felt sleepy after a night disturbed by various kinds of things that did not make sense at all.
After relaxing some of my back and hand muscles walking out of the room, my first goal was definitely the bathroom.
In the doorway of the room, I looked to the left right first, the curiosity and fear was still there even though it was morning and the sun had entered the house of course.
“Hmm safe, from last night I pee continuously, sakjane in the room I provide one empty bottle of mineral water only to catch my water huffff.
I went to the bathroom even though I was scared…..
“Lho this bathroom door is closed, not usually this door is open, but I forgot, yesterday after taking a shower this afternoon did I close?”
When I was about to open the bathroom door, suddenly my stomach churned!
I paved open the bathroom door, I rushed to find the keys to the door of the house that I had stored in the room, after the front door I opened then the gate also opened, I opened it, I rushed to the back of the house.
“Aaaah that pleasure room is waiting for me calmly”
The atmosphere of a bright morning coupled with the breeze at the back of the house, coupled with the shade of the banyan tree in front of it makes the atmosphere of defecation more delicious.
I don't feel like I'm here long enough until I get all of my stomach out.
The river is not too wide is very beautiful when in conditions not overflowing like last night, the river is set on an empty land with bushes that are not too dense to produce beautiful scenery.
I walked home after enjoying the cubicle that was so important to the interests of some people like me, a fence made of zinc could really limit the sawing area with this outside.
*****
“Nuwun sewu, what is this njenengan whose name is Pak Agus?” greet someone who was in front of the fence when I was close to the front of the house
“Upload pak”
I ran up to the man who was not alone, he was with a young man younger than the one who greeted me
“Wonten nopo pack (what's up sir)”
“I Theodore Wagimin, just call me Gimin, I am from the city that yesterday sir agus picked up by Mamad it”
“Nganu Pak Agus, I am a friend of Darsamad, I want to tell you that Mamad died yesterday night due to being hit by a bus in his city, when he was going to cross the road. There is a bus that is traveling because it avoids the motor that suddenly stops”
“Last night his family informed me to deliver the news of this death to Mr. Agus” the person said again
I gasped, my blood as if it had stopped, I was transfixed and could not say anything more to hear about Mamad's death.
“Inalillahi wainailaihi rojiun...” only that sentence suddenly came out of my mouth after I was silent for a long time where I was standing.
“Pak... pak Agus... pal Agus..
“Eh yes sir, sorry I was shocked to hear Mamad died” I was shocked when that person called me several times
“Eh sir .. if you may know Mamad it live where yes sir, maybe I can accuse to his house pak”
“He lives in the city of Njgk sir, I myself do not know the address, uh try later I call his family to ask where he lives” said Mr. Gimin
“Eh just like this Mr. Gimin, I go with the njengan only, all I want to go to the wartel to contact my superiors about the news of Mamad's death in”
“Awhile sir I will get ready first sir, all of you take out the motor first”
I went into the house to take a handbag all some of my needs when it had to go to Mamad's house in Ngjk city.