Ramadan Without Sua
Broken Heart Man

Doctor Handika really did not expect that the first time she expressed feelings, now she had to be rejected. Of course, Doctor Handika initially felt confident especially with his profession as a Doctor. Among the people, having a profession as a Doctor is a good profession, viewed noble as well. However, Ardhita actually confidently rejected it.

"Priest candidate?" ask Doctor Handika.

He was surprised when Ardhita called his fiancee a candidate for priest. That means that Ardhita is very sure about her boyfriend.

"Right Doctor," replied Ardhita.

"That means you're so sure?" ask Doctor Handika.

Now Ardhita nodded her head. "Yes, I'm sure. By including Allah Swt in it, I am sure this relationship will lead to agreement" Dhita replied.

Maybe Ardhita's answer is too confident. However, indeed when starting a relationship with Dhito, he always included God in it. Especially when he underwent a long distance courtship Malang - Makassar, and now Malang - Natuna. He always asked God to guard his heart and Dhito. He asked God to unite the two in a marriage of peace, mawaddah, and warahmah.

"What a shame, Dhita. But my feelings are real" she replied.

"Sorry, Doctor. Then can I go home?"

After that, Ardhita straightened her back and then began to say goodbye to Doctor Handika. Ardhita's belief is firm, it is also because she fully believes in the power of love. Now the distance to Dhito was very far, but their hearts were always close. As close as the prayer that is always spoken between the two.

Meanwhile, after Ardhita's death, Doctor Handika was stunned to look at Ardhita's back that was getting away. The young doctor who stepped on the head of three must feel a broken heart. He thinks Ardhita who looks polite and sholehah, is an unengaged girl aka single. He already had his own priest.

Doctor Handika stood on a towering rock. Feel the breeze from the white sandy beach that hit him. The man took off the mask that covered half his face for a moment and then he shouted very loudly there.

"Nranknhh ...."

The sound of screaming while touching her hair. The tightness in his chest was as if he felt himself. Come by itself, leaving pain that feels so painful.

"Nranknhh ...."

Again, the screams echoed. His voice was sweeping the wind. The expression of a broken hearted man. Then, he sat in her on the rocks.

"Yes Allah .. Why do You give this feeling. An unrequited taste. A feeling that ends in disappointment. So sebak in the chest," he murmured softly.

Indeed, when love and feelings are unanswered, and unrequited it feels very painful. Pain must be sick. Disappointed is certainly disappointed. However, it is difficult for Handika to get Ardhita's heart. All of that was also because the girl already had another heart lover. It won't be easy for him to get.

"I wonder who that lucky man is, Ardhita. Do you still believe in the power of your love that includes God in it?"

Doctor Handika bowed lethargic. The beauty of the alif stone is inversely proportional to his feelings now. The panorama in front of him was so beautiful, but his heart was so claustrophobic, sliced and so sore.