Ramadan Without Sua
Expressing Feelings

This time, a few days passed apparently Doctor Handika detained Ardhita so as not to go home first. The young doctor said he wanted to say something to Ardhita. So, after serving, Ardhita also met Doctor Handika.

"What do you need, Doctor?" ardhita asked politely with the Doctor.

"Please sit down first, Ardhita," said Dr. Handika.

After that, Ardhita took a seat in front of the young Doctor's practice table. Ardhita tried to think positively, because it is not a nurse also works with a Doctor who is considered more expert for patient health.

"Actually, this isn't about work anyway. More to a personal discussion," replied Doctor Handika.

Now, Ardhita again guessed what was to be conveyed to her. Because, indeed, there has never been a conversation with Doctor Handika for personal matters. So, indeed Ardhita guessed it herself who actually wanted to be delivered by Doctor Handika.

"Come, Ardhita ...."

Doctor Handika spoke, pausing her words first. The doctor looked at Ardhita's face several times, until he finally began to strengthen his heart to speak.

"Hm, as I said earlier that this is a personal matter. It has nothing to do with our work here. So, what I want to say is ... Ardhita, actually I have feelings for you," said Doctor Handika.

Listening to what Doctor Handika said, of course, Ardhita was surprised. I think they were involved with each other a lot. It is only related to work problems. However, how could Doctor Handika suddenly say so. Is the doctor joking?

"Maybe you're confused, Dhita. But I'm not lying. At first I was confused too. However, this taste grows by itself every day. In fact, I honestly said when you tested positive for Covid yesterday, I was very sad," continued Dr. Handika.

"So, how's Ardhita. Could this be my feeling?" tanyakanya.

Of course Ardhita does not need to think long because he already knows for himself how to feel now. In the heart there is a priest whose name he always refers to in every prostration.

"I'm sorry, Doctor. All because I already have a fiancee in the city of Malang. Actually if there are no transverse arals, by the end of this year we will go up to the peraminan. Unfortunately, Covid happened and inevitably, we had to postpone it" Ardhita replied honestly.

For Ardhita it is better to be honest and forthright. All that, indeed Ardhita believes to be able to keep his heart only for Dhito alone. I didn't think of doing anything else.

"So, no chance for me?" ask Doctor Handika.

Now, Ardhita quickly shook her head. "I'm sorry, can't Doctor," she replied.

"I was rejected?" ask Dr. Handika again.

Once again, Ardhita nodded her head. "Sorry, Doctor. Can't do. My future priest and I are committed to each other" for Ardhita.

For Ardhita it is a valid and absolute answer. No need to think long, because the relationship Ardhita and Dhito is a relationship based on commitment. To that end, the answer he gave to Doctor Handika was also a definite answer.