My teacher is my soul mate
Bitter Decision

Smoke returned Alexa out of her mouth, her own eyes staring at the clear sky at night. One stick has been sucked out, he re-inserted one more cigarette between his lips. As far as his eyes looked Alexa was only able to smile wryly staring at every young couple who passed by and walked happily in front of him.

"Gue Belom once fussed the streets both so rich they are," muttered Alexa smiling miris sitting enjoying her solitude on a park bench.

"Drrrtt ! Drrrttt!, Alexa's phone vibrated in her jeans pocket.

"Hallo Yank, are you home yet?" ask Ryuga.

"Udah Yank,"saut Alexa lied.

"Yes, you've taken a break" Ryuga said.

Alexa puffed again the smoke that felt full in her mouth, "Yes Yank, how did Papah was yuman Yank ?" ask Alexa.

"Udah Yank was your nanyain" said Ryuga.

"Oh, salamin for Papah yes so that the spirit continues not to stress I am also here always doain for the recovery of Papah," said Alexa attention.

"Yes, I will take you, yes you are bobo gih, tomorrow you go to school, good night hunny, Ryuga said."

"Good night Yank" said Alexa chimed in."

Alexa stared dejectedly as her phone screen began to quiet, her heart felt sliced should this moment, she felt happiness, not suffering as it is now. Alexa contacted Rena, whom she had ignored her calls.

"Ren, have you been molested?" ask Alexa.

"Finally you called Lex too, from earlier I called you very hard. Lex video lo same Dimas already spread in school groups. Who sent that?" ask Rena curious.

Not who answered Alexa angrily told what she felt at this time, "Because I have to how Ren, Mamah Retno has seen the video, she has no respect for me Ren," alexa said as much as she wanted.

"What, said Rena surprised."

"Gue is afraid Ren.gue is very afraid of the oath," said Alexa shriek"

"Geez Lex, who sent the video to Aunt Retno? I'm really curious I swear, if until I know the person, I will enter him into the tiger cage," said Rena sound annoyed.

"Lo's patient, Lex, how did he react, beb lo?" ask Rena.

He was angry with me, but now it's not, but the problem is now how to make Mamah Retno believe me again. "Why confused should I?" ask Alexa to be frustrated.

"Gue is also confused Lex if it is already as chaotic as rich gini, but he mending you the same story as Mr. Ryuga, let him find out," said Rena gave advice.

"But Ren, Kak Ryuga's father is now in the hospital with a heart attack, I don't have Ren added to the burden of his problem, every day he returned home, he returned home, moreover, every time he came home rich cape so. If you are me, you know what the burden of the problem?, anyways really said Mamah Retno I was just a parasite in his family," said Alexa felt her own dilemma.

"Geez Lex lo don't say that, you're valuable, you pantes in the fight anyway, you don't feel inferior ?" rena said frustratingly.

"Ren.do not-do Mamah Retno have been telling me the same problem Kak Ryuga Papah, so the disease relapses," said Alexa rice anxious.

"Can be Lex.., crazy problem lo complicated si,. please Lex, do not let you droop yes, I do not want to see the old Alexa again," said Rena give Alexa spirit.

Thank you Ren for listening to my story. "Yes, I closed it first, yes" said Alexa closed the call.

Satisfied with the story with Rena, Alexa moved from where she currently sits. Alexa wants to go home, after remembering Ryuga's orders that tell her to accompany Mamah Retno.

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Arriving at Ryuga's residence, Alexa narrowed her eyes in a daze staring at the living room. The dark room indicates that all residents of the house are asleep. Moreover, the clock on the wall has shown at 10 pm. Alexa walks into her room, dropping herself on the bed staring at the ceiling of her room. Alexa rubbed her face in frustration, feeling the quiet atmosphere of her room in the absence of Ryuga.

"Now also until I have missed lo Yank, even though at this time I really need to really want to bend lo Yank, but I can't be selfish there is Papah who needs Brother more at this time, but I don't want to be selfish, alexa's gum curled up to cover her face with a blanket."

Alexa was upset, she got out of bed and took her cigarette back in her bag. The breeze of the night on the balcony of his room felt so tickling one hand just rubbed on the nape that felt cold. Alexa lived every suction for the sake of smoking, permeating her broken feelings.

Alexa nudged towards the door, she forgot the cigarette that was still slipping between her fingers.

Retno rounded her eyes when she saw Alexa objects on the sidelines of Alexa's fingers, they were just as surprised. In a hurry Alexa threw the nicotine stick in any direction, although it was too late for him because Mamah Retno had caught her wet who was found to be smoking cigarettes.

"Mom," Alexa stammered.

Retno's face turned more upset walking toward Alexa.

Platkkk..!!

Alexa was flabbergasted looking at Mamah Retno holding her cheeks that felt numb in disbelief.

Oh turns out this is your original personality Alexa, you turned out to be more bad than Mamah thought Alexa. "Besides cheating you also like to smoke, do you know Alexa? Ryuga really hates female smokers, maybe before marrying Ryuga is no longer sacred Alexa " said Retno accused.

Alexa shook her head choked up "Not mah... Mamah can ask Ryuga, Alexa also does not cheat Mah. Do you know where the video is from, Mah? Alexa swear, the incident was beyond the wishes of Alexa Mah. If Mamah does not believe it, Mamah can ask Rena so that she clarifies as clearly as Mah, let the problem be clear," said Alexa sobbed bitterly.

"You think Mamah will immediately believe that. Alexa do you know, Ryuga has sacrificed a lot for you Alexa. Ryuga has paid off all your Papah debts which amounted to fantastic and Ryuga has also bought back your house which has been confiscated by the Bank, but what is your balance, huh ? your behavior is becoming more and more. Mamah already know all about the acts of corruption that Papah you do at the Foundation. We used to owe a lot of money to Papah you Alexa, but we didn't do a little cheating let alone stab Papah you from behind in contrast to what Papah you did, to Ryuga," said Mamah Retno bluntly opened what he had been holding.

"What Mah.., sorry Alexa Mah..Alexa doesn't know anything about it Mah, Ryuga's sister never told me Mah either," said Alexa sobbing.

Mama is now starting to regret Mamah's decision to match you with Ryuga because according to Mamah, matching you with Ryuga is a disaster for the Wijaya family. "Please look carefully Alexa, before other fruits become rotten, Mamah must immediately throw the rotten fruit before damaging other fruits," said Mamah Retno stressed, his words sounded so painful to Alexa. His body feels limp like boneless, Alexa sat down to hold the legs of Mamah Retno.

"Well don't say so Mah, Alexa love same brother Ryuga, Alexa also love Mama and Papah. Alexa already has no one else Mah, Mamah do not talk that way, Alexa is afraid of Mamah," said Alexa body felt vibrating hear the speech in-laws.

"Enough Alexa..., Mamah does not want to be horrified again your speech again. After Papah's condition improves, you better be prepared with all the consequences for all your actions," Retno said looking intently at Alexa.

"What is this that Mamah also did to Sita ? Mamah misahin Sita and Kak Ryuga used to be, then now it's my turn to treat Mamah the same as Sita," said Alexa staring softly at Retno.

"Yes right, are you satisfied, said Retno did not refuse." Mamah Retno was quite choked to hear what Alexa said about Sita. Although the figure of Mamah Retno is loving but he has one weakness, namely his selfish attitude that assesses a problem only from his perspective. That is sometimes what makes Ryuga very tired to face his motherly attitude.

"This time Alexa will talk to Ryuga, about Mamah who wants to pray for me with Ryuga," said Alexa threatening.

Please Alexa if you intend to destroy Ryuga even worse. Do you know, when we told him to continue his studies in England to forget Sita. Ryuga obeyed all of Mamah and Papah's requests. Ryuga has never denied the words of his parents, including marrying you at the time. Alexa do you understand enough, if you are smart you can definitely conclude, that Ryuga will side with whom, you do not be too naive..Alexa," said Retno smiling satisfied once again he could see the look of Alexa's face getting down to hear his words.

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Alexa.., you can see this Alexa, almost all online news contains news about the President Director of Wijaya Group who suffered a heart attack. You can see how terrible the virtual world is in spreading the news. Then how one day the news of a wife of the successor of Wijaya Group involved cases of infidelity or her family involved in corruption is not only Ryuga destroyed..Alexa, but also the news can indirectly destroy the company that Papah struggled to wake up," Retno said full of emphasis eyes showed her phone containing news about her husband.

Alexa styled Mama Retno's phone vibrating violently while Retno who saw Alexa so down she just left the Alexa room with a satisfied heart.

In his room Retno called someone "Hallo Pak Felix sorry these nights are disturbing," Retno said calling her personal lawyer.

"Yes Miss Retno, what's wrong, Mr. Felix."

"Sir please take care, Ryuga divorce papers secretly, do not let Ryuga know, tomorrow the files I will send after my husband has finished surgery" said Retno

"Well ma'am," said Felix obediently."

Retno also threw her breath slowly after deciding her call "I have to act immediately," said Retno grasping her phone tightly.

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Already at 3 am the day of the drug that Alexa drank was felt to have no benefit for him at this time, his eyes are still awake. Alexa sat back and forth headboard squeezing her hair in frustration, her body shaking as Mamah Retno continued to connect in her brain, making Alexa afraid.

"Mah Alexa is afraid of being alone, I don't want to be separated.., Mah, but Alexa also can't be selfish. What Mamah Retno said is true, Alexa is just a parasite in this family. Pantes aja Papah hates Alexa, because wherever Alexa is, Alexa is no use Mah. Alexa is just a burden to others," inner Alexa.