My teacher is my soul mate
Alexa's Selfishness

"Mommyyy"

The screams of the two little angels sounded so loud in Alexa's ears. Shaka and Sheena let go of Ryuga's hand and ran into Alexa's bed. Shaka and Sheena hug Alexa tightly and cry letting go of their longing.

"Mommy.., Sheena misses mommy, mommy why is the bob so long anyway? "asked Sheena looking at Alexa with teary eyes.

"Mommy when is she coming home anyway? Shaka wants to bobo same mommy, "said Shaka looked at Alexa softly.

Alexa shed tears staring at the pity of her two children, she kissed Shaka and Sheena alternately, "Mommy is also very confused with you, "said Alexa rubbed the hair of her two children.

Ryuga just concluded his smile with a soft look, seeing his two children who missed Alexa so much. Ryuga turned his body away from the room.

Chekka..!

Shaka turned his gaze when he heard the sound of the door, "Uncle where are you going? uncle just don't go anywhere, "said Shaka looking at Ryuga's back.

Ryuga bit his lips, threw his breath slowly, then looked towards his two hearts put a face as cheerful as possible in front of them, "In a moment, uncle want to see the doctor first, "ryuga smiled.

Sheena put on a cheerful face looking at Ryuga, "Uncle would like to ask permission from the doctor? Want to bring mommy home ? "ujar Sheena looked at Ryuga expectantly.

Ryuga nodded his head at Sheena, a glance Ryuga looked at Alexa who had ignored him since this morning and did not want to look at his face, "You guys take care of your mommy first yes, uncle not long anyway, "ryuga said to pull the doorknob, but when he opened it, Sisil and Ardy appeared simultaneously from behind the door.

Sisil was a little surprised, "Well where are you going? "ask aunt Sisil.

"For Om.. Auntie,.! I'm going to Aunt's psychiatrist room first, " Ryuga said.

Sisil furrowed both of his brows, "Well there's still another examination? Alexa said she said she wanted to go home today? "asked Sisil confusedly staring at Alexa and Ryuga in turn.

"You don't have to bother, because my condition is all my business, "said Alexa in a cold tone.

Hearing Alexa's words earlier, makes Sisil and Ardy look at each other, with a look of surprise when they feel there is a change in attitude shown by Alexa who is more impressed cold to Ryuga after his memory returns.

Ryuga looked at Alexa but continued to conclude his smile, "Yes let me ask permission to go home with the doctor, " Ryuga said.

Ryuga smilingly looked at Sisil and Ardy alternately, "I'll excuse you Om..Auntie, "toward Ryuga leaving Alexa's room. While Sisil and Ardy did not dare to comment, considering that there is currently Shaka and Sheena in the midst of them. But Shaka who does have a high sensitivity, he can immediately feel something strange with the tone and attitude of Alexa towards Ryuga earlier.

Shaka looked at Alexa, "Mommy is angry again is the same uncle? "asked Shaka a little gloomy.

Sheena also flicked her lips to look at Alexa, "Yes.., why the hell mommy angry equally uncle? Uncle is good, keep mommy kept here at night, continue yesterday also fitting Sheena same sister Shaka sick, uncle also take us to the doctor, take care of us, our friends at home omah, omah, bacain us a fairy tale, "sheena said in a parrot.

"Are you sick, "said Alexa a little surprised.

"Yes Alexa they whine constantly nanyain you when to go home. Shaka and Sheena miss you so much that they have a fever. Fortunately, Ryuga was so patient with Shaka and Sheena's whining that he kept asking you every day, "the students chimed in.

But what was said aunty Sisil and his two children still did not change the stance of Alexa. He still wants to part with Ryuga, although now between them there are two of their love Alexa does not dispute it, as long as Shaka and Sheena do not know who Ryuga really is.

Maybe for others this thought is very selfish, especially for Shaka and Sheena who really want the presence of a Daddy beside them. But all that there is a reason, Alexa does not want to repeat her life as before who suffered so much, because since having Shaka and Sheena her only desire is to be a happy mother for both her children.

For Alexa to avoid and stay away from Ryuga's life is the best decision. Because when Alexa first opened her eyes after almost 5 days of unconsciousness, Alexa immediately remembered all the events 5 years ago, for Alexa the event felt like it had just happened yesterday. The feelings left behind at this time are only hatred, anger and disappointment, while his affection he diverted only to his two children.

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Today Alexa came home from the hospital earlier than the schedule set by the doctor.

Shaka and Sheena look so happy to hear their mommy can go home today, "Hore! mommy can go home! Asikkp..! "shena and Shaka cried while jumping on Alexa's bed.

"Sheena's happy, Sheena's end can bobo same mommy again, "Sheena stared, staring, Alexa also smiled to look at both of her children for her, which is more important is to see a happy smile on the faces of her two children.

"Yuk uncle, invite Sheena directly jump into Ryuga's sling, while Shaka walks while reaching for Alexa's hand.

Alexa smiled, "Alexa is fine with Aunt, after all in their same old Alexa hospital, "said Alexa at a glance staring at the baby in turn.

Alexa stuck her hand out toward her baby, "Yuk Shaka..Sheena, we go home with opah and omah, "take Alexa.

"Mommy Shaka wants to naek the same uncle car, "said Shaka looked at Alexa expectantly.

"Yes mommy we naek car uncle aja yuk! "saut Sheena chimed.

Alexa breathed a rough breath, staring at the two children, "Shaka..Sheena, the uncle will work first, let us together with opah cars yes, "tax Alexa to persuade her two children.

Sheena rebelled, "No way Sheena wants to be with uncle, uncle had already said, he said today uncle holiday, and want to play with us, "sheena's cry immediately drowned her face on Ryuga's shoulders.

Ryuga rubbed Sheena's head, then looked at Alexa, "Let them be with me, like them, "Ryuga said.

"Yes Alexa, you better go with Ryuga, "sisil said looking at Alexa.

Alexa finally relented for the sake of both of her children. But along the way Alexa was just busy staring at the side of the road, there was no intention whatsoever for her to establish communication with Ryuga in the slightest since she woke up from her long sleep yesterday. Shaka and Sheena stare at Alexa and Ryuga in turn with sad faces.

"Mommy equals uncle why the hell? Why was mommy diem? sheena asked with a sad face.

Ryuga smilingly rubbed the heads of Shaka and Shena beside him, "Mommy may still be dizzy, you guys don't bother mommy just yet huh, "Ryuga smiled.

Shaka looked at Ryuga, "But later uncle promise yes, uncle can not go home first, Shaka uncle temenin the same Sheena play, "Saka said. Ryuga smilingly nodded his head looking at Shaka and Sheena at a glance.

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Almost an hour of silence on the way now Alexa approached his two children when he reached the residence of Om Ardy.

"Shaka.., Sheena, sorry mommy can't keep you playing, mommy's head still hurts. You guys play Uncle first yeah, "tell Alexa who tries to avoid Ryuga. Shaka and Sheena nodded their heads obediently and walked over to Ryuga and pulled Ryuga's hand and invited Ryuga inside.

Ryuga looked softly at Alexa who walked into his room ignoring him, "Alexa what kind of hate it is you against me, "inner Ryuga staring at the departure of Alexa.

Shaka and Sheena pull Ryuga's hand which looks towards Alexa, "Our uncle is playing yuk, "say Shaka and Sheena. Ryuga turned his gaze smilingly nodding his head to look at his two children.

On the other hand,

Sisil, who had been curious about Alexa's change in attitude while in the hospital, was seen walking toward Alexa's room. Sisil could see Alexa crying, drowning her face in the blanket.

Sisil sits on the side of Alexa's bed, rubbing Alexa's back gently, "Alexa aunty tau is hard for you to accept, but don't show your hatred for Ryuga in front of Shaka and Sheena. As for them, they already understand the situation enough, "sisil said.

Alexa sat staring at Sisil's aunt seriously, "Tante, the day after Alexa will return to Aussie_"

Sisil was surprised to hear Alexa say, "What to Aussie? Alexa you better mind more mature your decision just now, Alexa! And please think about Shaka and Sheena's happiness, because Ryuga is the father of your two children after all. Don't you see how close they are right now? You do not want to separate those who are that close and make Shaka and Sheena sad "sisil tried to convince Alexa.

"Tante.., they will also get used to aunty without Ryuga, and according to Alexa it does not matter as long as they do not know who Ryuga really is, "said Alexa remains adamant.

"Alexa don't make decisions when you're emotional, you just remember everything. But Alexa, these five years a lot has changed but, who Ryuga has never changed in the slightest during these 5 years, he keeps asking your whereabouts to om and aunt. Alexa everything that happens between you and also it's a misunderstanding_"

Alexa cut off Sisil's aunt, "Sorry aunt, I don't want to talk about Ryuga anymore and don't want to know anything about Ryuga. And sorry if Alexa's decision seems selfish in the eyes of aunty, "said Alexa who re-drenched herself in her bed sobbed. Sisil could only exhale his coarse breath staring at Alexa.

"If you really want to go back, what is the reason you are crying now Alexa, if not because you still love Ryuga, "sisil said who immediately left the Alexa room. Upon hearing the words of Aunt Sisil earlier, Alexa was increasingly made to sob and increasingly drown her face under the blanket.

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