My teacher is my soul mate
Conflict of Heart

Tok.dok..

Czechrekk..

Why did I suddenly get nervous anyway."that Ryuga was silent in the doorway. Ryuga walked in and stared directly at every corner of the room. Alexa is seen sitting leaning while listening to music, Alexa who realizes the arrival of Ryuga, immediately look towards Ryuga when their views meet. Somehow Ryuga's gaze was immediately fixed on Alexa's lips, he immediately turned his gaze away

Arrgghhh.fuck !!!...Why do I think that anyway..," said Ryuga misbehaved, it's true that now he can not look at Alexa longer because it reminds him of something he just knew.

Alexa furrowed her brows staring at Ryuga's weirdness now. He also covered his entire body under the blanket and curled himself. The sound of the sound of the accompaniment of the song can be heard clearly behind the Alexa blanket. Ryuga sits on the sofa and puts some of his equipment and Alexa needs and also his needs.

Look at Mamah you've come home?." asked Ryuga to Alexa. Alexa nodded behind her blanket.

Have you eaten ?..Did you take your medicine?." asked Ryuga in the lowest tone possible. But Alexa continued to answer with a nod behind her blanket and then hardened the volume on her phone. Ryuga glanced at Alexa he was a little annoyed to get a waiver from Alexa who did not want to be disturbed by his question.

Ryuga finally settles down on his couch, and busies himself by opening his phone. And it looks like a foreign number came in.

This is not me Sita, sorry to disturb my flash room like jatoh in your car deh (Sita)

I'll let me check, how's your wound ? (Ruga)

I've heard Ga, thank you (Sita)

Yes (Ryuga)

Ryuga ends the chat, in fact there is a lot he wants to know about Sita, during his departure to England, especially his relationship with Nicco, but he undoes it. The sound of a knock on the door distracts Ryuga and Alexa.

Dear...Your doctor says you can go home tomorrow..," said Mamah Retno.

True Mah..," said Alexa happy with a perfect smile showing her dimples, because Alexa was so bored he did not want to stay longer in the hospital.

Dear mama go home first yes.if you need anything call Ryuga aja yes..!!! If he macem macem phone mamah directly,." said Mamah Retno while rubbing Alexa's hair with affection.

Thank you mah , Mamah has been very good with Alex, sorry Alex mah already ngerepotin Mamah continues.." said Alexa with a smile that somehow Ryuga has not seen a smile on Alexa's face, but not how long ago, until suddenly the rhythm of his hangers ticked faster, seeing Alexa smile. Seeing Alexa's interaction with her mother Ryuga a little filled with feelings. Alexa seems to miss the affection of a mother.

Mama tipped Alexa you do not macem-macem!!!..,"Be careful you make Mamah's daughter-in-law why-not. Inget Ga you should be able to improve your attitude, the woman is not in cuekin but love her attention in the talk slowly.."whispers Mama Retno who looks judes give Ryuga a warning.

Yes mah.." replied Ryuga with a face that looks lazy to hear the talk of his mother who is so overprotective according to him.

Sometimes I wonder who the real son of Mamah is.., "batin Ryuga screeched and smiled because of the silly behavior of Mamahnya.

After his death there was no chat created in the room. They seem to be busy with their phones. Until the sky turns dark Ryuga has started to sleepy because he looks to have yawned many times. While Alexa herself still looks cool listening to her favorite kpop music, while occasionally participating in the melantukan song. Until Ryuga looks a little smile at Alexa's behavior that looks funny to him.

It's been a night you better take a break.., "Please turn off your phone's music.." Ryuga said open the chat but there is no answer from Alexa, he said, Alexa just glanced then her eyes she focused again on her phone. Ryuga immediately approached Alexa his patience is now starting in the test he also robs Alexa's phone and turn off the music player on Alexa's phone, and put it on the nightstand. Alexa looks not so fond of Ryuga actions he looks at Ryuga like a child in the grab of his toys, Alexa is now seen to steal his lips.

Why are you angry..," Ryuga said staring intensely at Alexa.

Do I have the right to be angry...Take it easy, brother, I'm quite self-conscious..Better Brother just go home rest at home,..," Sister must be tired.." said Alexa cynically.

Ryuga's face look upset hearing Alexa's tone, as if her presence is very disturbing Alexa. Unlike Alexa he feels inferior, the warning Papahnya really quite influential for Alexa. Alexa walking to the view in front of the window melted her mood for the better. Alexa is so hard-earned to cover up her feelings by ignoring Ryuga, but still she can't lie to Ryuga.

Apparently you hate me so much Alexa..I wonder what really happened to you when I wasn't around ?...Tell me honestly Alexa?." asked Ryuga looking at Alexa's back with an irritated heart.

How can I be honest when I have once told the truth, but my Papah does not want to accept my lack which is his own flesh and blood...Then how about him .."in Alexa he could not say honestly about what he actually felt, especially his own Papah had threatened him.

Nothing.." answered Alexa ambiguously. Ryuga clenched his hand patience was completely tested. Ryuga knows Alexa wins cover something from him, but still he never managed to penetrate the other side in Alexa, Alexa is so smart to cover everything in him.

Are you sure !!..Ckck,.."You are so good at lying Alexa..,"I was quite surprised, it turns out you are not as innocent as I thought !!I know Alexa, you like to smoke !!...You should know Alexa, I don't want to because this marriage is an excuse for someone to ruin him. But if that's your way of venting your frustration at the marriage that's burdening you better stop that habit of yours. Because I will never tolerate women who have such bad habits." said Ryuga who began attacking Alexa, with a new reality he knew.

Suddenly, Ryuga Alexa looked at Ryuga in surprise. Alexa is made nervous she understands Ryuga's annoyance. Alexa also does not want to explain because it is the best way Alexa chooses, namely by letting Ryuga believe that his marriage makes Alexa feel burdened so that Alexa acts out of line.

Why are you silent!!..,"You seem quite surprised to hear it.." Ryuga screeched as he learned of Alexa's bad habits. Alexa turned her eyes back to look at the night.

Ckckckck,".., that's because Big Brother is too selfish to judge everything from Brother's perception alone.," said Alexa laughing as if mocking.

Why are you laughing, does my speech sound funny to you...If I speak please pay attention to Alexa!!, not that you already know I really hate to be ignored..," Ryuga yelled began to get carried away with emotions, to make Alexa immediately turn to look at him.

I may have thought of this marriage as a burden, but I never thought of this marriage as not real different from someone...,"It's just that sometimes there are a lot of weaknesses that are difficult for others to accept...."Don't be too pushy about entering someone else's life Sis, if you can't promise anything, ." Because not everyone can accept the shortcomings of others,...Hmmmmm honestly I'm really fed up with this world, when almost everyone demands too much perfection, until if there is only one shortcoming or mistake in sight, his fate is more miserable than a dog thrown by the roadside waiting for his Master who never came, then died slowly..,"alexa said with a pretty spicy speech.

Alexa is very smart to make Ryuga feel stunned and curious by the words that come out of his mouth. And the words this time managed to make Ryuga's heart ravage. Ryuga is quite sensitive to the intent of the words Alexa who deliberately continues to arouse his feelings of guilt.

Enough Alexa I'm sick of arguing with you,."I know you hate me so much, with what I did that night. I admit I did you wrong on the night I was drunk, but I was completely unaware of doing so...I'm sorry..," Ryuga said, venturing out to be frank. Again he avoids like a coward because Ryuga is still not sure even though Alexa has enough to mess with his heart and mind. Ryuga continues to believe that maybe his feelings are only limited to excessive curiosity about Alexa.

Ck..,"What can one expect from a pitiful girl like me,..What do you expect Alexa. You should be self-conscious.you alone mean nothing to him.."the inner Alexa vibrated trying to hold back her cries. It turns out that what Alexa thinks turns out Ryuga thinks it is just a mistake. Alexa was just silent not to continue the conversation that there was never a meeting point between her and Ryuga. Because he was already convinced by Ryuga's feelings for him, so there was nothing else he should expect.

You better rest this night,." said who immediately sat leaning on the sofa while massaging his temple.

Alexa just silently walked staring at the dark night at the window, just like her mood that now felt dark. If he was alone, maybe how many tears had been spilled, his heart ached with the reality he had just heard. Alexa pensive long enough, when her heart began to accept the reality, Alexa again looked at the figure of a man who had been asleep in his sleep. Alexa grinned bitterly at Ryuga, her tears just falling down.

A person as lucky as Big Brother might understand what it is like to be a person who never expected his existence...Not everyone was as lucky as Big Brother, "attin Alexa with a slick smile while looking at Ryuga's face that looked asleep with a calm face. He turned back to try to close his eyes.

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