My teacher is my soul mate
Searching for Alexa

After Reyhan left, Ryuga walked into the room of his best friend, Doctor Andry, to find out where Alexa is through it.

Tok tok!

"Come in, say Andry in his room."

"Ryuga," Andry and Siska said simultaneously, they were shocked to see Ryuga coming to see them. Andry and Siska are getting ready to go home after finishing their work.

"She's coming here? Luh belom satisfied torment me," said Siska emotion when seeing the presence of Ryuga.

"Patience Beb, you please understand Ryuga's condition, he's in trouble now" Andry said trying to calm his lover.

"What did you say? I have to understand him! how is it the same with me? "He made Dimas battered by Beb," as Siska stared intently at the lover.

"Y..! luh should have nyokap luh Ga not mukulin Dimas, Ga. As long as I know Ga, ade I should be treated because of the actions of the bar luh bar, I was sad to see the change in attitude ade I he was rich not spirit 'live know not" siska said emotionfully pointing at Ryuga with her glazed look.

Ryuga seems to ignore Siska's rant, because the focus is currently only on finding Alexa.

"You are quiet, sit here first" Andry said, leading the lover.

"I'm not a decrepit, I can sit on my own" said Siska, staring intently at Andry.

"Dry Sis help me...gue can't find Alexa everywhere? I've been looking for him the whole room but Alexa is not there" said Ryuga who had looked almost desperate because he did not find Alexa.

"Sory Ga, the incident yesterday I was with Siska again of yesterday, I'm looking for WO, keep stopping by the engagement event Nicco at the Hotel," said Andry.

"Please help me Dry, I know Alexa was brought here, "rejected Ryuga despair.

Andry took a deep breath looking at Ryuga, himself actually confused to explain, "Ga..! actually I'm confused, if I want to check the state of Alexa this morning, Alexa already no Ga. I've been looking into its existence but the zero trace of it is gone. I'm also surprised, why Alexa can not only trace it so I check the CCTV also does not exist, rich there is a role of important people who try to lose data on the departure of Alexa Ga," said Andry scratching his forehead does not have the heart to see Ryuga who looks desperate.

"What does Dry say, how can Alexa be lost without a trace, explained to me let me understand? If anything happens, I'll sue this hospital" Ryuga said, pulling Andry's white coat.

Siska emotions saw Ryuga's slightly rude action against Andry, "Lepasin Ga, don't let me call security," threatened Siska.

"Luh Luh calm down first Ga," Andry said stammeringly holding Ryuga's chest.

"Where can I calm Dry, as long as Alexa belom I meet," Ryuga said with a slightly high tone.

"Gue understands that you don't feel good, but sorry! I can only tell the results of Alexa's medical record right in the ER yesterday." Alexa had a broken rib 3 down here, and her skull was also fractured, Alexa had a hemorrhage in her brain Ga, her heart she had stopped yesterday, lucky Doctor can dive her. "Gue also asked for this diem-diem," said Andry explained the condition of Alexa at that time while explaining his medical record.

Ryuga looks so powerless to listen to Andry's exposure, how severe the injury suffered Alexa, "Ndry must be Alexa in great pain, and at that time I was not even beside him," ryuga said limp his body felt boneless when he heard Andry's exposure.

"Luh the patient Ga, hopefully Alexa can soon meet," said Andry patted Ryuga's shoulder.

"Alexa I'm sorry Yank, if I hadn't left that time, if I had chased you back then, there was no way you would have experienced this horrible incident" Ryuga said, scooping his face in frustration.

"Where else do I have to find Alexa?" ryuga asked while massaging her temples in frustration.

"Why are you now looking for his whereabouts, kamaren where are you?" Besides, Alexa pantes really ninggalin luh. "The attitude is absolutely outrageous with Alexa, said Siska full of emotions."

"What do you mean, Sis? Why the same cave?" ask Ryuga.

"Originally tau Ga, fitting we-we look bokap luh kamaren, just go away, attitude nyokap luh tuh really bad Ga." The time can-can be nyokap luh diem aja Andry thought if Alexa was a cousin luh. I know Alexa is my wife. "Nyokap Luh did not consider the existence of Alexa at all Ga, I did not have the heart to see it," said Siska staring at Ryuga.

Ryuga did not comment anything he could only clench his hands as tightly as possible to hold back his emotions after hearing Siska's words. But deep in his heart, his hatred for his Mamah attitude felt increasingly difficult to cover up, let alone forgive the actions of his Mamah.

"What does Luh Sis mean? How do you know Alexa?" ryuga asked curiously looking at Siska.

Siska breathed out harshly to be honest she was still very upset with Ryuga after what she had done to her sister. But he must be professional when it comes to his patient's problems.

"Alexa's my patient Ga almost every month she's regular therapy_,

"What...therapy? I mean Sis" asked Ryuga flabbergastedly looking at Siska."

Siska nodded, "Alexa has Ga anxiety disorder, she has all that trauma because of her Papa attitude," Siska said looking at Ryuga.

Ryuga looks furrowed both eyebrows in surprise staring at Siska.

"It's Alexa's medical record the last time she was treated here, "siska said giving Alexa medical records.

"Gue tau tau luh, because luh is her husband, so I have the right to know the condition of Alexa, Ga," said Siska.

Ryuga reads each of Alexa's medical records carefully "What is Feeling Worthless I don't understand Sis?" ryuga asked looked at Siska, while reading medical words that sounded ordinary to her.

"Feeling Worthless is a condition when a person feels worthless. This feeling tends to make people feel hopeless, because they feel that they are useless, and believe that they are worth nothing. All this time Alexa often tells every consul the same me anyway, he likes nightmares, insomnia, or acute panic until nausea, and all that can happen because he is trying to fight fear, fear, and emergency. Even the worst condition Alexa ever ngelakuin self harm Ga with clawin his own hands, " said Siska explained the condition.

Ryuga is increasingly made speechless after hearing the facts about the traumatic Alexa that he never knew, he said, especially considering his abusive actions at the beginning of his marriage and taking the sanctity of Alexa by force, which makes his regret even more so.

"Gue emang has seen Alexa several times like the exposure of Luh Sis. He likes to wake up in the middle of the night nausea, until it's shaking, but I think it's just a nightmare, and I've seen his arms he's rich in claw wounds, but he never told me his condition was the same," Ryuga said implied clear facial expression of deep regret.

"Yes that's Feeling Worthless, Alexa is feeling inferior Ga, so Alexa is more fun to keep her own problems than should be a story to each other, and added his Papa did not doctrine him and forbade him tell the luh same family about his mental illness. His father also did not want to accept his condition if he divorced just as bad Ga," said Siska sounded upset.

"Ferdy really-bener fucker.., what causes the condition of Alexa can be as bad as Sis? Luh would know please tell as much detail as Sis" asked Ryuga impatiently.

"The beginning of why Alexa's mental can be this severe, it began since the departure of the Grandmother Ga, her Papa attitude changed, she said, because the late Mamahnya gave birth to a daughter not a boy so that his Papah lost the inheritance of the company he had once managed. Alexa often gets unfair treatment, from her Papah, she always gets the act of playing victim, considered useless even acts of violence so that the formation of Alexa's disabled soul. Though I really hope with your marriage Alexa can slowly recover Ga, but in fact even rich gini ending. If Alexa survives this disaster, she will most likely experience more severe trauma Ga, the worst possibility Alexa can be severe depression or schizophrenia Ga," said Siska explained in as much detail as possible.

What is schizophrenia," Ryuga said in disbelief staring at Siska. Siska nodded her head in Ryuga's words.

Ryuga squeezed the medical record Alexa in his hands "Alexa sorryin I Yank, I'm really stupid until not sensitive to your condition, though obviously you show symptoms it's all the same to me," Ryuga said squeezing her hair in frustration.

"Luh the patient Ga! Now I already know everything, there is no word too late Ga, luh now who has to fight hopefully I can find Alexa as soon as possible," said Andry trying to strengthen his best friend pat Ryuga's shoulder.

"Inget Ga I made this clear because I care about Alexa as my patient, but I do not justify the lawful actions against Dimas, if not because of the friendship and misfortune that befell Alexa, he said, I have reported no, the police know not," said Siska ignited emotions.

Ryuga stared hard at Siska, since earlier he was quite patient, because considering Dimas Siska's sister is his own best friend, "Gue ngelakuin it because of the old sister pantes dapetin it, because, because he's so insolent about touching Alexa! I've remembered him many times Sis and forced me to give him a lesson, because he ignored my warning" Ryuga said firmly in his attitude.

"Luh he loves the heart, yes" said Siska trying to attack Ryuga.

"Prophey Yank, you calm down, Ga why the talk even provokes Siska anyway Ga," said Andry tried to pull Siska when he wanted to attack Ryuga.

Siska who looks upset she comes out of the lover's room with a face that looks emotional looking at Ryuga.

"Beb wait for Beb" said Andry chasing the lover who was upset with Ryuga's words.

Ryuga walked away from the hospital corridor with his bare hands, his face looked a little pale, his soul felt lost in half because of the loss of Alexa let alone hear the facts about what Alexa suffered, thousands of words of apology continue to be spoken in every rare gontai Ryuga feels so desperate.

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