My Dear Teacher
The Struggle

Repeatedly Rana persuaded Bu Anis to help her. But his efforts did not succeed. Even now Anis's mother really did not side with him even though Rana had promised many things. Including some of his legacy. Unfortunately, Rana does not know that Bu Anis is no longer the previous Bu Anis. His mother's best friend was no longer experiencing economic difficulties because he had returned to his family, which automatically became stable financial problems because supported by his mother.

"Receive the fact Ran, Damar is married and soon he will have children. Aunty can no longer help you because maintaining the integrity of the Damar family and Dita is now also the duty of Aunt." Said Ms. Anis.

"But Tan, Aunt also can not deny the fact that Bu Dita is not okay. Whenever he could lose his life with a pregnancy like that, right." said Rana without the slightest burden.

"You can talk like that, Ran. Aunty really did not think you were evil very totality. Now better go. Don't bother Damar and Dita. Aunt is pretty sure Dita won't do anything. After all, if anything bad happened, I would never accept you as part of my daughter-in-law, no matter what kind of offspring I would have if I had a daughter-in-law like you!" firmly Bu Anis broke off his relationship with Rana. He had been aware of his caliphate all this time, even regretting and not expecting Rana to be so evil.

Ms. Anis has promised herself that she will try to help maintain the integrity of the child and daughter-in-law's household. Besides he wants to make up for all his harm to Dita. Moreover, Dita has also been instrumental in making her able to reunite with her mother and brother.

***

Dita had just injected a blood-thinning drug into her stomach. A routine that is never alpha for the development of the baby. He who was initially afraid to kill all the taste until remaining optimistic that this baby will be born safely.

"Have you?" Damar appears with a tired face after two days of overtime. His work in the workshop was a lot. That's why he took Dita several times to the hospital.

"Hmm" replied Dita. Then fix his sitting position.

"You must be tired." guess Damar, while combing Dita's long hair with his finger.

"Little."

"Later, if the condition of the baby is better, we go for a walk together. All honeymoon." take Damar.

Dita did not answer, just looking at the tired face of Damar who did not how much when immediately turned asleep. Three months ago his son also said the same thing, but until now he has not been realized. Some are getting busy with their tasks.

Actually Dita had tried to accept the condition because she knew her husband was doing all for their future. But, with the condition of being pregnant plus pain makes Dita often satin. She often cries silently because she feels lonely. It's like going through everything yourself. Sometimes there is even a sense of giving up.

Brakes. Dita immediately got up from her seat as she felt her eyes hot. Not wanting to cry in front of her husband, even though she was sleeping, so Dita immediately came out of the room. Near the sink, her tears finally spilled.

"I'm really lonely!" Dita. His chest tightened, his eyes kept crying. Even more tears. Although alone, Dita deliberately covered her mouth with her hands so that Isak crying is not heard by her husband.

This house is a silent witness how the loneliness always accompanies the days of Dita. He who since childhood has been left his mother must feel lonely because his father also often returned home at night because of the demands of work. He often goes through the day crying. Loneliness was painful, but at that time Dita did not know what to do but cry waiting for her father's return.

After marriage, Dita said that loneliness will not appear in her life again. But it turns out he was wrong. That sense of loneliness remained, even greater. Actually Dita could have gone to her in-laws' house because there was Bu Anis and her three sisters-in-law. But Dita did not want to trouble others, so she kept everything herself.

She still hopes for her own warm home. She is sure, there will be a time when Damar will no longer be busy, but now her husband is so for the sake of their better life. There will also be children who are born. Children who add to the crowded atmosphere in this house with the sound of laughter, shouting and crying.

Unknowingly, Dita who was originally crying started to smile. He had imagined how happy he would be with the various fuss that would be done by his children and Damar. "I just have to be patient, a little more!" muttered Dita while stroking her stomach. He remembered his best friend Bu Venti, who always complained of his endless children. Later he will feel everything, but it will not make him complain, but it will be a happiness for him.

***

The pair of eyes were still observing Dita from a distance of several meters. It was hidden behind the curtains of the bedroom door. Damar, apparently not really asleep, he just sleeps chicken. Waking up shocked by Dita who got up suddenly. Damar actually understands Dita's current condition, he knows his wife is lonely, but he has no other choice. In the future there will be many dependents that must be completed. That is why he prepared as best he could.

To treat Dita requires a lot of cost. Also the cost of preparing his son's hand. Actually, his grandmother and uncle had offered help, including paying off the installment of his mother's house. But as a man he felt responsible for getting things done. For Damar, never give up even though he is actually tired. The offer was rejected and he chose to work hard on his own.

"I'm sorry dear" Damar said in his heart. He was eager to get close to his wife, hugging her tightly while promising to always accompany his wife's days so that she would no longer feel lonely. But Damar stopped because he could not relinquish the responsibility. So Damar chose to go back to the room, feeling guilty.