Muara Kasih Single Mother
Child Without Nasab
"Be responsible for me, don't deny your son's advice" Ervita said this time.
In his faith, there is a law through which a father follows the nasab of his children. Similarly, a mother is forbidden to connect the child's nasab not to the actual father. Similarly, the law forbids connecting children to their adoptive fathers.
Ervita this time only asks and is responsible for her rights. Firhan who had originally snatched away his madness had already promised to take responsibility for it. For this reason, Ervita ventured to meet Firhan again and get a nasab for her son. Asking Firhan not to disavow his son's noses.
It was so painful that Ervita imagined that her son would be born without a nasab. Even children born out of wedlock will follow the mother's message. Then, what about Firhan who refused not to marry her, surely people will know that the presence of the baby is only because of an adultery.
"I don't care about the nazab. I care about my future. Being a useful person in life is more useful than marrying you and taking responsibility for your child" Firhan replied.
Again, the man's words hurt Ervita so much. So strong is the prospective father who does not want to be responsible for his own flesh and blood.
Firhan stared at the pink magenta Maternal and Child Health book and the square USG photo there, then threw it at Ervita.
"Whenever you come and hold me accountable, I will reject it. Get the fuck out of here, cheap lady!"
Firhan spoke not loudly, but the words of emphasis sliced through Ervita's heart. The woman was stumbling there. Does his life path have to be this light?
Firhan smirked there, "I'll never apologize and see you again" she replied.
Ervita then put the KIA book and a two-dimensional USG photo into her bag, and Ervita left the canteen. Now Ervita set her heart will not look back. His sorry door to Firhan will never open.
With a gontai walk, Ervita walked down the faculty of Economics and Business sciences to the stop located behind the campus. The fallen yellow Tabebuya flower looks beautiful, but not with his heart. Yellow Tabebuya flowers that fall in fact make Ervita's heart more crowded. Ervita screamed in her heart lamenting her bad luck.
"I'll take this to death, God. I am a sinner, but my son will not be of his father. He will only have the nasab of his mother" he murmured softly in his heart.
Many things filled Ervita's mind at the moment. Stomach with new life there. Life is unstable because Ervita also has to work to survive and to save the cost of labor later. It's just that Ervita asked God to strengthen her. When all doors are closed, God will provide one door for them.
"We return to Jogjakarta yes Dik .. There is no place for us here. Everyone rejects us. It may reject you, but not with Mom. I love you, you are my baby. All of these trials will make you stronger" he said.
By boarding the Batik Solo Trans Bus, Ervita is now heading to Race Station. He will return to Jakarta. Cross-city travel by train has not been successful. Firhan remained on his decision not to take responsibility for it. In vain has been the struggle of Ervita. He thought that by showing the first photo of his baby could arouse Firhan's heart, it was not. Firhan kept his heart hardened. Firhan still rejected his own son, however,