Muara Kasih Single Mother
The Left Behind Taste
Such beautiful unification in the night shade really makes Pandu and Ervita meld into one. Pandu has just sensed that making love can give a sensation like this. His voice sounded raucous and deep, the sweat dripping and coming out by itself, as well as the explosion he felt when he reached the peak of romance.
Pandu began to release his inheritance from Ervita's heavenly cup, the man rolled to Ervita's right side, and immediately carried Ervita in his arms. There was a palanquin hand that gave a soft elusan and caress at the top of Ervita's head.
Pandu was silent, not that he was ignorant, but that he was permeating. A flash of his activity with Ervita now seems to show the other side of a Pandu. It felt like Pandu was not being himself, and as if he was actually exploding and breaking apart.
While Ervita who was leaning on Pandu's chest, now sheds her tears. Pandu was surprised how he felt there were droplets and wet sensations in his chest. Then Pandu lowered his face and stroked Ervita's face, apparently right. Ervita was crying there.
"Vi .. Did I hurt you?" ask the guide this time to Ervita.
There was a faint ring from Ervita, but the tears just kept breaking.
"Then why are you crying?" ask Pandu later.
"I'm afraid," Ervita replied in the end with a hiccup and her quivering lips.
Pandu breathed there. "What are you afraid of? Listen to me, Ervi .. I will not leave you. You're scared, if I'm gonna act like that jerk, right? The man who left you just like that is so satisfied to get you," replied Pandu later.
Ervita nodded her head. Although she can surrender herself to her husband, although she can feel the terrible and intoxicating vortex of love, but when it all ends, what happens is fear. Yes, the trauma of the past, where starting with a wrong relationship makes Ervita's life completely upside down. Now, after submitting himself fully and completely to Pandu, will Pandu leave him?
"I will not leave you, Ervi .. promise," said Pandu.
Even this time the young man raised his little finger, promising Ervita that he would not leave her.
"Promise?" ervita asked with her face up, and looked at Pandu.
"Yes, I promise. I'm not him, Vi .. I'm Pandu Hadinata. So, trust me .. I will always be with you and Indi" Pandu said solemnly.
Feeling confident in Pandu's words, Ervita also linked her pinky there. Until the stuffing slowly subsides.
"Thank you for believing in me" Pandu said in the end.
"This relationship and bond shouldn't be based on Mas's beliefs? Just as you put your trust in me, I will put my trust in you too" Ervita replied.
Pandu nodded his head, fully believing that indeed a relationship must be based on complete trust. However, on the one hand, Pandu also knew that it was possible that trauma in the past would come back to Ervita now. Deep trauma that is not visible, but the wound is still scratched in there.
"You were traumatized just now?" ask Pandu later.
This time Pandu also tried to understand Ervita. He knows how Ervita's story has been since the woman worked in her family's Hadinata batik. Pandu also knows for himself, everything that Ervita goes through is like making the woman walk down the valley of tears.
Even with Ervita who felt the fear of being abandoned after she gave herself completely to Pandu. Just to be honest and Ervita sure that Pandu can understand it.
"I will protect you and Indi. We will live happily together. So, were you scared, huh? After I promise, are you still afraid?" ask Pandu.
There's Ervita's head, "I believe in Mas Pandu."
This time Ervita says confidently that she believes in Pandu. So Pandu slightly inched, the man pulled the blanket to cover his second innocent body, the Pandu floor looked at Ervita's face there, wiping away any traces of tears that might have remained on his wife's face.
"I know, there's a lot of life's hardships you're going through. You used to live in a valley of tears. Now, I've found a savanna full of flowers. Let me in your life and Indi. In this life, I do not promise much, but of all the promises I can give you there are two things I promise you the most. First, I will love you always until the end of my life and love Indi of course. Second, I will bring happiness to you. This is a husband's promise to his wife."
Once again, Ervita was touched by the words and promises that Pandu said. Ervita felt that the words were not only a boast, but were the real words of a husband to his wife.
Ervita also splashed in Pandu's arms while still holding the white hotel blanket in front of his chest, holding him back from slumping and falling.
Pandu certainly welcomed Ervita and held her tightly. Then Pandu rubbed Ervita's arm with his palm. Up and down movement, such a gentle elusan.
"Ervi, should I call you Ervi? You don't want me to call the others maybe?" ask Pandu later.
Ervita then smiled, "By Mas Pandu please call me what. For sure anything does not burden Mas Pandu," he replied.
"Yes, if outside and many people I call you Mother. Just like Indi," he said so.
Ervita smiled there, "Yes, Didi's father" Ervita replied amusedly.
"By the way, I was happy when Indi called me Yayah. Indirectly, he chose me to be his father" said Pandu now.
"I was afraid you would object. You know that little kids are so impulsive that sometimes they say uncontrollably. You are still young and called Yayah by my son" he replied.
"Now it is official to be the Yayah for Indi. I'm seneng. I have always loved him, Vi .. even since he was still in your womb" Pandu said this time.
Again presumably Ervita was made stunned by Pandu's confession. Since when did Pandu actually put his taste to her? Why Ervita actually feels more interested to know the story of Pandu perisih beginning the feeling of liking it appears.
As for Pandu, maybe other women will choose a shortcut by aborting the womb. But not for Ervita. Instead Pandu can see how Ervita really works hard to meet the needs of her life and also Indira.