Muara Kasih Single Mother
Hidayah Ramadan the Firhan Family
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Ramadan is also felt by the Firhan and Wati families. Especially now that Wati's gestational age is five months, the woman has a growing stomach. However, Wati was happy because her husband cared so much about her.
Just like today, at the weekend Firhan asked how Wati's condition and asked if he wanted to eat something. Because of pregnancy, and Wati has low blood pressure, so indeed Wati this time does not fast first. However, Wati is a good wife figure, when the weekend and her husband is at home, Wati keeps from eating in front of her husband.
"You don't eat, Yang?" firhan asked his wife.
"You ate sahur, Mas. Later," replied Wati.
Yes, when sahur arrived, Wati also accompanied her husband to eat sahur. Sometimes Wati also accompanies just drinking folic acid-rich pregnancy milk and also eating wheat biscuits.
"You're pregnant, Yang .. so if you eat, eat, eat" Firhan replied.
"Later on, Mas. I'm really not okay, Mom," she replied.
Hearing what Wati said, Firhan nodded his head. Suffered from the thought that if he was not evil to Ervita, he would have been happy maybe with Ervita and Indi. Have experience in caring for pregnant women. However, it was only wishful thinking that was like a mirage, completely unreal. Now, together with Wati, Firhan is reaching for the future.
"If you want something, just say it, honey. I'll buy him. What a problem," Firhan replied.
"You always have been, too, Mom. I want what you always buy. Even not tasty," replied Wati.
Hearing what his wife said, Firhan shook his head. "I don't mind at all, honey," Firhan replied.
Afterwards, Wati asked her husband. "Mas, so Ervita's mother was pregnant alone?"
Honestly, Wati just wanted to ask. Not intended to bring up the past, but Wati also already knew that Indi, is Firhan's son with Ervita. Just ask if Firhan ever saw Ervita when pregnant or how.
"I don't know, honey. As I recall, he came to me at the college, carrying an examination book and the results of his USG photos. Asking me to take responsibility, maybe after seeing the USG photo I will melt, it is not. I did not miss, I refused it. Not admitting her baby. That's how innocent I am, honey."
Firhan told me all and there was also a bitter taste in his heart. Remembering all his sins in the past. Sometimes sins in the past cannot be forgotten. The time when God will reveal all the sins of man. To make man ashamed and also to acknowledge the greatness and power of God. Humans who are only creatures and also often fall into sin. When God reminds us of past sins, it means that God asks us to remember and not do the same.
"So, pregnant by yourself?"
Wati who listened alone became pity and sympathy with Ervita. Didn't expect that the magnitude of Ervita's suffering in the past. However, God was so good because in the eyes of Wati now Ervita has a wise and mature husband and affectionate to Indi. It is not easy for a man to accept child outcomes outside of marriage.
"Pity well, means Mrs Ervi is a strong figure," replied Wati.
"While I'm a depraved figure" Firhan said quickly.
"Not really, Mom. If you don't experience all that, it's impossible that you will experience this kind of conversion. So don't blame yourself. The path God has destined. However, this is the guidance of God when you who were once guilty and now leave everything behind. Trying to be a better person. God showed his guidance. This is Ramadan's life for us."
Instead of blaming Firhan, this was precisely from Firhan's life journey. Wati is a great female figure who keeps motivating Firhan, encouraging Firhan to be able to do what is right. This is Ramadan for them.
"Is that right?" ask Firhan.
"Yes, God forgives sins of the past, present, and future. When His servant repents, the door of forgiveness opens wide. That is the omnipotence of God" replied Wati.
Such a shady speech from the figure of Wati. His wife's words are like an oasis in the desert. He is like a traveler who travels the sand, finds an oasis and soothes his thirst. For a man as fraught as he is, God gives a companion who can guide him.
"I'm really sorry to you too, Yang. I promise to be a better person. May this Ramadan perfect my faith, take away my guilt and sin. God willing," Firhan replied.
On one side Wati then nodded her head. "Yes, Mas. His direction comes down upon us. Including this baby. Later Mas Firhan will learn again to be a father figure," replied Wati.
"Hopefully yes, dear. Help and accompany me too, dear," replied Firhan.
"Goddessa. I'll try my best too, Mom. Complement each other. May there be many blessings and barokah for us, Mas" replied Wati.
Firhan nodded his head. "really. Hope so. So, how do you want to buy non-food?" ask Firhan now.
"No need, Mas. Later if before breaking time buy me Ice Fruit yes, Mas. Behind the campus looks good ice. There is Indian Watermelon ice as well. Sometimes I want that anyway," replied Ervita.
"Come, I'll buy it. For you. To Bumil," Firhan replied.
There are times when Allah showed mercy and guidance through sin in the past. Expecting His servants to learn, no longer doing wrong. Finding wrong repentance and acknowledging the greatness of God. For those who would respond to God's guidance, the door of forgiveness will be opened wide. Especially in the holy month of Ramadan, all sins will be forgiven and forgiven. Allah also provides abundant reward for His servants. Therefore, make this moment to draw closer to Allah Swt. The Great and Holy of God.