Loving My Husband's Son
Complicated

PoV Nilam

After having so much fun with Alex at the club, I went home and it was late at night. So I went to Leon's room just to check on my little baby. Leon was sleeping well. So I gave a soft kiss on her cheek and walked slowly out of her room so as not to wake her up.

I was about to walk up to my room when Alex called me. But I couldn't answer his call because Aldi suddenly showed up. My phone almost broke when I dropped it on the floor in shock at Aldi's presence.

"I'll only ask you once where you went?"

I thought at first to give him an explanation, wherever I went. But then an idea flashed through my mind that I had no reason to give him an explanation. He always treated me badly and not just once. He never even believed in anything I said, so I thought to what I should give him an explanation of my life for.

I ignored his question and took my phone on the floor and was about to leave because I didn't want to have another fight with him in the middle of the night like this. But I didn't expect that when I was about to open the door, the crazy man almost clamped my finger on the door.

"Bahhh! Have you gone crazy? You almost clamped my fingers on the door." My speech.

Of course the crazy man didn't care and instead pushed me to hold me back. But this time I don't want to let him bully me anymore. Whynot? I wanted to show her that I was not a weak woman who could always be treated badly.

I didn't keep any of that in mind because I pulled her straight towards me by pulling the collar off her clothes and keeping us so close that our lips were only a few inches away.

"And you and everyone know that I hate being ruled by others the most. So stop being arrogant with me. You know that I married your Papa and not you. So you don't have the authority to rule my life. Didn't you say it yourself a few days ago? I am your Mama now and you are my son. So keep your distance from me because you're not my lover."

After that, when I looked into his eyes, I did not show the slightest fear. But I left a dominant expression filled with anger after giving a warning to him. I took off the collar of his clothes and waved my hair towards his face and left him without the slightest fear. But honestly I was a little surprised myself because I was able to do that to him.

If someone were to ask me where I got that courage from, I would just say this was the other part of me that was affected by alcohol. I am still conscious at the moment.

I walked towards the bathroom and undressed the clothes I used one by one that Alex gave me. I took a long shower and rubbed my body from the smell of those jerks who couldn't stop touching me at the club.

After spending all the time in the bathroom, practice wearing white bathing suits and walking out to sleep. I didn't expect that I would see her again when she seemed busy holding my phone.

"What are you doing with my phone?"

I wasted no time taking my phone from her. But he wouldn't just give me that. However the way he looked at me was really scary and the same as when I saw him in front of my room earlier.

"Who's Alex?"

"What?" I was surprised because I didn't remember talking about Alex to him and why he looked at me that way.

"Tell me who is Alex?" Say again.

"That's none of your business. So now get out of my room." Saying to him.

"I won't leave until you tell me who Alex is. Is he someone you love? So my Papa and I aren't one of those guys who touched your body and are now growing up with that guy named Alex again?"

It was so cruel and so painful that she said it to me because she always thought that I was a cheap woman. A woman who is ready to sell her body to all the men she meets. A woman who has no value or even her self-worth. I want to explain everything to him. But now I was so hurt and annoyed to even see his presence before me.

"Is that what you think of me?" My speech.

"Others I can expect from you? You surprise me with your behavior that's seen every day of your life." The reply.

"alright. Just believe what you're thinking and now get out of my room." My speech.

"Nilam you...."

But he didn't even move a bit and I walked towards the door and opened it for him.

"Now come out of my room." I said as I stood at the door.

I did not look at him and waited for him to leave and as I expected, he walked closer to me. But he didn't do anything as I thought. I thought he was leaving, but he pulled me away from the door and closed it behind me and pushed me towards the door.

"Kaa.... You... a.... What are you doing? I told you to..."

Lips closed. My lips have now been covered by it and I can't even react to anything. He kissed me very passionately, taking control over my entire body. He kissed me until my lips hurt. Then he bit me more and it hurt a lot. But I did not complain in the slightest and she smiled touching the wound on my lips. Then he came closer to my ear and whispered in his cruel voice.

"You can have all the men you want in this world. But none of them can make you feel the pleasure I always give you. There's none."

He whispered so softly and I could hear his breath in my ear. I try to reject all of that. But my heart says what he says is true. She was not wrong at all because I would never feel what I felt with her with anyone else. I couldn't feel it with anyone else because he was the first person to do it to me and the only person to ever touch me. But I assure you that he won't believe me if I tell him that.

"Suck!" My speech.

But he won't listen to me because he's not there to hear me swear himself.

My phone rang and I didn't realize that I picked up the phone because it was still in my hand and when I saw it, it was Aldi.

"Hello..."

"Ohhhhh!!!"

Hearing that voice, I almost dropped my phone. But the sound of screaming changed my feelings, too.

"Oh my God, the sexy voice I heard was amazing. Is that your husband's voice because I'm totally crazy about his voice." Said Alex.

'My husband?'

I think Alex thought about Aldi because he was the last person to touch my phone and I wish I could proudly say that he was my husband. But no, he's not my husband and probably never will be my husband.

"No Alex, it's my stepdaughter." My speech.

"What's? I think he is..."

"No. Aldi is not who you think he is. Aldi is not my husband." My speech.

It's possible that he's still my lover, my friend and maybe my current husband, if all these incidents never happened to me.

"It's so complicated and I really can't wait to hear it all. So let's talk about this tomorrow, okay." Said Alex.

"All right...." Reply me.

Tut. tut's...

I ended the call and sat on the floor hugging my knees, trying to think of something else. But will it be possible for me to do it?

Seriate....