Loving My Husband's Son
Patchouli Feelings

PoV Nilam

After our lunch was over, where I managed to pick up Aldi's meatballs, I felt so happy to get out of the cafeteria with Lila who looked so busy with her phone. I don't know what he saw on his phone.

"You look so happy." Said Lila whose gaze was not separated from the screen of her phone and I could only smile at her.

"Yes, because I got 2 bowls of my favorite food today." Reply me.

"Are you really happy because of that or because you got your favorite food from Aldi?" Lila.

"What do you mean by saying that?" I asked Lila to stop playing her phone and look at me.

"Listen Nilam! It's as clear as mineral water that your relationship with Aldi is very close and you both seem so intimate." Say Lila again.

"Of course it's because I'm her fake lover. So of course we have to seem so close and intimate in order to show our relationship to others." My speech.

Lila looked to take a long breath.

"Are you too stupid or are you really serious about thinking that this is all a game you can play?" Lila.

"......"

"Maybe you're just trying to run from reality. Stop saying that you are trying to convince others. The only person you're trying to convince is yourself." Lila said to me.

"As far as you are. I have to go to my science class. I'll see you later. Maybe after that you should realize how you really feel about Aldi?" Say Lila again.

My feelings for Aldi are not something I should realize. I've had enough time these past few weeks to realize how I feel about him. It is not a temporary hatred, appreciation or admiration. I felt more than that for him. It was all just me trying to run away from that feeling.

I was always happy and comfortable with him. But I was afraid that this feeling would only hurt me. We both really come from two different worlds and she might not take a relationship so seriously as I do. I was afraid that if I gave myself a chance to feel this way, I would be the one to get hurt and I wouldn't want to feel the heartbreak because I wasn't sure if I could get through it.

I spent the whole day thinking about what Lila told me.

In the end, college time was over. I stared at the watch in my hand and it was almost time for me to do martial arts with Aldi.

From the moment I was attacked in the ladies' room by Sinta and her friends, Aldi kept forcing me to teach me some fighting skills. I honestly don't really like what this lesson calls. But he always insisted that I should attend. Even if I had to run and hide to not attend the practice, he would definitely always pull me out of my hiding hole.

I sighed and walked normally out of the classroom. But then I stopped when Deni called me. Deni is my classmate. We don't really know each other very well. But I want to be polite to him. I stood up and began to listen to his words and omit him after hearing him say the word love to me.ika Aldi listened to him say this Aldi would definitely beat this poor Louis.

3 weeks ago he beat up a guy from another class because he sent me a love letter and he beat another guy two days later because he was holding my hand. Fortunately Aldi wasn't here to listen to Dani's love for me.

I was about to answer the word of love spoken by Dani as I listened to some rumors that there was a fight there. At first I didn't pay attention to everything. But the moment when they say Aldi who beat some men because they do not appreciate his lover.

I quickly left Dani and ran towards where the quarrel was and it was true that Aldi was beating some men and he could have even killed them.

Seriate....