Loving My Husband's Son
Need Explanation

PoV Nilam

When I entered Aldi's room to put the food requested by Mr. Erfandi, Aldi was not in his room. I was relieved, but I listened to the sound of water from the bathroom so I thought that Aldi might be in the bathroom to clean his body. It was a good opportunity for me to leave before she got out of the bathroom and saw me being there.

I know Mr. Erfandi has high expectations hoping that I might be able to get close to his son. But after what we've been through in the past and with our relationship, I'm afraid that there's no way we can get close to each other again.

I put the pudding I made for Aldi on the table and prepared to open the door and leave immediately.

"What are you doing here?"

Aldi's voice rang out from behind me and I instantly froze in my standing position. I felt like running away, but my mind just turned around. I can't say a word broken.

After a moment of silence, Aldi also said nothing. I finally started talking.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bother you any longer. I'll leave as soon as I can." I said and tried to open the door so I could get away from him.

But Aldi's muscular hand shut the door, making me unable to leave the room.

"I'm sorry, sorry, and sorry.... You said the same thing 3 years ago when you decided to break off our relationship and marry the old man. I need an explanation from you Nilam Yuniarta Widuri." Said Aldi to me.

Of course I understand that he needs an explanation from me. Who does not need an explanation when his lover or someone who is already like his family or more appropriate is his fiancee, suddenly chose to break up with him and was suddenly found married to his own Board.

"Nilam Yuniarta Widuri, you know very well what I hate the most. So don't make me lose my patience."

I heard him screaming and my back was frozen. How could I forget what Aldi Erfandi hated the most. He of course hated being ignored and right now with my back facing him and kept silent in every question asked, it meant that I was ignoring him.

I sighed with no other choice but to turn to look at him and damn it, Aldi showed me with a figure of himself that only used a towel on his waist. Her chest that field was seen very clearly with her sixpack stomach. His hair and body still had water pouring out because he had just finished bathing.

I'm not a pervert, but I can't deny that her body looks so sexy and I can't take my eyes off her body.

"Whatis that? Do you like what you see now?" Said Aldi with a grin and it made me realize.

I swear to myself the fan asked me how long have I kept staring at her body? How long have I admired his body?

I couldn't say anything, but I immediately turned my face away and pretended not to understand what he meant.

"I don't understand what you're talking about. But you should have worn your clothes first. You might get cold and even flu and it's not good to talk under such conditions." I said to Aldi.

"Well..." I'm confused.

"Are you afraid of losing your control and falling into my arms? I'll understand that gesture from you." Said Aldi and drew closer to my ear.

But I didn't move a bit. I just froze in my position since then.

"I'll understand because after all I was the one who did it the first time with you. I'm the first guy to tease you who feels your body." Said Aldi whispering in my ear again.

I have to admit that he was right. He was the first person to do that with me. But he said it in a mocking tone, as if the day I lost my chastity was just a game to him and I should be ashamed of myself. There was not a single day that I went through regretting that day. But that remark from him hurt me. I pushed him to make there a gap between us.

"I remember that day clearly, but please respect me and stay away from me a little bit, when you talk about it." I said to Aldi.

"Reward you? Huh! Do you actually think the same thing when you crawled on my Papa's bed and opened your legs for him? Which other man did you flirt with in your bed like a woman***** on the outside there?"

The next second a slap sound was heard in Aldi's room. Yes, I slapped him because I couldn't hold myself back for what he said, because everything was too late.

"It's enough Aldi. I agree that I did hurt you for breaking up with you to marry your Papa. But you've gone too far." My speech.

Then I ran out of Aldi's room. He let me go without arguing again. Maybe he feels guilty or too distracted to say anything or react to me. I really can't say anything, though, but my tears kept falling until I arrived in my room where I immediately dropped myself on a large bed and cried with pain in my chest.

I kept crying when two little hands touched my body. I lifted my head and saw my son looking at me with his eyes looking sweet. I felt that he had a lot of things he wanted to say to me, but he didn't know how to say it.

He could have walked but he decided to crawl towards me and wipe my tears.

"Thank you my dear, Mama's fine." I said to him so he could feel relieved, but he didn't look relieved. She hugged me right away, she was probably very small but she had a mature soul compared to other babies her age. Even though he's only 2 years old.

"Thank you dear. Mom needs this a lot." My speech.

I hugged her very tightly and let her scent calm me down, then I hugged my little baby back to sleep. But I know that tomorrow will be even harder.

Days like this will happen again. But am I ready to face it all?

Seriate...