Level Up! Martial Technique
Regrets of a Reincarnator [10]

“It seems that all this is too much for you... huh?” said Yi Wei in a small voice.

Yu Jian did not answer him directly. As usual Yu Jian turned his gaze away from Yi Wei as Yi Wei asked sensitive things related to his past.

“In the end... Have you decided to tell me or keep harboring it until the end, Yu Jian?” asked Yi Wei.

Yu Jian was aware that one day he would have to choose to tell Yi Wei or remain silent. As he glanced at Yi Wei everything seemed to stop, next to Yi Wei he looked at her with a sharp look.

“So did you decide to run again?” ask that figure.

“I... Don't know.” reply Yu Jian.

The figure looked irritated and moved closer to Yu Jian aggressively. If it was a real condition then that figure had already pushed Yi Wei to a fall. Then the figure grabbed onto Yu Jian's shirt towards him very strongly.

“Run! Run Run! Your talent is just running away from trouble! You've been given a second chance to live your life well! Not like me!”

“Ta-But I feel my life is very good at the moment. Having parents who have always been there for me, unlike in my previous life. People also know me for bringing change in this world.”

The figure did not answer Yu Jian's words. He just kept silent while staring at the ceiling of the room. Whether what kind of expression he had at the moment, he then removed his grasp from Yu Jian's clothes and turned around.

“I thought I couldn't. A request from me, would you grant it?” the figure did not turn.

“A-What is it?”

“Yi Wei, at least for her. I want you to tell Yi Wei about your past. No matter what kind of flashback, even when you can't breathe you have to keep telling her. You can?”

“Yi Wei? Why should I tell him?”

The figure turned around, his body slowly fading away like dust. His entire leg had already disappeared and slowly the upper part of his body had also disappeared.

“Because I can't, then let someone else try it. My feeling is that Yi Wei can solve it. Let's just say this is the last try, if it still doesn't work then live as you please. But if you want to tell Yi Wei.”.

The figure had disappeared completely and left a heavy request for Yu Jian. Even so Yu Jian remained hopeful in his heart. Everything around him was back to normal and Yi Wei seemed to be tilting her head in confusion.

It's not like I want to go back to the martial world, but at least I want to relieve my heart.

Yu Jian stared at Yi Wei as he shifted his body and hinted at Yi Wei with his hands to sit on his bed. Yi Wei who saw that approached and sat on Yu Jian's bed.

“Ya my poison Qi is being harmless for now so..” Yi Wei said as she sat down.

Even so Yu Jian did not directly speak just like that. His mouth was so silenced that he could not speak at all. At this point Yu Jian realized his determination was not enough for him to escape the darkness that perched in his life.

“Tell me of the easy thing, you also do not need to rush, I'm not going anywhere.” Yi Wei clasped Yu Jian's hand.

I have to take everything out.

Yu Jian told me about his past from the beginning. Starting from how his ordinary life until he became a awakener. But his life did not get better and was even more tormented because of his oppression as a weak awakener without useful skills and then died.

He continued his story again so that in this world. How he was born into an ordinary yet caring family. Becoming a semi-top-level martial arts expert by learning two martial techniques then the incident he experienced when he was 8 years old. Lonely in guilt from then on and intent on redeeming her by advancing her village with the idea she brought from her world.

Yi Wei only heard what Yu Jian said without intruding on him at all. Nor did he let go of his hand at all since he grasped Yu Jian's hand. Yi Wei was like listening to a fairy tale or a story from a drunken person because it was unbelievable.

It was then that Yi Wei realized that while telling the story Yu Jian shed his tears and realized that Yu Jian was not making up. Yu Jian himself seemed to be unaware that he was currently crying.

“Returned I tried again, but every time I tried it I always got a shadow of the friends I killed. They continue to hurt and blame me. Keep repeating!And until I go crazy! Teru-”

Yu Jian's talk was interrupted because Yi Wei pulled Yu Jian closer. He hugged her carefully like he was hugging an object that would be destroyed if he added a little energy.

“Yu Jian, are you sorry?”

Yu Jian merely nodded his head in Yi Wei's embrace. Yi Wei stroked Yu Jian's hair while trying to calm him down.

“You've made it up, haven't you? Apologize and advance your village to what it is today. If I may know what the response from the parents of your friends is?”

“They forgive me, they say it's not my fault and they're the ones who give me too much hope. But still..” said Yu Jian slowly.

“Good then. Indeed if from what I heard they put too much hope in you. I don't mean to blame them, it's just a semi-top martial artist at 8? Did you know that people who are in position ‘11 Under Heaven’ even though no one reaches that stage at a young age. All that there is a process and 8-year-old child should not go through that process.”

Yi Wei realized the weight of life as Yu Jian. Living in the hopes of those around him and when he fell he was filled with guilt and. No one gave her any hope of lifting her out of the abyss that brought her down.

“It's okay to feel guilty. No matter if you decide to run, sometimes running can also solve the problem. But in the end you have to come back, not for your dead friends. But to your friends who are in your memory. Everyone has forgiven you including your dead friend, but how long will you let your living friends in your memory continue to feel such pain?”

Upon hearing those words Yu Jian recalled that the parents of his friends said at the last moment they did not blame me. Even so Yu Jian continued to wound himself with guilt and imagined his friends in pain in his mind.

“You are right, those who have died have forgiven me. Until when will I let those who live in my memory continue to feel pain. If they could-can not calm down on the night there” Yu Jian came out of Yi Wei's embrace.

“Thank you, Yi Wei.” said Yu Jian again.

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Martial

The martial realm was divided into three stages namely the early stage (beginner, intermediate, and upper), the Qi stage (master and grandmaster), as well as the Advanced Qi stage (Saint and Heaven). To obtain the title at the beginner stage (top), Qi, and Qi Advance one needs to learn 3 techniques related to the realm one is willing to achieve.