Kirana
Chapter 32. Because of Him

The Star's mind is erratic, just because of one message from its past.

Where is he now? How's things? That question now comes to mind in the stars.

The star sitting in the garden calmed his heart.

Staring at the millions of stars adorning the sky, there were flashes of memory about him.

The star then looked at the perfectly round Moon, suddenly he remembered Kirana. Her guilt appeared to tear apart her memories of him.

"Enough, she's just the past, Kirana is the present. The woman I chose to accompany me for the rest of my life." The stars reminded themselves.

The star got up and stepped into the room. At the open door of the room, a dim light greeted him. Kirana is asleep. Slowly close the door.

The star then stepped slowly not wanting to wake his wife. He sat on the bed, by Kirana's side.

The stars watched Kirana. "Sorry Kirana," he murmured softly.

Kirana had not fallen asleep, she heard the words of the Star.

"I remember it for a moment and miss it, but rest easy I stay true to you. You're my woman of choice. Gradually, he would have left this heart. Change yourself, who is always beside me." The stars are back.

Slowly the Star brought her face closer to Kirana's face and kissed her forehead. He then got up and moved to the other side and laid himself beside Kirana.

The star tilted its body, turning its back towards Kirana. His eyes began to close. While Kirana opened her eyes, she stared at the back of the Star.

"Who is he, A?" inner Kirana

"Should there be him when I start to open my heart to you?" ask interior.

Kirana continued to mutter in her heart. What should he do now? Should he leave before this sense gets firmly rooted in his heart, or does he struggle to hold on to his own?

What if after a struggle, the one who fought chose to leave? Kirana's mind continued to wander thinking of all possibilities.

Did not feel his eyes began to shut, until the dream mengbuunya in deep sleep.

***

This morning Aurora felt a slightly different aura at the dining table. Whether it's just his feelings or indeed this newlywed couple is doing a silent action.

They don't look at each other or talk. It feels weird after last night they look romantic.

"Khem, Star. How does Kirana cook what do you like?" aurora asked trying to get them to talk to each other.

"Like." The stars answered him briefly. Aurora pouted, this child really pissed her off.

"Kirana, you are so beautiful today. Your aura is different, isn't it a star?" Aurora was still trying to melt the atmosphere.

"Yes." Yeah." The star answered him without looking at Kirana or Aurora.

Kirana was just silent, nor was she staring towards the Stars. Kirana just smiled at Aurora.

Aurora failed to get them to talk to each other. He looked at Kirana, later he would ask Kirana.

The galaxy was watching them, and she felt something had happened. Whereas in the past when he became a newlywed, he was always friendly and indulgent with his wife, always wanted to be alone. Unlike the new Star how many days it has been silent.

Let it be, it's their business, later if tomorrow still continues then he will talk to the Stars.

Everyone finished breakfast. "Well, Pah Kirana's leaving first." Kirana kisses the hand of Aurora and the Galaxy.

"Yes, baby be careful and remember not to be too tired also do not lift heavy. Let your grandson be."

Aurora's words made the Star's movements pause for a moment. He got up and kissed the hands of the Galaxy and Aurora.

The star steps ahead of Kirana towards her car, she makes a door for Kirana and runs to the other side, then the Star gets into the car.

Kirana closes her car door and wears a seatbelt. The star started driving his car to Orion's house.

The star stopped at Kirana's place yesterday asking to be taken down. Kirana understood that she was down at that place. "Thank you." The first word that came out of Kirana's lips this morning.

Then he closed the door. The star looked at the closed door and Kirana was walking.

He then runs his car leaving Kirana alone down the highway to the office.

Like yesterday, he was reunited with the Great who stopped by his side. Without many words Kirana immediately climbed onto the Agung motorbike, before Agung said a word.

Although confused, Agung runs his motorbike to the office where they work.

The star sees them coming down from the motorbike and walking in tandem into the office. However, he was silent and impressed not to care. The stars passed them.

Agung saw his superior pass by directly slightly bowing and smiling a sign of respect to the Stars. Kirana reflexes following Agung. "Good morning, sir."

The star just nodded its head and continued walking. His face was flat not smiling.

"Kirana, we'll have lunch together. Can you, huh? Please just once, this might be our last lunch together." I wish Kirana would have lunch with him.

Kirana doesn't feel good always rejecting Agung. He also nodded. Great was so happy, he smiled widely.

"Thank you Kirana, I'm so happy. Okay, I'll go to the room first. Happy work, see you later, yeah." Agung parted ways with Kirana in the lobby.

"Why is my life so complicated?" Kirana. He immediately went to the OG room.

***

The stars are in his room. His heart was upset after the rice when Kirana was bathing, he got a message again.

The star pulled out his phone from the bag. He reread the message he received.

I'm sorry, Star.

That's all, that's how short the message was. However, the effect is profound.

His determination forgot him, it was broken because the woman was still in his heart. His mind was messed up, his heart was not careless. Which one should he choose? It can't be both.

The star put his phone on the table, put away his personal problems first, now he has to work.

"Sir, this is a file that needs to be checked and signed." Billy put a stack of files on the table.

"yes." yeah."

Billy then stepped out. "Billy!" Stars called.

"Yes, sir."

"You, if you had to choose which past or future would you choose?"

"I will choose the future. The past is definitely not my future. He's already passed." Although confused by the Star's question, Billy still answered it.

"Oh, yeah."

"Yes, sir, I will not let the past ruin my future. Enough in the past he fucked up my life. If I let it go, then forever I won't have a future."

"Okay, thank you Billy."

"Yes, Sir. Excuse me." Billy out of the room.

Billy's words touched his heart. Billy's right, but it's hard for him to forget the past.

May she not meet him, and make his heart waver.

The star remembered Kirana, she had not yet punished her wife for riding a motorcycle together with another man.

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