I Think, I Love You
Fragile

Shania placed a large bouquet of flowers on a beautiful, manicured granite marble headstone, an upscale burial place that looked like an open green flower garden, as the name implies, Garden Heaven is very beautiful.

Shania's eyes were fixed on the picture of the man on the headstone, wearing a long shirt and holding a stethoscope, in the photo she smiled, a soothing smile that would not fade with time.

Seeing her Shania was smiling, smiling with faint glint in her eyes.

"Papa, happy birthday" he said slowly, his hand gently rubbing the photo.

"I miss.." he said.

Shania turned to the tomb next to her, there was a photo of her mother smiling in a knee-length dress wrapped in her smooth body, Shania smilingly rubbing it with a sad look.

"Why don't you guys ask me to come with you? I'm lonely here"

A collection of memories flashed through his mind, when his mother's father was about to leave for Singapore, his father asked what he wanted to do, Shania asked for a Chocolate Merlion, The typical lion's hand is made of round-shaped chocolate and a box as big as a marble and it turns out that the order never reached Shania

Memory then began to ring back in his mind, how Shania so much love from his family, father and mother, simple happiness but touched the bottom of his heart.

At that time he was 12 years old he had to receive news that his parents had a plane crash they were riding when going back to Indonesia. Shania must know the word loss when she was young. However, it is grateful that Shania lives with a housekeeper of her very loyal parents.

Mirna, he acts as a life support for Shania, when Shania was a child she took care of him very carefully to protect Shania whom she considers her fragile little sister.

It's his duty to take care of Shania even though he actually does not get a salary anymore, but from the bottom of his heart he sincerely does everything, financing the life of Shania and herself from the savings he collected so far.

Until 4 years later, Mirna followed the parents of Shania because of a deadly disease of cancer that gnawed her body for the last 2 years. again Shania must feel the loss, and she has to, this time he was completely alone.

Tears that had soared in her eyes fell on her cheeks, Shania cried in silence, recalling her life that had changed a lot since losing her loved ones.

Shania turned into a person who was silent and stiff, feeling shy and did not want to bother others too far embedded in his mind, especially in the Tom Family who had been a support for him all this time, it accommodated and financed the entire life of Shania one year after Mirna's departure. Although Tom's family is his parents' friends and colleagues, but he still feels awkward until the age of 17 years old Shania decided to move and work to meet the needs of her own life, but she still felt sad, with all kinds of scenarios passed, he was finally able to return to Jakarta the city where he was born.

For Shania no one can love her more than her family, not even her lover Tom. This black haired girl realized the meaning, how Tom's attitude lately is often disappointing.

"Ma, Pa I want to come with you" she said with a voice stuck in her throat, her eyes dewy again. Both his shoulders and hands trembled wanting to feel like he was crying loudly, maybe his parents were in heaven to hear and come to meet him who was already very fragile. But back again, he could only cry without a sound holding back all the tightness in his chest.

Until Shania can feel...

Warmth spread across his body, both big hands flanking his belly, Jeremy hugging him from behind leaning his head against Shania's trembling shoulders.

The man had been there since, observing Shania in silence, standing guard at the corner of the park with sunglasses perched on his nose, according to him, Shania needed time alone. Not indifferent, it's just that he does not want to be a pretentious person to understand the feelings of Shania, his parents are still complete, even he does not know what it's like to lose parents, he is afraid that later it will hurt the feelings of Shania.

"I miss you guys" she continued to speak in a hoarse voice.

And Jeremy hugged Shania's body even more. Until she turns over Shania to face him, and takes Shania in an embrace on the chest of her field by stroking her hair.

"Crying Shan.." said Jeremy slowly, Shania shook her head slowly but her breathing was irregular as she tried to hold back the crying.

"Just get everything out, there's no need to hold. I'm right here"

Shania was pungent, the tightness she had been holding was overflowing

So he spilled it there, the pain that he had been alone, he just spilled it. Let for now a Jeremy know his fragility even if it's not Tom's girlfriend.

Jeremy can feel how fragile a Shania Anggara is, so desperate and devastated. The woman who had been his closest friend, even he did not know something like this before, Shania whom he knew was very sweet and wise, he did not cry easily.

Shania continued to cry deafeningly, Jeremy just silently rubbed gently on Shania's back slowly, clutching her as if giving strength to Shania.

After a long time, Shania stopped crying she just let out a small ring sign of crying out. Jeremy lets go of the embrace, looking at that dimming beautiful eyeball, seeing how shattered and confused Shania is.

Jeremy rubs gently on Shania's cheeks, removes a trail of tears wetting her cheeks, then tidies the child with sweat around Shania's forehead.

"Is it better?" jeremy asked, Shania nodded slowly.

"Sorry..!" Lirih Shania looked down, a little unpleasant because she got out of control crying which certainly troublesome Jeremy.

Jeremy just chuckled softly in response, he rubbed the top of Shania's head in a daze, making Shania smile.

"You going home now?" jeremy asks and is taken in by Shania.

They walked hand in hand towards the cemetery gate, through various kinds of flower decorations and beautiful garden decorations. The wind blew as if carrying the suffering of Shania away also floated with the wind.

Shania smiled heavily with her puffy eyes, she turned to Jeremy with a slight look up, as the man was quite tall when compared to her.

"Jer..thank you for accompanying me to get here" he said slowly.

"Hmmmm.." Just a slow deheman coming out of Jeremy's mouth,

"I'm a lot of trouble for you" he continued with a downcast face.

"You don't bother me if you treat me" she replied, chuckling softly, that answer was what Jeremy always gave her when Shania began to speak seriously to him about his displeasure.

Shania smiled. Their twilight, showing the sky with an orange hue.

Shania and Jeremy return to the hotel.Tomorrow they will visit Tom's house before returning to Jakarta.

"Jer, I have to buy some clothes to wear tonight" Shania opened her mouth as she passed by the street-side clothing store.

"Just wear a hotel suit" Jeremy replied.

"I didn't bring any clothes yesterday, there's no way I'm wearing a hotel shirt tomorrow to Tom's parents' house" she said, a little upset.

"Let's stop here, all I buy you a meal, besides you haven't had time to change a new phone right so Let's go buy it here" he asked. Shania then pointed to the shopping center as well as seducing Jeremy.

Hmmmm

When entering the shopping center, Jeremy's eyes narrowed to see someone in the corner of a famous bag brand outlet... Tom's? yes it was Tom... with a woman in a short dress was choosing a bag, and why join hands?

"Come on.. Jer. you're a budeg ya.." sergeant Shania from the front because Jeremy was left a few steps behind.

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