I Think, I Love You
Shania is destroyed

Shania sat on the beach chair that had been provided, her face was very unfriendly. He felt that Jere was really working on him, taking him to the beach, and then? leaving Shania alone, while she was busy with her work, it was better for her to sleep until this afternoon.

"Why bother to bring me here, even give me a day off, freak" his mouth kicked in the sand with his feet.

"Now, drink" Jeremy arrived with a can of fresh drink in his hand, his clothes had already changed, just as they had originally set off.

Shania took the drink, opened it, then drank it. Then threw the empty can on Jeremy hit his chest, until the one who had complained of pain.

"What Happened?" tanyanya.

"You're crazy, bringing me here is just a mosquito between your busy lives, waiting unclear. Sampe has to get me out of the office, what kind of vacation is this?"

"Shan, you can enjoy this beautiful scenery yourself. What's to do with me? running around? hand in hand? the romance?" The question rises and falls while the eyebrows tease Shania.

"That's not the concept. I said from the beginning I didn't want to. But you maksa, until the holidays all. Yes I'm coming, until here it turns out to be on pecans"

Jeremy scratches his head, Actually he intends to give Shania time to be able to enjoy her solitude, maybe she is tired because of work. Jeremy saw Shania was very fragile, so he was touched to help her even further, but it seems the way is not right. Shania is not happy, even more bete like this.

"Shan, aren't you delirious anymore?" jeremy asked later, turning the topic around if he couldn't answer Shania's words.

"No, I'm good"

"Sayangg-----"

And.... Yes, Yura comes with her two friends, out of nowhere Shania and Jeremy don't know, she comes up to Jeremy, then as usual, embraces and kisses Jeremy on the cheek, but this time there's a difference, Jere didn't return the kiss.

"Jer, I know you're here. The result is good, and the brand has been acquired by papa company"

"Then what does this have to do with you?" jeremy asked flatly, impressed not to expect Yura's presence.

"Because this is the beach and I happen to be free, so we are triple date" he said sumringah while pointing to two men who had been waiting on the beach, maybe it was for these two friends.

Shania cleared her throat, her face getting irritated looking at Jeremy. Making sure he would never accompany Jeremy again if it had to be like this, he picked up the bag and left without saying anything.

"Shannn......!!" Jeremy called out to Shania, but she didn't care about him.

"Yura, I have to talk to Shania to get her home first" Jere told Yura, then ran after Shania all over the beach, walking fast, passing through the crowd of people on vacation today.

"Shannn. wait.., I drive you home" Jeremy manages to chase after Shania, blocking and stretching out his arms.

But Shania looked at him lazily, she brushed Jeremy's hand off and just passed him with wide strides.

"Shann... Just use my car if you don't want to be escorted" Shania doesn't care, "arghh that kid" Jeremy said.

Shania grumbled in silence, Angry? obviously he was very angry. But what is angry for? Yura is also her boyfriend Jeremy, and aishhh Jeremy is the one who pisses her off.

Until he was stunned..

Her eyes caught an unusual sight on a chair, just below the shady trees on the shore.

Sitting, hugging and the man hugged his woman very tightly, very close as if clutching each other as if he did not want to escape.

Thomas Rahardja

The man was there, hugging the woman who knows who, kissing her forehead and clutching so tightly as if afraid of loss.

Forgetting another figure whose status is her lover, Shania...

Shania walked over, making sure once again what she saw was not wrong.

"Sh-shanian..." Tom gasped, reflexively letting go of his embrace when he saw Shania standing before him. And behind the woman had stood Jeremy breathlessly chasing after Shania.

"Why are you here?" tom asked nervously, and Shania frowned.

"Comused. Then, what are you doing here?" Shania asked back, though,

Tom cursed, he should not have come here, while he knew the beach was a place that Shania wanted so much for them to come, Even he had twice canceled the promise of going on vacation here.

"So, is there something you want to explain?" shania asked calmly with a dim view, She was very disappointed to see the appearance, but her little heart could still tolerate to hear Tom's explanation as much as her love...

Shania's round eyes peeked at the female figure behind Tom, long and black hair, plump eyelashes, She just looked down. Tom followed Shania's gaze, took a deep breath and grabbed the woman's hand to stand beside him.

Tom clasped the woman's hand, stroking her as if making sure everything was going to be okay.

They took a few steps forward, approaching Shania standing up.

"He's Stella, He's....... " Tom took his breath back, gathering energy to reveal the sentence he was about to say

"She..my lover"

And Shania she felt her world crumble right then and there, crumbling and crumbling in the smashing sentences she had just heard.

But...

Once again, against the logic of his mind, he was still looking for lies from the glare of Tom's eyes, but all he could see was a flash of love from his eyes. The love.. Stella´s.. Eyelashes that Shania never saw when Tom looked at her.

Shania nodded stiffly, she swallowed her coarse saliva then moved both of her lips

"Since when?"

"One year" said Thomas looking at Shania seriously, he was ready with all kinds of possibilities that would happen later.

Shania's shoulders trembled and she wanted to cry right then and there, her heart screaming.The doubts that had always been on her mind were evident at this moment. Thomas Rahardja, the man he had trusted so much with all his heart, now let him down to the deepest trough of hearts, ravaging the love he had so far preserved.

But Shania is not a weak woman, she does not slap or curse and swore at Tom or Stella. He also did not cry roaring to ask Tom to leave Stella and return to her, Shania just kept quiet, rubbed her eyes that felt sore and then sighed deeply.

"Well, yeah..." Tom is surprised to hear Shania's calm response, he has set his chest and is ready to receive blows and physical attacks that Shania might do.

Shania approaches Stella, taking off the silver pendant hanging from her neck, the object she received from Tom while celebrating Shania's birthday two years ago,

Gave the object into the hands of the woman whom Tom recognized as his lover.

"For you, I think you're more entitled to wear it"

And Stella was silent, the words she wanted to say as if stuck in the throat when she saw Shania smiling sincerely at him with slightly dewy eyes. His chest rumbled, I don't know, he couldn't say anything.

Shania took a few steps back, this time she looked at Tom who was also looking at her with a regretful look.

"Shann... I have an explanation, listen-----"

"Not now Tom, you can explain next time, he's not okay, you can calm him down first"

After that Shania passed, walking without any intention of turning her head. He didn't want to see anything else, his chest was tight and he didn't want to show his pitiful self to Tom, no, he didn't want to be pitied again.

Tom was about to catch up, but Jeremy held his shoulder with a sharp look. Without saying a word, Jeremy raised his fist against Tom's face, he then ran after Shania leaving Tom on the sand.

"Shann..---"

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...Very hearty, huaa😭😭 exactly like the author's story, a little vent wkwk...