I Think, I Love You
Cry out

Shania set foot onto the beach bridge that extends to the middle of the sea, a place that was quite far from the incident that broke her heart earlier.

Not many people here, deserted. He sat at the end of the bridge, staring at the waves slowly approaching. And on it, the sun shines dimly, as if to accompany the heart's heartache. Shania was sick, very sick but she didn't cry, I don't know why she was so hard to cry, but right now her chest is so tight. maybe because too many bitter events experienced made him accustomed to not always crying, even though he actually wanted to.

Shania was pensive, considering all the things that had been passed with Tom. The man was so gentle and loving, never the slightest bad thing was done to damage Shania's love for him, she said, but today the universe seems to expose the disgrace that Tom has hidden behind his strange attitude lately.

Shania tried to smile, a little conscious. That she was too stupid, Shania should have realized this sooner, she didn't have to expect much more. Let Tom be happy with his choice..

"No need to hold" the loud voice made Shania turn her head, the owner of the voice approached and sat down beside her.

"Do I look so pathetic?" Shania looked back at the ocean, with a smile that was always charming, but not for Jeremy. This woman smiled like a knife in her heart, she smiled but her eyes could not lie, he was holding back his heartache.

"Cry if you want" Jeremy carried Shania in his arms, giving her shoulder as a backrest for Shania's fragility.

Shania was silent, her smile was broken.Jeremy said, she wanted to cry.

"I will accompany you to cry" Shania's heart grew increasingly tight to hear Jere's words, she was lulled, and she cried as if she was spilling all the pain in her chest that she had endured from earlier. She was trying to be strong, but not as strong as she expected, she was just an ordinary woman. She's fragile.

Jeremy tightened a hug, gently rubbing Shania's back lovingly, this was soothing.

Jere didn't say anything, he wasn't the one who understood love. He did not want to patronize or advise Shania about the heart and feelings she did not have. He doesn't really know what it's like to be betrayed by a lover like Shania, he just wants Shania to calm down, and be able to smile again as before.

Until a few minutes later, Shania was silent.he did not cry anymore, only heard a hiccup because he was crying too hard.

Jeremy stretched out his arms, looked at Shania's tear-soaked bead of eyes, then rubbed Shania's cheek, smiled, then hugged her back.

"Jer.." Shania said heavily, Jere replied with deheman.

"What do you think Tom? He seemed very sincere to Stella" Shania said, wanting to hear Jeremy's reply,

"Stop it. I don't know how to love someone myself" Jeremy answered honestly, He doesn't know how love really feels.

"I'm the one who expected too much" Shania let go of a hug, wiped off her own tears and tried to smile "Maybe I'm the one who's too innocent. I love him with all my heart, but Tom is only half-hearted, maybe even a quarter" he said.

"She was so outrageous, had been lying to me for a year. And stupidly I never found out and suspected him"

"You're not stupid, it's just that you're wrong" said Jeremy, tidying up Shania's hair, taking the pigtails in Shania's hand, and tying them loose.

"I know as long as we're friends you love Tom so much. You're sincere to her. While Tom may love you and Stella at the same time, he does hurt you. So you have every right to be angry with him. Be as angry as you are, overflow what is in your heart"

Shania hugged Jeremy again, the second time she cried, dropping tears until Jeremy's clothes wet, showing how fragile a Shania is. While the man was smiling calmly, he rubbed Shania's hair gently,

Until Shania started to calm down again,

Jeremy lets go of the hug first, cupping Shania's cheeks and then smiles, a sweet smile etched from her handsome face.

He looked at Shania, so beautiful with a watery glint of eyes, emitting orange rays because of the reflection of the orange on her skin, her hair was flying in the wind and yes Shania smiled thinly to him adding a beautiful view to Jere.

"After this, forget all Shan. forget all that hurt you" Shania nodded, she hugged Jeremy again, not for long.

Jere then turned his gaze to the sea, looking at the small ripples that were moving quietly.

"I'm sorry, I always pissed you off even today, maybe if I didn't bring you here. You're not gonna cry like that" she said feeling guilty.Jeremy realized this was all about her.

"And if I don't meet your invitation here I'll never know what Tom is doing behind my back" Shania said calmly, "I want to thank you instead" She said, holding Jeremy's hand.

"I'll treat you after this" Shania continued, Jeremy smiled sweetly at her with hair in the handsome afternoon breeze. Shania just realized it.

Drrrrt ddrrrttt

Jere's phone shook, He immediately picked it up.

"Jer, where are you. Why long?" The voice across sounded annoyed. Yura, waiting.

"I'm not joining, you guys. Have fun yes" Jeremy disconnects the call and disables his phone immediately,

"After what do you want? I'll fulfill it?" Jeremy asked Shania, and the woman smiled again then replied.

"I want to be here until later"

"alright. I'll accompany you. But wait here for a second. I'll buy something for us"

"You want chocolate what's vanilla?"

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