Your Heart&My Heart
Inviting Crocodiles

Your gaze is like an iceberg that will never melt away." ~ Arunika Baskoro

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The man just left without giving an answer to his words just now. Standing with the rest of the energy, staring for a moment at the grave where the two people I loved the most were now.

"Ma ... uda met papa, right? Arun is now sincere kok ma, from happy mama. Greet Arun to papa ya, Ma. Thank you for choosing Arun as good as Mas Adikara. In the future, Arun will try to be like a mama to papa."

"You still want to be there?"

His voice echoed and sounded loud all the way here. I thought he had come out of the cemetery to the parking lot. Apparently not, he was waiting for me.

"Ma, pa, Arun's home."

Swinging steps and walking still with a flood of sadness towards where the man stood upright in the middle of the entrance and exit paths of the cemetery, he said, that face looked very irritating as he stared coldly like the dew evaporating in the morning. Agh, he does have his own way to date. Let's look at the choice of mama up ahead while walking over to her.

He was a tall man with a very dominant posture. It's possible that 175cm is 15cm different from me. Long-legged and solid-bodied as if he was indeed maintaining his body shape. Side and back haircuts that are cut thin, but the top is left a little long is a trend that is favored by young people today. Predictably, if Mas Adikara has a fashion that follows the times. Realize Arun, your husband will be twenty-nine next month. He's still young, isn't he?

The black eyeballs I now found, while we were facing each other. He clearly has a pretty perfect face. His nose was firm and pointed, equipped with voluminous lips with a lower middle hemisphere, while his pointed chin tightened his domineering jaw. Just one pimple on his forehead. But, faint because the skin of the face is classified as white.

"Why look at me? Street ...."

He's just being a talkative guy. After asking me to walk, he twisted his body and stepped on his long legs, without asking me to walk in front of him.

Each of us stepped in a tightly hugged silence without a word. Only the wind from the trees drove us out of here. Her back looks adorable. Yes, even though these eyes feel swollen and sore, but the view of it is still very clearly visible.

"Who is he really?"

Arriving at the parking area, do not dream that the man will open the car door for me. Walking closer to the front car seat, I followed him after he entered first.

He drove the car at moderate speed, so we moved away from the cemetery and through the dark city streets of Depok. Silence remains with us, without any conversation or pleasantries.

The body is here, but the heart and mind are flying everywhere. And you know what? Since the departure of mama today, I don't know where the spirit of an Arun has gone. It feels useless or not eager to think about the situation ahead without mama.

We didn't spend an hour, we finally got home. Slowly pulling the seatbelt, the man went down first and bowed. He approached me, and stared in the shade this time.

"Get in your room clean up first and then have dinner with the others."

"I just don't lust to eat."

"Follow me what I say" he replied flatly.

I breathed into the air. "alright. Did you come inside?"

He raised one of his shoulders. "Of course, I'm your husband. Did you forget? Come ... come in."

The speech contained one bucket of ice. He invited in, but did not wait for his grieving wife at all. Does he really have no heart?

"Agh, a very considerate man."

Before proceeding to find two cars parked in the area of my parents' house. The house that papa bought for mama when she had her fifty-year anniversary, right on the anniversary of their wedding. And now, it will be a house full of memories. About the car, I recognize the owner.

"You're back?" Bang Boy excitedly welcomed us from the door, even though I knew he was the same as me. He was waiting right at the door.

"Yes, Bang," I replied as I nodded slowly.

"You know who's coming, don't you, Run? Now, take Adikara to your room first. Let you rest."

I bought eyes. "We're one room?"

Like being struck by lightning, Bang Boy looks very coaxed. He looked at me like a confused person.

"Have you forgotten that Sister is your husband, Run?"

The question invited my eyes to turn towards Mas Adikara, and the man turned out to have looked at me first.

"Sorry, I completely forgot about that, Bang."

"Jeez, Arun, don't repeat such a thing in the future. You're a wife, Dek."

Really the wrong reason. I'm not forgetting, it's just scary for a room with a guy like him.

"alright. Let me go in and say hello to my best friend first, Bang."

"Mama Broccoli." it's Eee, my best friend who likes any drama that he thinks is good and worthy to be used as material at the office.

"Here hugs Broccoli's second son." He spread out both hands and welcomed me. "I'm sorry for you, honey, too" said Eee with a hand rubbing my head.

I collapse in Eee's arms. Tears that had dried up, also returned to pour.

"Mama uda isn't there, El," I told her and sobbed.

"There we are, Run. There are Papa Broccoli, Brother Broccoli and Brother Broccoli. We're the Broccoli family. Remember, there are still us for you" Gala said at the time.

Gala is a friend who looks like Mas Adikara, very irritable to talk, but she is very loving. Once her emotions exploded, I felt precious to her.

"Yes, Run, there's still us."

Me and Elee took off a hug. Behind these tears, I saw all my friends standing up and widening their arms.

"Come here, honey." Etan came closer and took my body into the deck.

"I'm collapsing, Tan," I said in his arms. I felt Etan's body shaking violently. He patted my shoulder slowly.

"Poor Mama Broccoli. How can it go like this" Etan said. Her voice is raucous.

Just pulling a face from the top of Etan's shoulders, I found Mas Adikara apparently standing in front of the entrance of the living room. He looked at me, and the look looked completely different.

"I'm so sad for you, baby." Gala came to hug my body and Etan tightly. They are very good at entertaining.

"Agh, I really don't know how the creator gave you a gift on your wedding day with the ice man, Arun," Dita said to my surprise.

Now they all come into the arms. The feeling of sadness was slightly reduced to release all the burdens and tired for a moment.

"Broccoli family, give a minute for Arun to change clothes, or just wash his face. Finish it, we'll have dinner together. Okay ...."

All of them took off from each other, and cast their gazes towards Bang Boy and Mas Adikara beside him.

"Please, Bang," replied Etan.

"Gosh .. that ice man turned out to be here. Die me," muttered Dita in fear.

Gala who was standing on the right side, touched the top of my head.

"Go to clean up. You need a shower to get that beautiful face back" Gala said with a smile.

I'm nodding. "Yes, don't go home before I go down."

"No way, Run. We spent the night here for you. Tomorrow at dawn, we leave and go back to work." Etan says it with passion.

"really?"

"Hemmm... We believe you need us more than an iceberg, right?" eele then glanced at me and moved to Mas Adikara.

I immediately glanced at Mas Adikara who was still looking at me fixedly. I don't know what kind of look it is now.

"Huh, okay. You guys sit down first. This house is like your house too, isn't it? Please don't be shy or shy" I reminded. Dilute the sense of unease in the husband there.

"Not shy, but shy. And you know that, Run. Never mind, go there. You talk a lot." Etan pushed me up the stairs.

Before turning the body to climb the stairs, I found Mas Adikira walking towards me. As fast as I could, first to climb up the first rung of stairs. Yeah, he followed me up and walked up.

Arriving at the door of my room, I felt really embarrassed. How not, on the door of the room was written very clearly the expression of the heart of an Arun when left by his bastard girlfriend.

"A type of land crocodile is prohibited from entering" said Mas Adikara read it. He was right behind me when the perfume of a man's parfume got into my nose.

At first glance, close your eyes for a few seconds, and rush to pull the door handle, then push in. "Please come in" I said.

"Do you often invite crocodiles to this place?"

Seriate.

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