Your Heart&My Heart
There I am
"Even your tears that fell from both eyes, was born a sadness that I could not reveal." ~ Adikara Suryo.
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"Sleep."
"But, Mom, answer me first how do you know it's my ex-boyfriend?" Arun walked around the bed, coming to the side where Adikara was lying while closing her eyes.
"Huh, don't bother me," replied Adikara, still refusing to open her eyes.
Arun is tired, but he is very curious about what Adikara knows about him. Arun chose to sit on the edge of Adikara's bed, while touching the husband's arms are quite filled while swaying slowly.
"Mas .. I know Mas hasn't slept. Arise ...."
"I'm so sleepy." Adikara pulled her arm from Arun's grasp, in order to escape from the woman.
"But I'm curious, Mas. Open her eyes, Mom, and let's know the truth. Why do you keep telling me about it. When in front of the bathroom door before, why keep teasing about my ex? Have we known you before?" arun asked at length and expectantly to find an answer.
"You're so chatty!" adikara replied in a heavy voice, but still did not open her eyes.
"Gosh, Mom, you're more chatty now than I am. Don't make me die of curiosity, Mom. Come on, give me your answer," he replied again, trying to persuade and shake Adikara's arm.
"You're so annoying now!" The sister was forced to get up from her sleep by uncovering the blanket and sitting while leaning on the headboard. He now looked coldly at Arun who was still glued to his place.
"Are we this familiar?" tanyanya flat.
Auri shakes. "No."
"Then? Why are you touching me? Didn't you ask me not to touch each other at the beginning of our marriage?"
Arun nodded and pursed his lips. It was like a crushing defeat made by Adikara. "Just shake it."
"So, it didn't touch his name? Are you a ghost? I'm not interested in your past. So, please give me peace of mind for tonight. You've been so tired all day. Lie down and don't bother me!" said Adikara again pulled the edge of the blanket and covered her body.
Arun pursed his lips. "Super-fool, anyway." Arun's eyeballs cynically highlighted Adikara.
Slowly Arun stood up and returned to the side of the place he should be, with a very heavy heart and a little annoyed. However, he still obeyed Adikara's words to rest. After crawling up to the bed very carefully so as not to cause waves up there, he then pulled the blanket and lay on his back to Adikara.
Moments later after a long silence, Adikara's eyes separated perfectly. The man now moved his body and changed position facing Arun's back which moved in line with his breathing.
"Even when you are tired, you can still find answers to your curiosity about him" he murmured in his heart. "What is your body made of?"
It took a second conspiracy for Adikara to take her eyes off Arun's body. Now the man slowly withdrew to sit on the edge of the bed. One by one the two bare feet, also down to the floor.
The younger sister walks towards Arun. He sat half-squatted down on the side of the bed while watching Arun who was already asleep.
Adikara smiled as she looked full of longing at Arun's face. "I know your ex very well. Really knew him long before you knew him, Run. Even. I was dying to hit him in the face when he made you cry at the cafe back then. Your smile, which I see every day, disappeared for a while after she dumped you. How could I forget that?"
Adikara's hand slowly rubbed some of the child's hair tendrils that covered Arun's facial beauty, before her hand moved to Arun's head and rubbed very gently. After feeling a little relieved, Adikara pulled the blanket over Arun's still-visible hand.
"His head is happy with me, Run. Forget about the things that hurt you in the past. I've been waiting for you for a long time."
After expressing his heart, Adikara walked towards the window of the room made of glass. He uncovers a window cloth to gaze at the night sky without the stars and moonlight of the moment. The dark of the night also brings the memory of Adikara to Arun, when he first met her.
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My sister woke up from her sleep. Slowly her eyelids separated, circulating a mossy look gathered thoroughly. He pulled himself to sit on the bed, rubbing his eyes that still felt heavy.
The tail of his eyes was brought to circulate the view throughout the room. However, there is no visible presence of Arun there. He climbed down from the bed, walked while touching the nape of his neck that felt a little pain. Last night Adikara could not sleep well. The contents of his head were only thinking about Arun. I don't know. My sister doesn't understand herself.
Both of Adikara's legs stopped when he found his clothes were available on a bench not far from the wardrobe. It was predictable that Arun was awake and out of the room. He walked to the bathroom to clean himself up.
After his bath, Adikara who now wears a plain blue T-shirt and home shorts that look relaxed, but still look fashionable to be worn by Adikara. Now, he continues the activity of combing his hair in front of the mirror.
After feeling tidy, Adikara was about to rush out of the room. His patience to find Arun's whereabouts, was suddenly reduced. The moments where his two legs were just walking some greed, was stopped because they found something missing.
"He dropped it?" ask in the heart. The tail of his interested eye looked at the wall that had originally hung on a figura, no longer filled with anything.
"Really appreciative of her husband's feelings" Adikara said happily, she then passed away from the room.
Down the last rung, Adikara found no one from the family members, except for their two homeworkers.
"Sir Adi, said Nak Arun to have breakfast alone. Nak Arun still wants to be in his mother's room" said Bu Ria, a longtime employee of the Arun family.
The sister nodded politely. "Yes, Mom. I saw Arun first," he replied and immediately walked towards his mother-in-law's room.
Arriving in front of the slightly open room, Adikara could see Arun from the small gap. The woman was hugging the photo of her mother while lying on her bed. Sadness was clearly pinned in both of Arun's eyes. Yes, the woman was crying in silence.
Feeling worried about Arun's condition, Adikara refused the door and walked in boldly. At that instant, Arun glanced towards Adikara's arrival. Hurriedly Arun wiped his tears when he realized Adikara's arrival. He changed his position to sit down, and then looked down.
He sat right next to Arun. "So much sad?"
Arun slowly pulled a face and nodded. "Very, Mas? I just miss you, mama."
Her voice is raucous. Can be guessed by Adikara, if the woman had been crying for a long time. Both of Arun's eyes seemed to swell up again.
"Sure, because she's your mama."
Arun nodded in between the movements of the rest of his grief-stricken body. As much as he wants to review the smile on the lips even if forced.
"Hemmm .. I've really lost a good man in my life, Mas. I have no parents anymore and only bang Boy left as my family" he said slowly. Tears that had not yet shed, now returned to the river.
My sister was disappointed to hear that. However, he understands and is self-aware of his presence in Arun's life.
"You have me too" replied Adikara bravely. He also directed his gaze to meet Arun's eyeballs that were getting smaller. "You have me as your husband. Maybe, I'm not a good man to you right now, Run. But, as strong as I can will give you happiness. I'll take care of you for the people you care about. I'll learn for it" he said again without hesitation.
The black eyeball that shrunk, was seen frozen staring at Adikara. He did not step back, if Adikara could say so.
"Don't cry anymore. Later, if your eyeballs are missing how?" Despite feeling awkward and stiff, as much as Adikara would bring her thumb to wipe the tear on Arun's cheek.
Arun reviewed a smile while saying, "sorry me, Mas," Arun said as Adikara's thumb slipped off her cheeks.
The sister pulls the corner of her eye tail. He stared fixedly at Arun's face. "I'm sorry? For?"
...Seriate....
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