Your Heart&My Heart
He Has His Own World

"Wish it wasn't you, but the fact is you." ~ Arunika Baskoro.

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Entering the elevator and pressing the floor button of her room, Arunika tried to calm down for a moment. While hugging the laptop, his right hand rubbed every circle of tears that fell. I saw the reflection from the front door of the elevator. That looks sad.

Arunika had sobbed occasionally, before regaining control of himself when he actually arrived on the floor of his room.

The elevator sounds open. One more time, Arunika took a deep breath. The bitter and disillusionment of being his friend goes through each cubicle with the face he hides in such a way. Luckily, employees at this company do not know, if she is the wife of Adikara.

"Lo why, Run?"

Arunika stopped, finding Gala coming from the opposite direction between the hallway towards their room and the toilet. Arun's eyeballs went around covering up his sadness before he could actually give an answer.

"It's okay, brother." He smiled fake.

Gala looked at him sliced, then took a breath before she advanced a step closer to Arun. Gala pulls a laptop in Arun's deck to carry. Gala's right hand grabbed Arun's shoulder as she asked him to continue to move back into the room.

"OKs. I will not ask anything about you or about the president who is in fact your own husband. Or ... about the dream you ever wanted since 4 years ago. All I want to know now is your situation, Run. You're all right, aren't you?" Gala glanced at Arun who chose to remain silent not daring to return Gala's gaze.

"Gue's good, brother."

"That means it's not okay. Sudalah .. It's good that you get permission to go home first, Run. After meeting with Ms. Yanti. He must be mad at you."

Arun nodded his head. "No problem, brother."

"Runnnnnn!" call Ettan with a sad face. The man standing at the door of the room found the two approaching.

"Why, Tan?" The others came out giving hugs.

"Lo there's a problem with the husband, lo?" Dita hugged Arun. "Tell me the same, Run. Let's fight."

"Don't! We have to get Arun and her husband back together. Not more quarreling," said Elee disagreed.

"But this isn't fair to Arun, Lele. It's a lie in his name." Ettan protests not accepted.

"Uda. You guys don't make him dizzy. Go in first." Gala again pulled Arun's shoulder to advance into the room. Others followed.

Time passes very quickly. Arun opted for permission after being lectured by Bu Yanti and her Division boss, for not being responsible for her work and leaving the meeting room in front of the company's top brass.

Arun's exit from the company, does not mean it is unknown to Adikara. He finds information from his personal assistant, that Arun was reprimanded by his superiors and permission from work.

"Do I have to follow Ms. Arun, sir?" Marco speaks through his hape. He has since been assigned to pay attention to Arun from the prank.

Adikara nodded in her position. "Can. Please tell me where Arun is going, Marco."

"Ready, sir."

After the call from Marco who had been monitoring Arun, the man now chose to look far towards the view of Jakarta, which he saw behind the glass window of his room.

For a moment he took a deep breath. Crossing both hands over the chest. His eyes were focused forward, but blank as his mind.

How should I start?

Something that starts badly, does it end well?

It was Adikara's doubt since before the circumstances of her relationship and Arun became complicated.

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Arunika stops at one of the best hangouts she has ever visited in her spare time. Kona Beans is her name. Slowly he pushed the door and was greeted kindly by the cafe employees who knew him well enough.

"Welcome back, Ms. Arun," said one of the old staff from the cafe.

The lethargic Arunika turned her head towards the staff and reflexively pulled the corner of her lips. "Hay, Mar. How are you?"

"Good, Ma'am. Mother herself? Uda long time not here," replied Maria, the most friendly staff and know Arunika as a regular customer cafe.

Arunika returned a smile, before coming closer to Maria and both walked towards the storefront. "I'm waiting for someone, Mar."

"OK, Mommy. Uda's having lunch, Mommy?"

"Yet. What do I want to order, huh?" He stared one by one at the storefront. There are many kinds of cakes and bread. "Ordinary kayak dech, Mar."

Maria smile. "The mainstay, Ma'am? The drinks are the same, aren't they, Ma'am?"

Arunika nodded her head. "Yes. I sit in the usual place. There's no one, is there, Mar? If I have to sit somewhere else."

"I saw it first, Ma'am. Ma'am Arun uda's order was delivered to the cashier." Arunika nodded her head to accompany Maria's departure.

Not long after paying for his order, Arunika brought a trash filled with one slice of cheesecake and hot chocolate. And then Mary came back.

"There's no one, Ma'am. You can sit down immediately" Maria said again. "Here, let me take it, Ma'am."

"It's okay, Mar. I'm aja. You go back to work. Thanks, Mar."

"Alright, Ma'am. Enjoy it" he said, finding Arunika's smile.

The place in the middle near the glass wall leads to the streets of Jakarta is Arunika's favorite place. Yes, for him solitude like this is not the first time he experienced. Sadness is not an easy thing to live or pass as fast as turning the palm of the hand.

Not 35% anymore. It's already 100%.

Arun sat down with the first mouthful of his cake. A jet-black eyeball that dimmed around the crowded city streets that afternoon.

Many visitors come for lunch. Even with the surrounding of other cafes to go back and forth where office employees to spend hours of rest.

Expect to get answers that do not match the reality.

The call of someone throws Arun back to his consciousness. Had enjoyed cheesecake, now his eyes glare in silence found the figure of Zayn (i uda fox his ex name^^)

"Hey? How daydreaming?"

"Agh, sorry, Crocodile. Sit ...."

Zayn took a deep breath. "Aren't you going to change my name to something else?"

Arun shook his head and still had no intention of looking at Zayn. "I can't. You're a crocodile after deciding on me for no reason I can't accept."

Zayn, who had been sitting in front of Arun, was now staring at him. He did not deny, how good Arunika as a lover. In fact, Arun never demanded anything to Zayn when they were together and rarely met.

Rarely met them while together, not because of Zayn's busyness which is the reason the man meant to Arun. Simple reason. Zayn is really afraid of falling in love with Arun beyond his love for Violet.

Pantesan alone Adikara can love Arun since the first time they met. Zayn who initially only wanted to get close to Arun to make Adikara regret his actions had put half his heart on this woman in front.

"Why did you see me on that cake? Forgot, if you're someone's husband?"

Zayn smiled then supported his chin returning Arunika's annoyed look. "You're getting pretty, Run. The better and the more mature. Why can't I replace the person you are now with?"

Arunika breathed deeply. "Don't molly! I didn't come here to hear that useless remark of yours!"

The man laughed. "Keep ... What do you want to know about me? A sister?"

Arun nodded his head. His hands clasped tightly together his two thighs under the table. "Take a. What is your relationship with Adikara? Continue ... Violet."

Not answering Arun's question. Zayn was still staring in the two irises of the woman before him. There's fear and doubt he's diving in there. That's plain Arun.

I could not escape Zayn's gaze. Arunika cut off their eye contact first. Although there was no genuine love from Zayn for Arunika, the man knew very well how Arun was.

"Are you sure you want to know about me?" Zayn is back.

"Yes. Adikara doesn't want to know about you. I better know it directly from the main source. Ye. Can you?"

"You're gonna hate me more, Run. With Adikara. I'm all right. That Adi? He just became your husband, right? Just wanted three months. I think it's better to know than he does directly."

"I want to know from you! Don't confuse me, Zayn!" Arunika finally vented emotions in her fear.

Zayn gasped at Arunika's high voice. For Zayn it was a step and never happened.

"Buruan, Zayn," urged Arunika again. There was a vibration in his speech. Arunika's reddened eye area holds a lump of clear fluid.

"alright. If this is your choice, Run." Zayn confirmed his seat first. "At first, I approached you because Sister was dating Violet. All I'm guessing is, sister married you because I married Violet."

Arunika winked her sad eyes from the tears that were now falling down her cheeks. He bowed and smiled bitterly then. Not an answer like this Arun wants.

Can't it be outside of reality?

"Is that you jerk?"

"I'm sorry, Run."

"No more need, Zayn. All uda passed. But ... I really didn't think about you guys."

Zayn picked up the tissue on the table. He handed it to Arun. "Remove your tears first."

"Then? Violet?" Arunika wiped her tears and raised her face again to look at Zayn.

Pupil Zayn expands to find every movement of Arun's body and eyes that do not look as good at the beginning.

"Violets? Actually ... Sister doesn't really relate to Violet, Run. I mean, it's not the courtship we used to be. It's kind of complicated actually. I guessed their closeness from the photo upload on Violet's sosmed. But in fact, Violet does not get things that match her feelings as Adikara. Little sister just love because she feels Violet needs a male figure to protect her. The only thing I love is you."

"No way," tepis Arun fast. "If she loves me like you say, why is she upset when I ask her about Violet. When we accidentally met at the mall with Violet, kept Violet's phone number with both of their wallpapers and the photos of you I got in her book. Is that what love is, Zayn? I'm running you both because of Violet! Because your wife." Collapse is Arun's defense in front of Zayn. He came back crying sedan.

"really. You were both our escapees. But at first, I liked you when you first met at the same school."

Arunika pulled her face along with the sobs that had stopped. "From the same school?"

Zayn nodded. "Yes. You don't know?"

"Never know. Adikara is very closed. She has her own world that I can't enter, Zayn. Am I worthy of being called a wife?" Clear liquid back spilled down both cheeks.

"Don't cry, Run. Perhaps, Adikara still did not really accept the situation."

"What's the situation, Zayn?"

"The circumstances that made him give up on you because of my behavior, Run. I destroyed his hope. As her heart begins to fill up with Violet and she releases you for me, Adikara loses Violet instead. Not long after we got married. Perhaps, this is what makes Adikara confused. Back to back. At that time, when I decided you were dating Laudia at the cafe near your office, without us knowing, Adikara was with us at the time"

Arunika was surprised by Zayn's words.

'There's with us'

Arunika tries to remember the moments, Adikara and she are in her room after the departure of the mother.

The man found a picture of Zayn and he felt disturbed. That's where she understood how Adikara disliked her crying self. Not without reason. Arunika still clearly remembered how destroyed he was left by Zayn at that time.

Seriate.

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Is there still my forgiveness from you? ask Adikara to the reader

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Heyyy it's 1,800 words. Where is your support and your comments. Yuk, break up to 100 per chapter ^^