Your Heart&My Heart
The Eternal Farewell

"Behind the falling tears, he gives strength and calm." ~ Arunika Baskoro.

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We looked at each other in silence. He was still shaking and choosing to stumble now, as the taxi drove slowly out of the hotel area. He had no heart when he saw a woman crying. And that woman is his own wife.

"Deploy faster, sir," he ordered regardless of me.

I really don't know what's on his mind. This guy is a psychopath. I don't know. It felt like this body was limp and powerless to make him noisier. Now look out at the streets, try to calm down. Tears also flowed in the growing fear.

How can you stay calm in such a frightening state and mind as now. Something I never wanted to have in my mind.

Harmoni Hospital was the place where my mother was treated during a fatal illness. The feeling inside is like defiance. Contrary to my feelings and my heart.

I cried in silence and expressed fear. As hard as I can hold, but I can't. This body trembled feeling a tightness in the chest. Chest pats drain oxygen as if blocked filled the chest cavity.

Suddenly a hand pulled on the wrist. The hand belongs to the man sitting next to me. We came back to meet. The eyes that were flooded with clear liquid, also widened the cynical gaze towards him.

"Don't hurt yourself." He said without intonation.

I slowly pulled my hand as hard as I could to escape. "Mas is covering something up for me, isn't it?"

She shook her head. "Not as you imagined."

"Then, why didn't Mas wake me up after finding news from my brother?! tanyaku. These tears signified the frustration, disappointment, and fear within me.

He's back to snoring. "I don't want you to get sick."

"Fall sick?"

He didn't respond.

"It's like it makes me sicker, Mom! The one lying in that hospital is my mama! You'll never know how a child feels when his mother goes to the hospital, will you? So, like what it's like, I'll never know that!" kinku.

I saw that he was still staring into the street from his sitting side. Not giving the answer I want. He turned back into a silent statue.

"Don't be a scary person to me!" I said to him, then looked back at the streets.

Whatever the reason, he was still wrong. It was my mother, not her mother. Even in critical circumstances, I deserve to know as a child.

Ten minutes later. The taxi stopped right in front of the hospital lobby. Not waiting for long, pulled the door handle and rushed down without caring about it. Now both feet ran as fast as I could through the other visitors.

I was confused, in a daze, about where to bring both feet. I think the contents of this head cannot be compromised.

"To the 6th floor of the last VIP room." Looking back, it turned out that he had come to stand there.

I put a cynical look on him. He does not care who is standing at a distance. Now back foot running through the crowd. Around the loby floor, look for the existence of an elevator that is located straight with an automatic door. Upon finding it, too, entered without the man with me.

"He would never forgive me if something happened to my mother" I said in my heart.

The sound of the elevator doors opening led both feet to step outside. As fast as I could run along the corridor. At the very end, it was no ordinary place as long as my mother was sick.

"Arun." That's my brother Arini— My sister-in-law who is pregnant for three months. She was crying, and I can guess this time things went wrong.

"Where's mama, sis," I asked as I clasped the back of her hand after we faced each other.

He shook his head in the middle of the crying. "Come in, Run."

"Ma, I still need my mom. It's not like my mom promised to take my son's name when he was born. Wake up, maaaa ...."

The sound of her crying echoed throughout the room. My legs were limp and powerless to walk up to the man crying on the edge of the patient's bed. The doctor no longer acted. Is this a second eternal farewell? What wedding gift did you say to me at the time?

"Run .. mama is not there," said Bang Boy when he found out my arrival while sobbing.

This chest feels tight. The more limp and helplessly swayed the steps. I sat on the floor, crying.

"Must be strong, Run." Arini's sister hugged me and we cried together.

"I still want to see my mom, sister."

Kak Arini's head movement felt over my shoulders. "Can't, Deck. My mom is gone."

Only the sound of crying from the three of us airs in this room room. After I heard the doctors talking to Bang Boy a little, they came out of the room.

"Mommy's happy, Deck." Bang Boy came near me and brother Arini. The three of us hugged the shock.

The sound of the door opening made the three of us let go of hugs. Looking back, I saw the man of my choice walking in. Immediately I stood up and blocked his path.

"What are you doing here! Is it content to hurt me? Being a person who is irritable to talk, just like to make decisions, and also be a selfish person. Are you satisfied to know my mama is gone now!" I shouted as loud as possible.

A hand pulled my arm from behind violently.

"What are you saying, Run! Why not be polite with your husband?" snapped Bang Boy at me.

I laughed as if something was funny. "Bang, you don't know what his true nature is. He disabled my phone so he wouldn't take a call from you. Then, about my mom going to the hospital, she didn't say that to me either. He did everything as he wanted. Is it worth being polite with her?!" ask me again with tears that continue to flow and point towards the back.

Bang Boy's facial expression now changed 180°.

"When you go to the hospital, it's me who asks you to do it with Adikara, Run. I thought of you, tired all day with the party. This is your name, you're outrageous. Mama and I never taught like you" said Bang Boy, repressed in tears. "You should apologize later. Now, I'm gonna take care of Mama first."

Bang Boy takes off rough wrist. The man I called Brother was never angry with me. Looking towards him who is now facing Mas Adikara.

"Sorry, Bro. Come in" said Bang Boy, patting him on the shoulder and getting a nod from Mas Adikara.

"I'm so sorry, Bro," replied Mas Adikara.

After speaking, now Bang Boy passed out of the room. Our gazes met each other, but I first turned around turning around. In fact, to advance the step to meet the mother who is now not moving on the bed was not able to. Whereas, Arini's sister moves to move next to mama now. He's still crying out sedan. It makes me even more afraid. Lost all the courage that always existed in an Arunika Baskoro.

I felt a touch enter my fingers. Slowly looking at the movement of his body. He is now standing beside me.

"I saw my mom" he said without turning his face towards me.

Starting to feel the pull from the palm that drowned my palm. He walked with certainty, inviting this body to meet a figure that I loved very much.

"He's giving me strength."

...Seriate....

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